luv me, luv myself, luv my life...

2009-05-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

man. how long have i not blog. i am having mixed feelings. academics arent that ideal for me yet i am still slacking.. frens around me are having their own problems so i am doing my best not to add on them..

feel inferior when i get the sheet of paper ytd. ppl scoring As and Bs. yet i had pathetic grades. ok i know that those are not the real grades. but it show how weak am i. fck! yet now i am still slacking instead of getting prepared for tests on monday.

friday is entirely a bad til i went to ahma house to see comfort and happiness. hahahas.. sang bday song with my cute cousin who gave me 2 kisses on the cheek as present! he's the best! finally get to eat my favourite sotong! hahahaas! watched show with my ahma and aunt then read HP. slept all the way to 10 plus today..

breakfast, movie and off to meet qian and cher!! those babes are OMG!! hahahahas!! went to changing appetite at marina then shermin came along!! hohoho!! ate and surprise came! they bought me a cake and we celebrated my birthday in advance!! THANKS A LOT!! went shopping. was makeover by them.. hahahahas!! they are one of the best shopping partners! went camwhoring at citylink, looked at guys and toked bout current life!! hahahahahahahahas!! SO LOVING THEM!! went to meet my family at JP, had dinner in celebration, went shopping and bought J-drama DVDs!!! THANKS! home, slacked til now!! okies.. going to start waging my war against geog and math!! hahahahaahs!!!

THANKS TO MY FAMILY, QIAN, CHER, SHERMIN and THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPIE BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!!! THANKS AND LOVE YA ALL!! =)

2009-04-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

guess i didn upload for a week. hahahahas..

wed was cool.. went to AJ and saw lots of old frens.. hahahahs!! mugged with qian though.. home and went to do lots of stuff..

thurs was cool.. finally went home early and slacked.. opened a "mini concert" and sang to my heart's contents. miss KBox like crazy.. feel like singing everytime my earphones are on.. hahahahas! imagine if i am a star........ that will be eons after that!! went to update myself on facebook and all. hahahahas!! got some laughter time with mum and sis.. cos everyone gone mad.

friday was great.. school ended early and my mind was totally tired.. stayed a while at school with wanzi and winnie watching some show. hahahas!! then went to meet qian where we raned to each other.. stress level is getting up.. we relaxed the whole day by chatting with one another from 2 to 6! hahahas!! came to a challenge!! we need to take pics with 50 different guys by the next time we meet up.. hahahahs!! OMG!! ate lotts of dessert to keep ourselves happie. hahahas!! i wonder wad will happen about 29 days from today. hahahahahahahs!! as usual, went to ahma's and played with my xiao shuai ge. hahahahas!! stayed overnite, revised a bit of hydrology and watched ghost whisperer with my ahma and aunt. hahahahs!!

saturday was sinful. went for my first tuition at a new tuition centre.. OMG!! so scary lor.. the teacher was good!! i understood throughout! OMG! tuition on every thurs onwards! then went to my mum's company bbq.. ate lots man!! i am getting fatter.. there goes further from all the nice clothes. hahahahs!! EATING LESS AND EXERCISE MORE!!! hahahahas!!

went to study with ziyu again.. went home early to meet my family at jp and ate crystal jade. trying to eat less and healthy. hope i can work out lots during tml's pc!! hahahs!!

gonna go on hiatus soon as the term and the year moves on.. =)

MUG MUG MUG.. cant wait for 3rd december!! =)

2009-04-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

the long awaiting hols is here. but it was fast. hahahas!!

dont wanna mention but last week's stuff cos it was a diappointment.

