Afraid of the light?

Monday, November 24, 2008

this is the set of bookmarks that i bought.. hohoho!! HITMAN REBORN!! =)) (L to R: hibari, lambo, mukuro, yamamoto, tsuna, gokudera.. too bad there is no sasagawa ryohei)

SUPER CUTE! cos the younger brother as lambo is soooo cute!! hahas! so alike!! hehehs!! the brother was cosplaying 10 years later lambo.. hohoho!! i wanna cosplay!! JAPAN~~

lol.. hahahas!! I MISS EVERYONE!!

tuesday: went to the job interview for otaku house. hahahs!! i dun think i get the job.. lol.. went to mug for a while at delifrance then went to mum's office to help her.. LOL!!

wed: went to school for the math retest.. ahahas.. it was ok.. then i went home.. sian.. bored.. yupps..

thurs: woke up.. went for swimming and tanning.. YEAH!! I AM TANNED!! hohohos!! went home start on manga with yiqing.. HITMAN REBORN RAWKS!! HOHOHO!! THE PLOT WAS SUPERB!! esp the fighting scene.. =)) watched amazing race asia.. the ending was ok la..

friday: met up with qian.. mugged with her at singapore poly.. lol.. hahahs!! kimyong and his frens are super funny la.. hahahs!! i laughed the whole day.. watched "night at the museum" using kimyong's laptop.. at least i finished one more tutorial.. HOHOHO!! went to grandma's.. played with zhengjie.. borrowed aunt's luggage.. lol.. hahahahs!!! went home and slept..

saturday: went to grandma's again.. gonna miss her cooking when i am at seoul.. hahahas!! went shopping with aunt and zhengjie.. saw the ANIME FEST 2008!! hohoho!! didn go cos aunt not a fan of anime.. hahahas!!

sunday: went out in the mornin with mum, dad, and qing for breakfast and pray for safety.. hahahs!! I WENT TO THE ANIME FEST!! HOHOHO!!! SUPER FUN!! BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFF!! PPL COSPLAYING!! OMG!! went to work after that, then went to chinatown to change money.. met nic, shawn and shawn's cousin at vivo.. after vivo, went to nic's to watch some saw and deuce bigalow2.. hahahs!

today: slept til nic called.. went to meet him and changed his money to won.. shopped around chinatown for toiletries.. ate super nice chicken noodles.. hahas!! then went to vivo AGAIN.. hahahs!! FINALLY FINISHED BUYING ALL MY STUFF!! HOHOHO!!

replies:

winnie: i dun need to be as strong as jacob and edward to push peishing.

shing: hohoho! i miss ya darling.. keep good care of the new phone.. maybe ur phone will prefer me as a owner.. ahahahs!

yongqiang: thanks a lot!! you take care too k!! =) dun worry too much for me!! hahas!!

qian: hey darling! you take care ya!! sorry that i didn have time to meet ya and cher!! will meet up SOON!! =)

wanzi: linked! =))

hahahs!! I AM LYING TO KOREA IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS!! I AM GONNA MISS EVERYONE!! I PROMISE THAT I WILL BUY KIMCHI FOR EVERYONE!! HAHAHAAHS!! HOPE TO SEEYA ALL REALLY REALLY REALLY SOON!!! especially to 08S02 and gessband sec4s'07 and qian and cher..hahhahas!! MISS YA ALL LOADS!! =))

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Monday, November 17, 2008

hohohos.. i feel much more better to myself now.. lol..

yesterday mum went to johor with aunt. then came back with loads of stuff.. half of them for miie though.. hahahs!! nice jeans and blouses.. THANKS MUM!! LOVE YA LOADS!! went to dinner with dad and mum at vivo.. ate japanese bbq.. super nice food and drank mocha with this super nice sugar tray? hahahas!!

hahahs! mum went mad shopping clothes with miie at WINTERTIME.. almost bought the blouse that i am fond of at PULL and BEAR.. lol.. went home super tired.. slept straight away.. hahahs!

