dunno wat are my feelins now.. promised not to meet each other or see each other, yet u kept appearin in front of me.. why?? dunno now to love you, to hate you or to forget you.. forgettin you is difficult, even though we r apart.. listenin to band pieces(esp animation medley) makes me think of ur sax playin.. going for band practices makes me feel that u r next to me.. going out makes me think that u r juz beside ma.. all this happie memories makes me even more difficult to forget you.. todae met u once again... promised to forget each other.. seein ur face makes emo.. makes it difficult to forget u.. why!! why!! after meetin him, i started to get emo.. all the happie memories with him are refreshed in my mind.. did we make a wrong decisions 2 mths ago?? or last yr.. b4 we started.. i thinki cant let go of you... during emoing, i went to tiong park swing and screamed like shit.. i tot i forgotten him.. why do i still care of his presence?? after clearin all these thoughts, me, pg, jiahui and regina went to visit riyanti, who was hospitalised becos of she fell down in bukit panjang plaza..her leg was in bandage..then she got crutches.. first time i tried on it.. it was fun though but difficult.. poor riyanti.. then she was fine to discharge.. yeah!!! lol.. then the whole grp, including her parents, went to eat at the hospital's foodcourt... very paiseh to let them treat even though her parents insisted... haha.. then toktok... send riyanti and her parents home.. the four of us who visited her caught the last shuttle bus..phew.. hehe.. then took mrt with pg.. started tokin bout younger siblings.. lol.. then reached home.. damn tired la... whole dae of lessons and band.. can die la..hehe.. tml still got lessons and tuition.. i am breaking down sooner or later le.. wish i could forget you... wished i could still be with you.. wish we were still frens.. wish u were still with me.. wish u never leave me at all....
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gess 2G'05
gess 4I'07
gessband--saxophones!!
AJC OG11
AJC 14/08
JJC OG10!! (super loves!!)
JJC 08S02!!(super loves!!)
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I love:
FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO ARE MY WORLD!!
comics/manga
anime!
singing and tonning
vampires?!
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I want:
I-Pod classic
a more acceptable weight! ha!
refurnish my room and wardrobe
a flip-phone
excel?!
go travelling, with my frens hopefully!