hahahas! sth good.. went dinner with winnie and elysia after some exhibition. had pepper lunch. hahahs. then thursday was cool.. toked with some of my classmates til late at the school canteen. hahaas!! toked to wanzi bout the future. but she was rite. dun think too far. look at the present. juz put everthing and chiong your best. =) THANKS WANZI FOR THE ADVICE!! =) went to have some time alone. went to mug with zy and xa at essential brews. then ate ding tai fung with family. hahahas!! cools! studied with the same buddies today at mos burger. sorry for all the confusion and thanks for the accompany and laughter! =) got a bit fed up at home and get pissed by my mum and sis.. haiz.. getting grumpy.. maybe sth should come soon. hahahahas!! listened to all the good songs in my MP3 which followed me thru major exams and difficult times. now slacking. i dunno whether i am slacking or not cos i seem to have nth to do. yupps. i think i should start revision NOW!! IMMEDIATELY!! =)

looking forward for tml's study time with xa, zy and reg! missed reg lots. and sorry to qian and cher for not accompanying you both!

to cher: heh babe! buck up! brace yourself. be proud of yourself! i know is diasppointing. but life tend to have ups and downs. this may be a down for you but fret not, our next peak will be next year's feb/mar! =) LOVE YA LOTS! =)

2009-04-05T13:41:00.003+08:00

STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED!! over math only..

homeworks are all not done and i am still idling around.. haiz..

jiayou le yixuan!! you can do it and believe that you can!! =)

april fool was cool!! hahahas!! tricked lots of peeps and ezp with wanzi.. hahahas!! sorry darling.. it was april fool!! =)
i love friday!! the day that i was relaxed and played around with shing. hahahas! SCIENCE CENTRE WAS UBER FUN!! hahahahs!!! the date with shing at IMM was cool and "romantice".. hahahahaas!! =) that was the best day for term 2 ever!! =)

2009-03-29T15:21:00.003+08:00

hahahahas!! have not been updating since i quarrelled with sis.. hahahas!! =)

thurs was cool.. had lessons and all.. math was boring at the end.. almost falling asleep. haahahahs!!! went to queensway in super speed to meet qian.. bought a haversack.. was long. hahahahas!!! =) went to walk walk around and chatted.. mugged at subway. hahahahas!!

friday.. nth to say.. evolution is cool!! hahahahahahas!!! especially with all the toks making winnie horny. hahahahaas!! wore the class tee to school.. tot i was the only one.. but at assembly, a sea of reds!! HAHAHAHS!! 08S02 RAWKS!! =) lol.. lesson ended, toked and had some finger food.. left with elysia to tiong and meet qian.. ate, and mugged at mos burger. finished all my homework.. hahahahas!! went to stayover at ahma's.. laughed lots while watching the channel 8 9pm show. hahahahas!!

saturday was cool.. baked orange cake and watched outlander.. wanted to play mahjong but did not pangseh good fren shing and helped her a bit with her celebrating stuffs.. hahahahhas!!! went to JP and did lots of shopping.. went to shing's house and cooked maggi noodles.. played with puppet and found out i was late meeting the nainai gang.. when i reached i was still the earliest.. hahahahs!! i can never beat zy and xa in getting late.. on the way to decoders, managed to persuade regina to come along. hahahahahas!! played the usual game and we became barbarians. ahahahs!! went home and rushed with zy for the "last train" home.. hahahahs!! chionged math last night til 2 then knocked out

today.. hahahas!! tuition.. finished the whole math tut except for 2 questions with my tutor's help. hahahahas!! super accomplished. hahahas!! I LOVE COMPLEX NUMBERS!! =) met up with zy and now "studying" at queensway.. ahahahahs!! had mu usual updates in manga and anime.. hahahahas!! so i shall only use the Internet once a week. HOHOHOHOS!! =)

GOOD LUCK TO GESSBAND FOR SYF!! DUN LET US DOWN!! =)

2009-03-25T20:02:00.003+08:00

life was always better without tests.. hahahaha!! went home with taoyan yesterday. super happie. hahahas!! sorry elysia that i left ya.. yupps.. toked and more.. reached home. dinner and super tired.. wanted to sleep but my sis was using everything of mine. so i got pissed and shouted at my sis to get out of room.. had a sudden breakdown and cried, that bitch juz slammed her door against me and i cried til i slept. LOL!!

