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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
didn go school these few days.. not feeling well.. i guess.. the entire week was a disaster..

tues: had inter-class netball.. i did a bad job.. i think the class won cos of the good players in the team and the superb supporters.. went for sakae with shenn, nic, jacky, anges amd jiaxin. met yongqiang, walter, zhepeng, bernie and elysia.. slacked around at JW library.. hahahas... went home..

wed: another normal day.. went to eat KFC with winnie, hahahahs.. then met taoyan.. came to my house and play.. watched RAISING HELEN, then sent taoyan home.

thurs: the day that i realised that i always emoed. was listening to my MP3 for the entire day.. toked to shenn a while before going to bio tutorial.. watched a mute show.. went home alone.. did the stuff that i have been doing or the past few weeks.. read books, watch anime, play com..
had a super long heart-to-heart talk with shawn.. um... not feeling well..

fri: didn go school cos of fever again, missed lots of stuff i guessed.. laoshi called me, i slacked at home..

sat: went to ahma's and had a great lunch.. went shopping with aunt and mum for winter wear.. home..

sun: slacked at home.. watched tv, FINALY PACKED MY ROOM AFTER PROMOS.. bought more manga..

mon: slacked, read manga, watched anime, went JP for a while.. did I&R.. thats all..


um.. all i can say that from the talk with shawn, i realised that how i have been this entire period of time.. do i really think and act as if the world revolved around me? the way shawn talked, or scolded or wake me up was like i have been a selfish, sucky BITCH.. i really now think so.. am i really that hard to reach?? thats why all my frens has stopped toking to me?? i think i really am.. now i realised that for these period of time, i am acting as a bitch.. now, my frens ignoring me is a way of karma, retribution.. so maybe the world will be better if i didn exist..

I AM A SELFISH, SUCKY, BITCH!!
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