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Sunday, March 29, 2009
hahahahas!! have not been updating since i quarrelled with sis.. hahahas!! =)

thurs was cool.. had lessons and all.. math was boring at the end.. almost falling asleep. haahahahs!!! went to queensway in super speed to meet qian.. bought a haversack.. was long. hahahahas!!! =) went to walk walk around and chatted.. mugged at subway. hahahahas!!

friday.. nth to say.. evolution is cool!! hahahahahahas!!! especially with all the toks making winnie horny. hahahahaas!! wore the class tee to school.. tot i was the only one.. but at assembly, a sea of reds!! HAHAHAHS!! 08S02 RAWKS!! =) lol.. lesson ended, toked and had some finger food.. left with elysia to tiong and meet qian.. ate, and mugged at mos burger. finished all my homework.. hahahahas!! went to stayover at ahma's.. laughed lots while watching the channel 8 9pm show. hahahahas!!

saturday was cool.. baked orange cake and watched outlander.. wanted to play mahjong but did not pangseh good fren shing and helped her a bit with her celebrating stuffs.. hahahahhas!!! went to JP and did lots of shopping.. went to shing's house and cooked maggi noodles.. played with puppet and found out i was late meeting the nainai gang.. when i reached i was still the earliest.. hahahahs!! i can never beat zy and xa in getting late.. on the way to decoders, managed to persuade regina to come along. hahahahahas!! played the usual game and we became barbarians. ahahahs!! went home and rushed with zy for the "last train" home.. hahahahs!! chionged math last night til 2 then knocked out

today.. hahahas!! tuition.. finished the whole math tut except for 2 questions with my tutor's help. hahahahas!! super accomplished. hahahas!! I LOVE COMPLEX NUMBERS!! =) met up with zy and now "studying" at queensway.. ahahahahs!! had mu usual updates in manga and anime.. hahahahas!! so i shall only use the Internet once a week. HOHOHOHOS!! =)


GOOD LUCK TO GESSBAND FOR SYF!! DUN LET US DOWN!! =)
3:21 PM
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
life was always better without tests.. hahahaha!! went home with taoyan yesterday. super happie. hahahas!! sorry elysia that i left ya.. yupps.. toked and more.. reached home. dinner and super tired.. wanted to sleep but my sis was using everything of mine. so i got pissed and shouted at my sis to get out of room.. had a sudden breakdown and cried, that bitch juz slammed her door against me and i cried til i slept. LOL!!

school, met taoyan, lessons, ran to LT3 for bio.. finally we are not the latest. hahahahaha!! phew~ bio was fun, then after bio, abi, elysia, winnie, wanzi, me and shing left behind. played the piano, went to the toilet and toked bout hygiene.. hahahhas!! super funny tok.. then had a super long lunch along with yq, walter and zp asking chem questions. hahahas!! then wa!! drama took place.. then went to queensway shopping centre with shing to collect the class tee!!! hahaahs!! toked on the way there, and the moment of truth: cool shirt and i like it!! hahahahas! went to alter walter's due to typo. then went to kaikai around looking at stuffs. hahahas!! went to collect again and shared laksa with shing.. home with shing in rain.. was having lucky draws at the queenstown mrt platform.. and i was agitated. hahahas!! SHING, DUN GET TOO OBSESSED OVER THAT SHIRT!! HAHAHAHAS!! =) slacking and all..

looking forward to tml's meeting with qian. hahahahahas!! cant wait for tml!! gonna have a shopping spree~ =)




toked bout the good frens that we lost over the 2 years.. it is kinda sad.. time wont turn back and people's hearts changes.. sometimes letting go might be a better option. you never know til you try it but hanging on that string of friendship give you a glimpse of hope that good frens might return.. so keep your fingers crossed! =)
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Monday, March 23, 2009
dunno wad to say. juz to pop in.. woke super early juz to go met shawn at school and teach him chem.. lol.. did nth though.. first day in school of term 2 and the first thing that i received was: 10.5/30 for math test. hahahas!! my effort went down to drain.. geog was ok.. assignment was at least A. hahahahs!! HAD 2.4 today!! passed by a few seconds. hahahahs!! stamina rlly suck like hell now.. lol. better get over and done with NAPFA.. hahahahahs!!

super pissed of myself for the past few days. studying like no one business.. everyone's grades are like going up and up.. mine is going down and down.. hahahhas!! i am an IDIOT! hope my chem test was ok.. qite confident bout it. toked with elysia on the bus home.. toked bout determination in studying.. FINE!! MATH! YOU LISTEN PROPERLY!! I WILL NOT LOSE TO YOU!! ARGHH!!!! hahahahas!!! =)

waiting for tuesday to end. tuesday is the day i dread the most.. uber tiring!!