TAOYAN CAME TO MY HOUSE TODAY!! woke up uber early to meet taoyan who came to my house and study.. LOL!! I AM FINALLY STUDYING!! hahahas!! lol.. did chem.. cooked pasta for taoyan and myself! hahahs! lol!! i think it was not bad! hahahs!! then the cosplay shop called me doen for an interview! yay! dream job at the moment.. hahahas! did more chem.. hahahas!! quite proud of myself!! TAOYAN COMING OVER TML AGAIN!! yippees!! =))

ahahahs!! toked to cher a bit.. missed her loads!! cant wait watching lots of movies!! hahahahs!! lol! i am happie with the life i am having now except for some stuffs.. not bout me but something else. hahahs!! great that shing finally bought a new phone.. W980 eh!! =(( not fair!! hahahs! gonna steal it from her!! LOL! okies.. gotta go mug for the math re-exam.. =( am pretty bored.. books and manga all done reading.. LOL!!

recommendations and invitations to tonning !! hahahahs!! =)) cant wait for boring days to end.. miss ppl loads!! =))

5:45 PM
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Sunday, November 16, 2008

I MISS MY FRENS!!
I AM BORED!! HAHAHAHAS!!

slacking like mad.. wad to do.. i am in a mess; mentally, emotionally, physically and all!! hahahahas!! =))

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hahahs!! long time no post le.. lol.. have been slacking these few days ar.. went to school on thurs, slacked on friday at ahma's.. hahahs!!

saturday was cool lor.. like wad shenn said:AWESOME! hahas! went for the kores briefing.. grouped with shenn, shawn, nic and yiqian. bunking with the gals too.. hahahs! cant wait to go there ar!! hahas!! after the briefing, went to queensway shopping centre to buy nice stuff and ate katong laksa! hahahas!! then chased for bus with shawn's dropping pants.. super embarassing but funny.. saw AJ PAE mates.. hohohoh!! went vivo city in search of WINTERTIME.. but didn find it until 2 hours later.. lol. went to try suoer nice clothes which i am so tempted to buy them all.. ahhh!! hahahs!! after buying some winter stuff, went to nic's place.. nic cooked pasta which kept shenn from shouting and all.. ate KFC. watched MAMAMIA and WHAT HAPPENS IN LAS VEGAS.. lol.. super funny shows! especially MAMAMIA! scenes rawks!! hahahas!! cabbed home and slept immediately. SHENN GOES MAD WHEN THERE IS NO FOOD!!

today was..... woke up early.. had a bad morning.. haiz.. find myself a unfilial daughter.. kept making my mum so upset and all.. i think i really need to accompany her more, help her more and all so that she dun feel so stressed and upset as this period of time is crazy for her though.. haiz.. i think i am a disappointment to my parents.. stupid and uncaring.. spend more time with family.. =((

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

lalalala.. laptoplaptoplaptop, slackslackslack everyday.. wake up late everyday.. becoming pig.. my room oso becoming pig sty.. hhahs!! finally cleaned up the mess and all revert back to good old days.. hahahahahs!! finally went out of the house to JP to restock stationery. had takeaway food.. =(( no one to cook at home.. finally finished watching ZHONG JI YI JIA.. hahahhas!! was super funny and touching.. lol.. so i guess from tml onwards, i will start to be busy i guess.. working, studying and preparing for next year's stuff.. hahahahas!! this is a gonna be a tough holiday!! hope i can cope with.. hehehehes!! had fun going out with all my sec sch cliques... miss KBoxing.. hahahahs!! LOL!! only can sing at home.. hahahahahahs!! going to korea soon.. a bit excited.. hahahas!! LOL!! wad can i say.. um.. bad news!! TEILIGHT IS ONLY OUT IN 18TH DEC!! hahahas!! gonna be on a special date.. hahahahahahas!! lol!!! had to come out with a revision timeplan and all so that i can manage my time well.. hahahahahs.. lol..

hope everything will have a good ending though.. hahahas!!

reminescing the past, taking opportunity of the present, hoping for the future.. hahahas!! 每一天笑一笑，生活会更好!! =))

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

hahahahhs!! wad i can say is that this week is a happie one.. hahahs!!

thursday went school to meet shing and winnie and passed them the book.. then went back home for some serious slacking!! hahahs!!