school, met taoyan, lessons, ran to LT3 for bio.. finally we are not the latest. hahahahaha!! phew~ bio was fun, then after bio, abi, elysia, winnie, wanzi, me and shing left behind. played the piano, went to the toilet and toked bout hygiene.. hahahhas!! super funny tok.. then had a super long lunch along with yq, walter and zp asking chem questions. hahahas!! then wa!! drama took place.. then went to queensway shopping centre with shing to collect the class tee!!! hahaahs!! toked on the way there, and the moment of truth: cool shirt and i like it!! hahahahas! went to alter walter's due to typo. then went to kaikai around looking at stuffs. hahahas!! went to collect again and shared laksa with shing.. home with shing in rain.. was having lucky draws at the queenstown mrt platform.. and i was agitated. hahahas!! SHING, DUN GET TOO OBSESSED OVER THAT SHIRT!! HAHAHAHAS!! =) slacking and all..

looking forward to tml's meeting with qian. hahahahahas!! cant wait for tml!! gonna have a shopping spree~ =)

toked bout the good frens that we lost over the 2 years.. it is kinda sad.. time wont turn back and people's hearts changes.. sometimes letting go might be a better option. you never know til you try it but hanging on that string of friendship give you a glimpse of hope that good frens might return.. so keep your fingers crossed! =)

2009-03-23T21:27:00.003+08:00

dunno wad to say. juz to pop in.. woke super early juz to go met shawn at school and teach him chem.. lol.. did nth though.. first day in school of term 2 and the first thing that i received was: 10.5/30 for math test. hahahas!! my effort went down to drain.. geog was ok.. assignment was at least A. hahahahs!! HAD 2.4 today!! passed by a few seconds. hahahahs!! stamina rlly suck like hell now.. lol. better get over and done with NAPFA.. hahahahahs!!

super pissed of myself for the past few days. studying like no one business.. everyone's grades are like going up and up.. mine is going down and down.. hahahhas!! i am an IDIOT! hope my chem test was ok.. qite confident bout it. toked with elysia on the bus home.. toked bout determination in studying.. FINE!! MATH! YOU LISTEN PROPERLY!! I WILL NOT LOSE TO YOU!! ARGHH!!!! hahahahas!!! =)

waiting for tuesday to end. tuesday is the day i dread the most.. uber tiring!!

missing the hols.. the super fun day with nainai gang.. mugging day with cher and qian. hahahas!! want more studying sessions with them esp at GESS!! hahahas!! missed band.. had a long tok with timothy today. hohoho!!! gonna go back next tues for SYF i hope. hahahahs!! =)

JIAYOUS TO GESSBAND FOR SYF
JIAYOUS FOR PJC BAND FOR SYF! (i am praying for you regina!!)
JIAYOUS FOR JJ CO FOR SYF (jiayou winnie!) =)

jiayous lah yixuan for your ultimate aim!! =)

2009-03-22T15:42:00.004+08:00

happie 100th post..

i am not happie.. tests coming up soon and i cant seem to be absorbing everythin.
esp for math.. today's 3hour tuition was rather fruitless.

FUCK! I HATE MATH! i cant seem to be understnding at all.. FUCK!! no matter how many practices i did, yet the effort i put in was not showing at all.. no one can help me in math.. i think i shall return to primary and start all over again. fuck!

2009-03-21T00:17:00.003+08:00

had not blogged for long.. hols was cool!! lots of meetups and mugging!

