me and taoyan after school.. loitering somewhere near her house..
acting stupid. hahahahahahs..
loved this, cos both of us stuck out tongues.. hahahahahs. =)
had school today.. pc, math when i was fallin asleep, civics, chem.. toked to jocelyn during lessons.. LOL..
went to have lunch with winnie when we toked bout why we emoing.. hahahahahs.. was an enjoyable afternoon that i accompanied winnie home and toked for very long.. hahahahahs.. okies.. we promise not to emo any more.. i mean try ba... hahahahahahs.... went back to school and waited for taoyan.. toked to shenn and learned that she's happie.. as long as my frens are happie, then i am happie too.. hahahahahahas.. GOOD FOR YA SHENN!! =)
went to look at taoyan's pc lesson.. hahahahas.. was cool that she managed to climb over the ropes.. hahahahas.. played swing made from the ropes with taoyan, olivia and adeline.. hahahah.. then went home with taoyan while we toked to each other and met taoyan's fren.. ahahahahahs.. went home tgt.. lol.. toked bout stuff these few days.. hahahahahs... then alighted at taoyan's.. went to taoyan's house and loitered as we toked and introduced her songs.. lol!! hahahahahs.. okies.. toked for bout 1 hour then went to comic shop buy comics and old chang kee..
reached home, bathed, watched hitman reborn, then fell asleep til now.. SORRY PEEPS IF I DIDN REPLY YA ALL ON MSN OR SMSES.. i was deeply asleep due to fever again.. haiz.. i think i am prone to it.. hahahahahahs.. dun feel like going to school tml eh.. =( tired.. especially my eyes are killing me.. dropping off... =( feel like sleeping at every instant..
while toking with winnie and taoyan, i realised something.. ahahahhahahahas..
everthing comes with a price.. is this called equivalent trade or everything comes in cycle.. hahahahas.. is like great power comes with great responsibility.. so, great happiness comes with great sorrow.. thats wad i rlly thought of.. it applies quite true to me though.. hahahahas.. these few months ar, i dun rlly have a sip of happiness of sunkist.. cos, it was all a pretense.. trying to make myself happie.. like wad winnie said, if i dun feel like laughing, i will not laugh.. dun force oneself to do something.. but when i want to cry, i will not force myself to stop crying. hahahahas.. i think i am going berserk.. lol
i am not myself, that's wad i can say..
i am not wanted..
i will try attempt suicide..
i am living cos of my family and friends.. cos i cant stand a second w/o them..
i wished that i could really fall into a deep slumber forever and live in a dream that i desired.
~i could have chosen a different path in life~
me and taoyan after school.. loitering somewhere near her house..
acting stupid. hahahahahahs..
loved this, cos both of us stuck out tongues.. hahahahahs. =)