friday was cool and the hapiest day of my life.. woke up late and went for the leaders' meeting.. went home.. and lots of surprise!! lol.. went to the flyer and had a early dinner. lol!! the flyer was super cool!! juz two peeps!! LOL! um.. the scenery was breathtaking and all!! lol

saturday.. went to ahma's then cut hair.. added a strand of purple extention. hahhas.. met up with qian and shermin.. lots of fun tokin and all.. went to NYNY!! look for jobs, clothes and all.. ate at marina kopitiam and saw bernie with her frens.. then we went chatting at the stairs facing esplanade toking bout school life and all.. hahahhs!! LOL.. then we splitted up and went home! hahahs!!
woke up and 3am cos of acute chest pain. cant slp thru the nite til 5am.. =(( painful and all.. no one to sayang me.. HaHAHAHAHAS! i sayang myself!! =)) hahahas!! lol!!

looking for jobs and all.. lots of things to mug.. wasted this week on playing!! lol.. but i am happie and all.. cant wait for the korea trip with nic, shenn and shawn!! =)) hahahas!!

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

ohohohohohho!! had fun today even though i am super tired..

woke up.. spend time dolling up.. hahahas!! went to meet wanzi, shing and winnie for a shopping date.. lol.. first to reach.. hahahahah!! went to bugis when we had our lunch and shopped for a while.. went to bugis street for a while then went to topshop where everyone tried clothes.. went to fox where shing tried super nice beachwear and winnie changed her style.. hahahahs!! super nice! went to billabong.. SHING AND WANZI TRIED BIKINIS!! hahahaahs!! they looked good though.. hahah!! went to try more clothes.. went to bugis street again. tried more clothes of which i dun fit in.. lol.. =(( hahhahas!! then saw a SUPER NICE AND COLOURFUL BAG WHICH I FALL FOR!! bought it instantly!! hahahahs! super happie cos i am first to buy some stuff.. then shing and winnie bought their clothes, tanktops.. lol.. went to drink starbucks treated by winnie who was latest.. hahhaahs!! caramel rocks!! went to wisma.. shing and winnie bought more clothes.. hahahahs.. wanzi went to meet her mum then we went to food republic and makan.. took some shots.. hahahahs!! super funny when winnie said that the ice-kacang looked like an erected penis.. hahahas!! OMG!! lots of jokes suddenly came out!! hahahahs!! when winnie laughed at shing who said out "kuku-jiao" so nonchantly.. LOL!! hahahas!! went home.. took pics.. and toked on the train like siao.. hahahs!! when reached je, forgotten to pass shing ECLIPSE while i almost threw my new bag out.. hahahahahs!! reached home.. super tired!! lots of money spent! NEED TO GO WORK!!

hahahas!! love today!! cos i had lots of fun.. especially when trying clothes, and when innie and shing changed their style.. funny while we joked!! hahahahas!! best day ever!! i am glad that i spent the day fully and filled it with memories!! =)

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

hahahahs!! yay!! dunno why i am super happie today cos someone juz made my day!! hahahs!!

I&R is finally over!! woke up 11plus.. went to print I&Rs. went to school and met the class and finally finished PW!! YIPPEE!! hohohos!!ABIGAIL PUT ON BRACES AND SHE SOUNDED DIFFERENT AND LOOKED DIFFERENT TOO!! the pics werent up, but soon.. =) take care gurl!! hahahs!! was happie went i was told that nic was promoted! hahas!! happie for him!! hhahahahas!! happie that PW is over.. happie that holidays are here!!

after school, went to JP with amanda, yuting and zhaomian.. hahahhas!! ate pizza hut and watched high school musical.. SUPER NICE!! hahahahs!! i liked the ending and the songs throughout the movie!! hohoho!! went to meet taoyan and changed books.. lol.. accompanied her home and toked on the way.. then went home.. bathed, played.. hahahahs..

no words but bliss can express my feelings for the day!! LOVED IT TOTALLY!!
I AM HAPPY, CONTENTED

3:19 AM
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Monday, November 3, 2008

hahahahahas! YAY!! OP IS FINALLY OVER!! i am only left with I&R which i might not be editing for the 4th time.. hahahahahas.. took back my promo results.. I AM PROMOTED!! i am so glad that at least my math was a S.. hahahas.. lol.. others was quite ok.. somehow disappointed by chinese.. but 'A' levels will be better.. hahahahas.. seriously cant wait for tml 1.15pm to arrive so that PW IS FINALLY OVER!! hahahahs!!