monday was lesson with class with Dr Gan. hahahas! chem was cool.. went to science centre sakura with shing, winnie and abigail. hahahahs!! ate a lot.. seams are bursting.. need to go train. hahahas!! we ate so long that we are the last to leave before sakura close for dinner.. then went to meetup with F1 at xianghui's doing all the videorecording.. funny and we did til the last train home. hahahahs!! =)
tues was best!! meetup with my pw group.. THANKS A LOT TO CANDICE, YUTING AND ABIGAIL for coming along.. finally finished the board!! cools! =) helped out with the fellow OGLs at the games for the LINE camp.. was super proud of my campers becoming facs.. gt sunburnt. hahahahahs!! changed up and went to meet with NAINAI GANG!. went to decoders and played lots of games. HAHAHAHS!! cools man!! i earned the most money and regina was the biggest loser.. HAHAHAHA!! =) decoders was fun.. hope we can go again soon!!
wed was mugged!! went for consultation with mdm Sim for bio and felt so enlightened.. met this kind taxi uncle who sent me to town with student price. hahahas!! FINALLY MET UP WITH CHER AND QIAN!! we mugged together, chatted and shopped for a moment.. hahahahs!! finished my glavanic cell tut!! =) home.
thurs was cool!! went back to GESS!! hahahahs!! studied with qian at the second level.. then went to meet up with cher for lunch and carry on mugging til dinner time.. felt super accomplished finishing 3 tutorials!! =) HBO coming up with cool shows like ghost rider and freedom writers..
today!! did not mug with qian. gt sth on. finished all the online homework and left wih revision for the last 2 days. went to ahma's played with my darling then napped, ate super nice dinner, wached shows and all.. home, packing and blogging.. HAHAHS!!

NO MORE CS!! GOTTA MUG WITH QIAN AT JE LIBRARY EVERY THURS!! =) cant wait for it!! hahahahaas!!

more decoders trip with nainai gang!!(damn xa for going msia again)
more shopping and KBox trips with cher and qian!! =)
missing all the actions with the peeps i used to have fun with last year. but anyways, goodbye.. =)

2009-03-14T20:31:00.003+08:00

life has been going up and down for me..

12 march: friday's timetable for thursday. ge back my bio test results.. flunked it like shit.. hahahahs!! my frens gt it higher. lol. happie for wanzi.. geog was funny, gp was cool too. then went for bio extra lessons suddenly felt that i am weak at almost every subjects. CS was super cool. learnt how to make puppies and bunny out of hankerchieves.. cool!! pics are all with wanzi and shing.. gotta kope from them.. then went to wanzi's house to put our stuff, school, bernie came back.. watched quarantine with the class but i was practically under my hoodie all the time.. hahahahas!! went for camp fire, then chit-chat at the synthetic field with the 7 princesses(wnazi, shing, winnie, elysia, bernie, abi and i), yuting, amanda, candice and zhepeng. then all went home, went to buy alcohol with other peeps help.. then went to wanzi's house, bathed, slacked and sleep. hahahahas!! i rolled down the floor in the middle of the night from the mattress.. ahahahahas!! woke up late for the sport's day, reached school late! got a warning frm teacher and record! OMG! but it was cool reaching late with a bunch of good frens.. hahahas!! sport's day was not like last year's.. not so enthu, bannister werent peforming well.. everyone was tired.. cheered for those who participated.. WELL DONE!! =) hahahs! left after sport's day, went to wanzi's again to pack our stuff, ate with winnie @ KFC, then saw shing and leon, home, bathed, went to ahma's played with zhengjie then ate dinner and home.. saw the new phone that my dad bought for me.. wasnt what i wanted, but at least it was new. hahahas! thank dad!! have been reading skip beat these few days.. but guess it was time to start mugging!!

looking forward for the holidays.. and i am glad it is finally here!! =)

gonna meet up with lots of frens this following week.. gotta go back to school for consultations.. PREPARE FOR THE NEW TERM AND FOR A LEVELS! =)

toked with aunt today bout all the past trips that we had gone to.. taiwan, bangkok, australia, korea and many more. OMG! i shall stop thinking bout the past and hoping for the future and work hard in the present! ahahahs!! =)

HAPPIE HOLIDAES!! =)

2009-03-11T10:59:00.003+08:00

finally!! a day to rest and rejuvenate. hahahas!!
pas t few days has been hard core mugging esp on monday.. life was easier after chem SPA and math lecture test.. hahahs!! thurs gonna have gp content quiz and BANNISTER HOUSE CAMP! hahahahs!! cool man..
woke up later then usual, on my laptop and went online.. finished bio skill A and the online chem test.. i didn study at all.. gt a bad feeling that my grades will drop by the time my progress report comes.. stilll had time to watca VAN HELSING yesterday night with mum and dad. hahahahs!! had superb mac breakfast, watched one episode of reborn! hahas! going to meet taoyan later.. pack my room again.. constantly packing. hahahs!! stamina is running low so gonna go train and lose those fats of mine. hahahs!! missing korea and snow.. GONNA WATCH MY FAVOURITE SHOW TODAY!! FINALLY!! =)

hohoho.. dad getting 2 new phones today.. hope i can change one to touch screen or flip phone. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!!

