friday was tense.. was too gullible to believe yongqiang that only 3 peson scored A for chinese.. my heart leapt.. my first reaction was, i will not be in the 3.. everyone started panicking.. then results were out.. i gt what i wanted.. i had mixed feelings.. i am not showing off, i am putting it down.. ppl were disappointed, esp those who are close to me, they teared, yet i cant do anything to help them feel better.. i feel such a failure as a friend.. my family are juz ok with it.. then went to comic shop with elysia.. spent like 100 plus on comics!! went to ahma's and played with my darling and napped.. home, started reading comics, nice recommendation by elysia.. thanks an i liked that a lot!! =)
saturday, finished the comics, then was psed by nainaigang, went to pioneer mall mac alone to study. saw huiyan and guiping.. joined them, then benny came along, huiyan left. finished my chem SATT, math timed assignment. met mum and dad and sis, off to dinner, then to shengsiong to restock.. hahahas!! home, watched tv and blog-hopped..
i told myself to forget, i am trying my best. i told myself not to think so much and let go of those memories. but i cant.. we are total strangers now.. hope you are happie with it.. shenn and i becoming nth much but hi-bye frens. shawn aren looking for me except for chem tuts. not to say him, same LTs, yet we didn even say hi.. i tried to stop looking at you, but you are too obvious. yupps, i think nth link us tgt now. you have your new life and i am going to carry on with mine.. i am really hurting a lot inside, but do you know.. i am not even compatible to be your fren now is it? slap youself yixuan, if he doesnt bother about you juz leave it and get on with your life!! stop carrying those past when he doesnt even give a damn bout it. LET IT GO!!!
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gess 2G'05
gess 4I'07
gessband--saxophones!!
AJC OG11
AJC 14/08
JJC OG10!! (super loves!!)
JJC 08S02!!(super loves!!)
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hahahas.. welcome any of you to the inner me
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I love:
FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO ARE MY WORLD!!
comics/manga
anime!
singing and tonning
vampires?!
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I want:
I-Pod classic
a more acceptable weight! ha!
refurnish my room and wardrobe
a flip-phone
excel?!
go travelling, with my frens hopefully!