OP was ok.. hahahas.. talked too fast i guess.. shing's group has the best video that i ever watched!! it was the best and funniest.. HAHAHHAAHAHAHS!! after all the OP and collecting promo results, shing, winnie, wanzi, bernie, elysia, steven,zhepeng, huimui and i went to have kunch at west mall KFC.. huimui left after tha while the others proceeded to CSC to play bowling.. hahahahhas!! was the best bowling i ever played.. me, winnie and wanzi lost to shing, bernie and zhepeng.. so we treated them one more game.. there are reshuffles.. so is wanzi, bernie and i vs. zhepeng, winnie and shing.. HOHOHO!! that was the best game ever.. everyone in my group strikes and spared at least once.. cool eh!! and obviously we won!! hahahs.. when winnie was throwing the ball, the ball flew backwards!! hahahas!! okies.. after bowling, we went to west mall and kaikai for a while.. waited bus with shing, winnie and wanzi.. winnie left on 176, i cant wait for 157 so left in a cab. hahahhas..

today was one of the funniest and happy days in this year!! omg!! wished that there were more class outing!! hahahahahs!! thanks to those who attended the outing today.. hahahahs!! =) LOVE IT TO THE BLOODY MAX!!
cant wait for twilight to be out!! hahahahs!! =)
cant wait to go out with every single one i love!! =)
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE HAVING OP FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!! HOPE EVERYONE GETS PROMOTED!!! =)

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Sunday, November 2, 2008

yppypp

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hahahahs!! cant wait for tml!! once OP is over, can go bowling with the class!! yays!! =)

hahahahs.. maybe i should be more optimistic, so that i will not be a bother or a topic of gossip anymore... hahahahs,, i shall STOP EMOING!! if anyone sees me emoing, slap me hard!! =)

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE HAVING OP THIS WEEK!! HOLIDAYS IS FINALLY KICKING YOUR BUTT!! =)

7:02 PM
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Saturday, November 1, 2008

okies.. hahahahahahs!! um.. CHINESE 'A' LEVELS FINALLY ENDED!!! hohoho... =)

umm.. after the exam, i was supposedly to feel happy.. thinking that i will be meeting qian after exam.. buts.. there is a leaders meeting at 1pm.. took some pics with the class.. really wanted to go have lunch with the class.. but there was not enough time.. and i was in a dilemma.. so, in the end i didn go lunch with the class.. they all left without noticing me not leaving with me.. luckily, taoyan acompanied me for lunch.. THANK YOU TAOYAN!! for once i didn know i was that hated in my class.. hahahahs.. almost everyone didn know my existance.. my good frens whom i trusted, just left me.. yes, i am not a good fren myself either.. thats why ppl doesnt want to be my fren anymore.. went to wait at the netball court for my turn for the interview.. played some games in clan levels.. then went to slacked with huiyan and nic at the canteen.. played nic's psp, watched some movies which turned shawn on.. hahahahs.. finally the interview was over.. hahahas.. waited for 5 hours juz for one question.. hehehes.. went to collect shawn's hp which he left in KFC with nic, damien.. then home..

hahahahs.. friday was ok.. HAPPIE HALLOWEEN!! =) went to school to do pw with my group.. somehow perfected our slides.. went to do our video.. hahahahas.. we broadcasted in JJ SPORTSNEWS.. hhahaahahahahs.. candice, yuting and i were the newscasters.. had lots of NG cos we ended up laughing in the videos.. went to interviewed some peeps.. THANKS AMANDA AND LOH YEE FOR HELPING OUT!! =) hahahas.. did the videos. then left school, went to meet taoyan to pass her TWILIGHT.. went shopping for food.. went home, cooked, and fell asleep.. hahahas

i hope wad yongqiang said was true that no one is inexistance.. i dunno who to confide to these few days cos i am like lost my good frens all of the sudden.. is this all my fault that makes ppl who are close to me last time distant from me now?? am i really a bad person, bad fren, someone who is difficult to reach, someone that thinks that the whole world revolves around me?? i really, and sincerely hoped that everyone can just point out my mistake so that i can change for the better.. i really hope that i could turn back time when everyone is happy and enjoy each other's company. i really dun want to be left out.. i really want to be a good fren that everyone accepts.. i really hoped that..

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