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Thursday, February 26, 2009
hate thursdays..

went to school.. had serious flu!! TOTALLY HATE IT!! keep sneezing, cant concentrate well.. the gp lesson was fun and funny.. HAHAHAS!! math was a disappointment.. the test results came back.. i felt like and failure.. i did so much yet wad i reaped was... is "you reap wad you sowed" true? i doubt that for me.. maybe i am a failure for math.. i teared.. emo for the rest of the day. math lecture ended.. WOW! I DID NOT DOZED OFF!! hahahahs!! waited for the rain to get smaller then went to jp to buy some stuff.. home.. i am so slack these few days.. maybe thats why my results show the same.. hahahahs! I AM A FAILURE IN BOTH LIFE AND STUDIES.

cant wait for the weekends to knock my door.. esp sat and sunday.. ahahahas!! MUM IS COMING BACK SOON!! and i really need to lose weight! hahahahs!! =)
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009






as i promised, this are photos that i owed you.. hahahahs!!
the past few days was fine.. was emo bout mum going to bangkok.. I MISS HER A LOT!!! =) made amulets for her and aunt, school was ok..elysia came my house, celebrated abigail's bday today in advance.. she was surprised when the cake arrive.. HAHAHAHAS!! yupps.. was slack these few days.. no homework and all.. had to go start on the board for PW exhibition.. hahahahs! yupps.. missing lots of peeps.. cant wait for weekend to come cos mum is coming back!! hahahas!! =)
forgetting you was hard.. i just teared automatically while trying to remove your presence. hope you are happie with your life. i am tearing again, every night..
miss qian, cher, joyce and xinyi.. xuan an, dun pangseh us again next time we go out! hahahs!! =) mangas mangas mangas!! hahahahs!! =)
i totally hate flu.. it returned!






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Sunday, February 22, 2009

I TOTALLY SUCK AT MATH!! I NEED HELP!!

pls help, pls help. =((

mugged today with regina and ziyu.. finished all my chem but math was an utter disappointment despite having tuition today. having gp make-up TCA.. gonna chiong on bio and math tml.. study for chem SPA trial. i suck at everything.. OMG!! hahahas!! owe regina the pics.. yupps.. i want a new phone! =))
10:39 PM
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Saturday, February 21, 2009

come ice-cream, come into my mouth! hahahas!! =)
he is too cute to resist! =)
one innocent shot of him. =)

hahahhas!! my darling eating ice-cream.. ><

hahahas!! school on friday.. was fun.. first, met up with my campers 09A03.. hahahahs!! lessons was fast and cool.. spent all my money on notes.. hahahas! went for gp.. was quite entertaining.. hahahas!! i like miss huang's way of teaching GP.. cool!! went to canteen.. had lunch with my OG!! super cool.. sorry that i psed winnie, shing, wanzi and zm.. hahahs!! sorry! camwhored, gossipped, toked while waiting to go for drama fest.. hahahas!! then shing they all returned, we toked bout the camper who is a bit screwed up there and stalked them to mac.. omg!! went for drama fest. was super cool!! the actors are like WOW!!! romeo and juliet was super funny!! didn stay long so went to ahma's and brought yiqing to the sinseh.. then ahma's for dinner, brought my darling to tiong for ice-cream.. hahahas!! went home.. slept immediately!

today was ok.. sorry to wanzi that i cant attend service today!! brought sis to check-up, cooked western at ahma's.. ahma and aunt was like coking and i did all the display and all.. hahahs!! watched red cliff 2.. was quite a disappointment.. ahahahs!! played mahjong and blackjack.. won 2 bucks in like 5 mins? hahahas!! set off to je lib to study..shenn and her brother came.. then a camper named jack came along.. went to have dinner with shenn, toked lots.. hahahas!! then went up, toked more and laughed.. hahahas!! super funny.. managed to finish carboxylic acids.. stayed til the library closed and went home.. hahahas!!

had a long tok with huiqing and shing they all on friday bout some decisions that i should make earlier.. give up and forget everything.. time will not turn back, but just sincerely hope that we can still remain as good frens where we always do things tgt along with shenn and shawn.. aww. how i miss shawn!! hahahas!! gonna choing lots of stuff soon!!
10:18 PM
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
this week has been hectic..
i have been so tired. physically, mentally and emotionally..
studies: trying my utmost best to catch up and keep up with the others.. tests and all.. glad that the major ones are over but SPA IS COMING SOON!!
mentally: i am tired.. maybe too little rest making me a bit easily frustrated and all.. hahahs!! i am still quite happie and contented after the orientation camp.. hahahas!! love my campers and all the OGLs..
emotionally: finally had a long tok with taoyan on our way home.. maybe i should give up.. stop thinking bout the past especialyy those that can never happen to me.. hahahas!! forget it!!