missing the hols.. the super fun day with nainai gang.. mugging day with cher and qian. hahahas!! want more studying sessions with them esp at GESS!! hahahas!! missed band.. had a long tok with timothy today. hohoho!!! gonna go back next tues for SYF i hope. hahahahs!! =)

JIAYOUS TO GESSBAND FOR SYF
JIAYOUS FOR PJC BAND FOR SYF! (i am praying for you regina!!)
JIAYOUS FOR JJ CO FOR SYF (jiayou winnie!) =)




jiayous lah yixuan for your ultimate aim!! =)
9:27 PM
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Sunday, March 22, 2009
happie 100th post..



i am not happie.. tests coming up soon and i cant seem to be absorbing everythin.
esp for math.. today's 3hour tuition was rather fruitless.

FUCK! I HATE MATH! i cant seem to be understnding at all.. FUCK!! no matter how many practices i did, yet the effort i put in was not showing at all.. no one can help me in math.. i think i shall return to primary and start all over again. fuck!
3:42 PM
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
had not blogged for long.. hols was cool!! lots of meetups and mugging!

monday was lesson with class with Dr Gan. hahahas! chem was cool.. went to science centre sakura with shing, winnie and abigail. hahahahs!! ate a lot.. seams are bursting.. need to go train. hahahas!! we ate so long that we are the last to leave before sakura close for dinner.. then went to meetup with F1 at xianghui's doing all the videorecording.. funny and we did til the last train home. hahahahs!! =)
tues was best!! meetup with my pw group.. THANKS A LOT TO CANDICE, YUTING AND ABIGAIL for coming along.. finally finished the board!! cools! =) helped out with the fellow OGLs at the games for the LINE camp.. was super proud of my campers becoming facs.. gt sunburnt. hahahahahs!! changed up and went to meet with NAINAI GANG!. went to decoders and played lots of games. HAHAHAHS!! cools man!! i earned the most money and regina was the biggest loser.. HAHAHAHA!! =) decoders was fun.. hope we can go again soon!!
wed was mugged!! went for consultation with mdm Sim for bio and felt so enlightened.. met this kind taxi uncle who sent me to town with student price. hahahas!! FINALLY MET UP WITH CHER AND QIAN!! we mugged together, chatted and shopped for a moment.. hahahahs!! finished my glavanic cell tut!! =) home.
thurs was cool!! went back to GESS!! hahahahs!! studied with qian at the second level.. then went to meet up with cher for lunch and carry on mugging til dinner time.. felt super accomplished finishing 3 tutorials!! =) HBO coming up with cool shows like ghost rider and freedom writers..
today!! did not mug with qian. gt sth on. finished all the online homework and left wih revision for the last 2 days. went to ahma's played with my darling then napped, ate super nice dinner, wached shows and all.. home, packing and blogging.. HAHAHS!!

NO MORE CS!! GOTTA MUG WITH QIAN AT JE LIBRARY EVERY THURS!! =) cant wait for it!! hahahahaas!!

more decoders trip with nainai gang!!(damn xa for going msia again)
more shopping and KBox trips with cher and qian!! =)
missing all the actions with the peeps i used to have fun with last year. but anyways, goodbye.. =)
12:17 AM
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
life has been going up and down for me..

12 march: friday's timetable for thursday. ge back my bio test results.. flunked it like shit.. hahahahs!! my frens gt it higher. lol. happie for wanzi.. geog was funny, gp was cool too. then went for bio extra lessons suddenly felt that i am weak at almost every subjects. CS was super cool. learnt how to make puppies and bunny out of hankerchieves.. cool!! pics are all with wanzi and shing.. gotta kope from them.. then went to wanzi's house to put our stuff, school, bernie came back.. watched quarantine with the class but i was practically under my hoodie all the time.. hahahahas!! went for camp fire, then chit-chat at the synthetic field with the 7 princesses(wnazi, shing, winnie, elysia, bernie, abi and i), yuting, amanda, candice and zhepeng. then all went home, went to buy alcohol with other peeps help.. then went to wanzi's house, bathed, slacked and sleep. hahahahas!! i rolled down the floor in the middle of the night from the mattress.. ahahahahas!! woke up late for the sport's day, reached school late! got a warning frm teacher and record! OMG! but it was cool reaching late with a bunch of good frens.. hahahas!! sport's day was not like last year's.. not so enthu, bannister werent peforming well.. everyone was tired.. cheered for those who participated.. WELL DONE!! =) hahahs! left after sport's day, went to wanzi's again to pack our stuff, ate with winnie @ KFC, then saw shing and leon, home, bathed, went to ahma's played with zhengjie then ate dinner and home.. saw the new phone that my dad bought for me.. wasnt what i wanted, but at least it was new. hahahas! thank dad!! have been reading skip beat these few days.. but guess it was time to start mugging!!



