today was an eventful day.. hahahahs!! went for lectures and tutorials.. cutural lessons was fun too.. made lanterns and a pair of small oranges.. LOL!! hahahs!! went for the painting session at the ops room with my fellow leaders. hahahas!! first was all the drawing and painting, then followed by all the screaming and shouting.. hahaha!! the family performance was superb!! everyone was found with at least a stroke of paint.. hahahahahas!! finished all the boards and cleaned up.. evina sprained her ankle and everyone panicked.. hope she gets well soon and able to wear heels during CNY.. hahahs!! went for family dinner, at LJS.. hahahahs!! lol.. started comparing picture with xianghui of whose pictures of kid are cuter.. makes me feel like paedophile.. hahahahs!! LOL!! TIRED!!
fine.. i am absolutely fine that frens made new frens.. i am not jealous at all.. first was a small clique of us.. it then eventually grew bigger and bigger.. new frens included.. slowly, i lost my placing or the little place i used to have.. i am like something that you all can have without.. hahahas!! now, you all stick with your frens, wad we always used to do were all forgotten... i dunno.. maybe i am not included in the memory.. it is not like i forgotten you all.. i have been trying my best effort to do everything that i can to make you all at least listen or tok to me.. now, is all with your frens.. maybe i am not your fren anymore, or i am not even fren at the first place.. sth that is dispensable.. maybe the four has become the three.. i am not involved with wad you are doing, i am not related to you, just an outcast, just a breeze that blew pass you.. but you all are everything to mean.. in case if you all dont know.. i am there because of you all, if not i would be sleeping my heads off at home instead of painting boards at school.. i wanted to help but you all only asked those that you think that can help.. when i wanted help, you all said, enough help le.. dont need your.. hurtful isnt it.. i am ranting but i swear and i know that you all dont even visit it or neither you all will read it and give a damn shit bout it.. fuck!
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yixuan (also known as yi-hahaha-xuan)
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gess 2G'05
gess 4I'07
gessband--saxophones!!
AJC OG11
AJC 14/08
JJC OG10!! (super loves!!)
JJC 08S02!!(super loves!!)
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hahahas.. welcome any of you to the inner me
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I love:
FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO ARE MY WORLD!!
comics/manga
anime!
singing and tonning
vampires?!
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I want:
I-Pod classic
a more acceptable weight! ha!
refurnish my room and wardrobe
a flip-phone
excel?!
go travelling, with my frens hopefully!