today was cool.. school ended early.. went to jp with shing, winnie and elysia. had lots of choices for lunch, but ended up at KFC.. hahahas!! toked a lot, bout vegs, childhood, friends and all.. hahahas!! went back to school, waited for taoyan then toked with shenn for a while.. hahahs!! i miss ya too babe!! maybe we should ton once!! =) okies.. gonna have a long rest while i can this weekend.. hahahas!! =) to wad winnie said: "sleep is an enjoyment" hahahas!! =)
8:23 PM
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
super shagged.. hahahas!! my blog is like so dead.. mugging and doing stuff for orientation

HIGHLIGHTS:

EXPERIENCIA DE MAGIQUE!!!
it was awesome!! all thanks to F1, campers, councillors and OGLs.. hahahs!! had great time!! thanks to shing, winnie and jocelyn for bringing the cure for sore throat.. LOVE YA LOTS!! yupps.. replies to all receipients for the roses!! have a great time and hope you like it.. hehehes!! camp was tiring and all.. teared almost everyday.. hahahas!! glad it was over, glad i been thru it.. i had great campers.. hope they stay united in their class. hahahas!! =) valentine's was.. hahahas!! spent it during orientation and with ahma.. SUPER SORRY TO NAINAI GANG FOR NOT ATTENDING THE MAHJONG SESSION.. i was too shagged.. both evina and i cabbed home.. hahahas!! now i am mugging like mad to catch up. tests and SPAs coming soon!! hahahs!! gonna be in hiatus soon... =)

special thanks to jacky, kristanto, shenn, mildred, rachel(camper),sheena, shawn, shing and winnie for the wonderful valentine's day gifts.. hahahas!! love ya all! =)

special misses to: regina, xuanan, zy, jaslyn, qian and cher... meetups soon!! =))
10:18 PM
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Sunday, February 8, 2009
hahahas!! happie birthday to regina.. spent the whole day preparing for regina's bday surprise.. hahas!! was glad that i managed to persuade zy and xa to celebrate with me despite having SPA the next day! went to some ice-cream parlor to mug a while with zy while waiting for xa.. hahahs!! then, xa arrived, went to ding tai fund for XIAO LONG BAO!! hahahahas!! it was nice!! then went to decorate regina's bday cake.. it eas cool, one-and-only.. hahas!! super cool!! =) then bought reg's prezzie and off to cck.. planned for the unique birthday surprise with help by pg and jeanette.. hahahas!! lol!! cool bday.. was quite successful.. nainai gang!! hahaahs!! SUPER SORRY TO F1 FOR NOT JOININ YOU ALL FOR DINNER..

friday was ok.. had blue-highlighter ink patches on my skirt.. freak.. then short lessons.. i am thoroughly enjoying gp lessons!! hahas!! videoa and note-taking are my typr of learning!! hahahas!! cools man!! yupps.. almost everyone changed to sec school uniform. mum threw mine.. so wore AJ's.. hahahas!! then off to wanzi's house with winnie and shing.. ate there, watched tv and shing napped on me. hahaas! she look super funny after slumber!! hahahas! went to ahma's played with zhengjie who woke me up from my nap.. hahas!! he must loved me much.. LOL!! went home and slept..

went for OGL meeting.. did lots of stuff. painted and all.. went to IMM after that.. lunched, saw winnie who was trying to be inconspicuous.. DARLING, LOOK FOR ME IF YA NEED A MEAL MATE!! I AM MORE TO OFFER!! =) went looking around for the campers' gifts.. got a bit left out went everyone were toking their own secrets and not sharing.. hahahas!! arent we supposed be a family?? sent yiqi off after buying her ingredients for cookie-baking.. lol. went to meet the others and set out with mildred, taahira, garrick and wanrong to JP.. hahas!! bought all the stuff.. met the OGLs.. lol.. yupps.. on my way home, i saw JOYCE!! she still remember me!! HAHA!! MISS YA LOTS BABE!! =) went home, toked with shenn for a while.. hheheheeh!! reached home.. started folding roses.. mum was scolding me for doing all the saigang work despite telling her that everyone has their roles too.. haiz.. told me i am to simple.. fine.. went to have kfc dinner with dad and mum then to comic shop.. hahas!! yupps.. reached home, internetted.. LOL! tml gonna be a busy day!!