looking forward for the holidays.. and i am glad it is finally here!! =)



gonna meet up with lots of frens this following week.. gotta go back to school for consultations.. PREPARE FOR THE NEW TERM AND FOR A LEVELS! =)


toked with aunt today bout all the past trips that we had gone to.. taiwan, bangkok, australia, korea and many more. OMG! i shall stop thinking bout the past and hoping for the future and work hard in the present! ahahahs!! =)



HAPPIE HOLIDAES!! =)
8:31 PM
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
finally!! a day to rest and rejuvenate. hahahas!!
pas t few days has been hard core mugging esp on monday.. life was easier after chem SPA and math lecture test.. hahahs!! thurs gonna have gp content quiz and BANNISTER HOUSE CAMP! hahahahs!! cool man..
woke up later then usual, on my laptop and went online.. finished bio skill A and the online chem test.. i didn study at all.. gt a bad feeling that my grades will drop by the time my progress report comes.. stilll had time to watca VAN HELSING yesterday night with mum and dad. hahahahs!! had superb mac breakfast, watched one episode of reborn! hahas! going to meet taoyan later.. pack my room again.. constantly packing. hahahs!! stamina is running low so gonna go train and lose those fats of mine. hahahs!! missing korea and snow.. GONNA WATCH MY FAVOURITE SHOW TODAY!! FINALLY!! =)


hohoho.. dad getting 2 new phones today.. hope i can change one to touch screen or flip phone. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!!






START NOW! thats wad a lot ppl give as advice in order to score for A levels. it is true and i am STARTING RIGHT NOW! =)





forgetting, forgot, forgotten.. maybe we are really over. i am invisible to you.
10:59 AM
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Saturday, March 7, 2009
guess life werent that good for me..

friday was tense.. was too gullible to believe yongqiang that only 3 peson scored A for chinese.. my heart leapt.. my first reaction was, i will not be in the 3.. everyone started panicking.. then results were out.. i gt what i wanted.. i had mixed feelings.. i am not showing off, i am putting it down.. ppl were disappointed, esp those who are close to me, they teared, yet i cant do anything to help them feel better.. i feel such a failure as a friend.. my family are juz ok with it.. then went to comic shop with elysia.. spent like 100 plus on comics!! went to ahma's and played with my darling and napped.. home, started reading comics, nice recommendation by elysia.. thanks an i liked that a lot!! =)

saturday, finished the comics, then was psed by nainaigang, went to pioneer mall mac alone to study. saw huiyan and guiping.. joined them, then benny came along, huiyan left. finished my chem SATT, math timed assignment. met mum and dad and sis, off to dinner, then to shengsiong to restock.. hahahas!! home, watched tv and blog-hopped..



i told myself to forget, i am trying my best. i told myself not to think so much and let go of those memories. but i cant.. we are total strangers now.. hope you are happie with it.. shenn and i becoming nth much but hi-bye frens. shawn aren looking for me except for chem tuts. not to say him, same LTs, yet we didn even say hi.. i tried to stop looking at you, but you are too obvious. yupps, i think nth link us tgt now. you have your new life and i am going to carry on with mine.. i am really hurting a lot inside, but do you know.. i am not even compatible to be your fren now is it? slap youself yixuan, if he doesnt bother about you juz leave it and get on with your life!! stop carrying those past when he doesnt even give a damn bout it. LET IT GO!!!
9:47 PM
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Thursday, March 5, 2009
hahahahs!! today was cool! as usual, waited for taoyan outside school, then lessons.. cant really concentrate on chem lecture cos i was having a splitting headache. off to gp and math lesson.. hohohohoho!! I FINALLY PASSED THE FIRST MATH TEST!! YAY!! lol.. it was a quiz only la.. yupps, math lecture was quite fun toking to my partner beside me during lecture. hahahs! then off to CS (cultural studies).. learnt how to make some chinese knots taught by this cute ahma teacher.. then after that, we celebrated yuting's birthday.. HAHAHS! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY YUTING!! =) home with elysia. hahahas