hahahs!! continue treating me like nothing.. i am fine with anything.. no more toks, not even eye-contact.. you will not even bother reading this.. so must well........ we are nth now but hi-bye frens.. hahas!! maybe i am really nth to you.. you never needed me.. i am always the one being lefted out, no matter how i try or no matter where am i.. hahahs!! i dun wanna lie to myself or hypnotise myself.. forget it.. it is over..

hahas! maybe i am jealous.. but gt this feeling that i will receive nth this valentines.. hahas!! my good frens will be preparing all the time for their other halves.. hahahs!! LOL!! i shall be my valentine with my bed!! hahahs!! =) ~ice-cream, ice-cream!! =)
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009
hahahas!! havent been blogging since cny i guess..

super tired all days and have been going home very late with minimal sleep.. hahahas!! admin days 1 and 2 are over and more important stuffs are coming up like the actual orientation camp.. admin day was over, i immediately rushed to my class.. hahahs!! miss them lots.. thanks a lot to wanzi and peishing who updated me bout the lessons and stuff..

the night before the start of admin day, F1 peeps met up and called our campers and settled our family stuff.. we really tonned at luyao's who lived super near school.. had fun in her house.. didn really sleep well cos everyone went mad.. with all the crazy stuff we did.. hahahas!! bathed at school and here come the J1s!! my og is quite quiet.. hahahas!! so have to spice them up.. day 2 everyone are closer with more topics and more frens made.. hahahas!! not bad.. would like to have them as campers!! =) after admin day 2, and pc, ran, did lots of muscle work and all.. my tummy hurt whenever i laugh, shout or coughed.. hahahas!! abs forming.. LOL!! yups.. had a make-up chem prac with all the ogls.. quite funny though... went dinner with shawn.. finally, first time of this year that i had a long talk with him.. he knew wad happened to me and i knew why he was upset.. CHEER UP SHAWN!! =)

did lots of hw today. hahahs!! accomplished lots!! math was pathetic.. only knew how to do 2 questions out of 7.. finished chem and gp.. missed qian and all.. hahahs!! especially reg!! first time that i didn catch 2 Days and 1 Night.. gonna miss the next week's episode too.. hahahas!! gonna rest already.. JIAYOU YIXUAN!! =)

at least shawn knows how i feel.. maybe you already forgotten me that you have me as a fren.. ignored me right at the face.. hahahahs! forget it.. i think i will forget you soon.. screwed!

miss ya lots! shenn, qian, cher, xuan an and ziyu.. jiacheng come back soon!! hahahs!! =)

HAPPIE 18TH BIRTHDAY REGINA!! =)
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Sunday, February 1, 2009
super tired these few days bout OGL stuff. hahahas!!

friday was cool.. went to have lunch with shing and winnie.. then went to meet luyao to go to JP. keep comparing bout singapore and korea.. oohh!! how i miss shopping in korea last year. ate lots of food and ice-cream with luyao.. hahas!! went to ahma's house.. played with my utterly cute cousin then dinner then MAHJONG!! FINALLY!!! hahahas!! lost quite a sum to mum.. lol.. i dun mind... hahas!! congrats yiqing on her chingay.. sorry i didn went to see your performance.. hahas!!

saturday was ok. overslept and dad sent me to school.. chalked, painted and all the stuff.. SUPER TIRED!! then the ogl groupings.. then became super emo.. i felt so cheated and all.. honestly.. i felt super pissed off and fucked up today!! super.. honestly!! my day was screwed up.. had a long chat with luyao on the bus trip to jp.. felt that i should juz let go.. let go and concentrate on more important areas.. had a long family talk today too.. had kfc, chatted there bout lots of stuff that made garrick and jiacheng excited.. baifong have no expression.. and luyao, yiqi and i were keep toking. hahahas!! consider this topic M18.. saw yq, walter and their frens at jp..hahahas!! super excited bout sunday.. studying with reg, bai nian with S02 at Dr gan's house.. staying over at luyao's.. AND ADMIN COMING SOON!! JIAYOUS F1!! =))

yupps.. to jiacheng: have a safe trip to china tml!! =)
1:05 AM
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