slacked, used the laptop, then went to meet mum at mrt, yook a train to joo koon. hahahas!! super cool eh!! then went to jp, ate a sumptous meal of korean food with sis and her fren. LOL!! super funny things happened. then went to popular. hahahahs!! SAW JOANNE and her boyfren if i am not wrong.. loads to tok to her but wrong place and wrong time. hahhas!! took train home, slacking now.. gonna study for gp!!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL COLLECTING A LEVEL RESULTS TML!! =)
9:25 PM
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
tension finally eased a little.. hahahs!! bio spa is over!! hahahahahs! yeah!! organic chem is over too!! hahahs!! honestly, i am waiting for the march holidays to knock on my door telling me that yixuan ar, can sleep a little longer already.. hahahs!! the past few days, i was not living like a person. mugging like mad.. today was really slack.. no tuition.. my math is gone-case.. OMG!! I AM A TOTAL NOOB FOR MATH!!! HOW TO GET OUT OF U.S. LIKE THAT?? headed home the earliest today, went to comic shop with elysia, home, reading naruto, slack til now, packing my room and files.. did math but gt stuck at almost all the questions.. i dunno wads wrong with me for math.. HAIZ!! I NEED A SUPER INTENSE MATH SESSIONS WITH MY TUTOR!! hahahas!!

gonna like sleep early today to replenish all my sleep.. got a feeling of flunking my math quiz tml despite i put in all my effort.. who can understand the pain i am going thru whenever i fail my math and my frens all around me are like passing with flying colours.. hahahas!! A level results coming out on friday for chinese and pw i guess.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL!! =)

tired, getting fat, need to stop eating so much, stop spending money that lavishly.. i should get slimmer in this economy recession since my pocket money has not change and food are getting more expensive.. still got more test coming til next wed..

sth very funny,
mum ask me: when are all your exams and tests gonna be over
i replied: december..
it is true.. having tests almost everyday, everyweek.. but ppl, let do our best for the next 7 to 8 mths and everything will turn out fine. hahahs!! =)

JIAYOUS TO ALL WHO ARE HAVING TESTS AND SPA FOR THE REST OF THE TERM! =)
10:36 PM
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Monday, March 2, 2009
hahahahs! welcome march!!
time flies isnt it... had a memorable weekend...

school ended on friday, went to kfc with winnie and shing then to queensway with shing.. went to make the class tee.. is gonna be out in another 2 weeks time and i promise it is gonna look good!! hahahahs!! okies.. queensway was wow!! went to look for the retailers, then went to this shop that is quite famous as it was the oldest t-shirt making shop.. shing and i waited for hours to be served while those who are supposedly to be behind us were taking up our time.. hello, there is no consideration of wad is first come first serve and those ppl behind juz think it was right to cut our queue, not to mention that some of the schools were those in the top.. hahahahs!! went to visit my baby cousin whom i had fun with and napped on the same pillow.. hahahs!!

saturday was cool.. supposed to go study with qian but sth happened and in the end i went out with nainai gang.. SORRY QIAN, I PROMISE NOT TO PS YOU AGAIN!! studied with ziyu and xuanan, saw lots of jj peeps and je library.. accomplished gp and math with the help of xuanan.. reg came along to join us for a while then dinner at ajisen@ jp.. hahahs!! all of them made me waited like a fool for 2 hours!! nehnehpok!! toked bout travel plans.. GOING TO TAIPEI WITH NAINAI GANG AFTER THE As!! oh wells, tried the new mrt to my doorstep.. was super cool.. no words can describe how happie i was at the moment..hahahas!

sunday, tuition, went to vivo, ate ben n jerry!! SUPERB!!! OMG!! jiacheng, next time we eat the 6 scoops ice-cream!! hahahahahas!!! =) went to visit xianghui at NUH instead of going to changi airport to fetch mum.. hahahs WELCOME HOME MUMMY!! lol.. accompanied xianghui til 7 plus with all the chit-chat we missed. hahahas!dinner, home.. sorry taahira, cant accompany you eat honeydew sago.. next time!! watched tv all the way til 115pm, watching MINORITY REPORT.. cool show!!

monday was the same.. reached school super early.. sang birthday song to gloria. hahahs! so many things are coming up.. keep dozing off due to lack of sleep.. lessons all the way til 430pm if i am not mistaken.. went to je with winnie and shing went home to rest.. finished bio tut!! so proud of myself.. hawhaw!! gonna chiong maths for now..

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE TAKING SPA THIS 2 WEEKS!! JIAYOU!! HOLS COMING SOON!! =))
9:36 PM
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