START NOW! thats wad a lot ppl give as advice in order to score for A levels. it is true and i am STARTING RIGHT NOW! =)

forgetting, forgot, forgotten.. maybe we are really over. i am invisible to you.

2009-03-07T21:47:00.004+08:00

guess life werent that good for me..

friday was tense.. was too gullible to believe yongqiang that only 3 peson scored A for chinese.. my heart leapt.. my first reaction was, i will not be in the 3.. everyone started panicking.. then results were out.. i gt what i wanted.. i had mixed feelings.. i am not showing off, i am putting it down.. ppl were disappointed, esp those who are close to me, they teared, yet i cant do anything to help them feel better.. i feel such a failure as a friend.. my family are juz ok with it.. then went to comic shop with elysia.. spent like 100 plus on comics!! went to ahma's and played with my darling and napped.. home, started reading comics, nice recommendation by elysia.. thanks an i liked that a lot!! =)

saturday, finished the comics, then was psed by nainaigang, went to pioneer mall mac alone to study. saw huiyan and guiping.. joined them, then benny came along, huiyan left. finished my chem SATT, math timed assignment. met mum and dad and sis, off to dinner, then to shengsiong to restock.. hahahas!! home, watched tv and blog-hopped..

i told myself to forget, i am trying my best. i told myself not to think so much and let go of those memories. but i cant.. we are total strangers now.. hope you are happie with it.. shenn and i becoming nth much but hi-bye frens. shawn aren looking for me except for chem tuts. not to say him, same LTs, yet we didn even say hi.. i tried to stop looking at you, but you are too obvious. yupps, i think nth link us tgt now. you have your new life and i am going to carry on with mine.. i am really hurting a lot inside, but do you know.. i am not even compatible to be your fren now is it? slap youself yixuan, if he doesnt bother about you juz leave it and get on with your life!! stop carrying those past when he doesnt even give a damn bout it. LET IT GO!!!

2009-03-05T21:25:00.004+08:00

hahahahs!! today was cool! as usual, waited for taoyan outside school, then lessons.. cant really concentrate on chem lecture cos i was having a splitting headache. off to gp and math lesson.. hohohohoho!! I FINALLY PASSED THE FIRST MATH TEST!! YAY!! lol.. it was a quiz only la.. yupps, math lecture was quite fun toking to my partner beside me during lecture. hahahs! then off to CS (cultural studies).. learnt how to make some chinese knots taught by this cute ahma teacher.. then after that, we celebrated yuting's birthday.. HAHAHS! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY YUTING!! =) home with elysia. hahahas

slacked, used the laptop, then went to meet mum at mrt, yook a train to joo koon. hahahas!! super cool eh!! then went to jp, ate a sumptous meal of korean food with sis and her fren. LOL!! super funny things happened. then went to popular. hahahahs!! SAW JOANNE and her boyfren if i am not wrong.. loads to tok to her but wrong place and wrong time. hahhas!! took train home, slacking now.. gonna study for gp!!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL COLLECTING A LEVEL RESULTS TML!! =)

2009-03-04T22:36:00.003+08:00

tension finally eased a little.. hahahs!! bio spa is over!! hahahahahs! yeah!! organic chem is over too!! hahahs!! honestly, i am waiting for the march holidays to knock on my door telling me that yixuan ar, can sleep a little longer already.. hahahs!! the past few days, i was not living like a person. mugging like mad.. today was really slack.. no tuition.. my math is gone-case.. OMG!! I AM A TOTAL NOOB FOR MATH!!! HOW TO GET OUT OF U.S. LIKE THAT?? headed home the earliest today, went to comic shop with elysia, home, reading naruto, slack til now, packing my room and files.. did math but gt stuck at almost all the questions.. i dunno wads wrong with me for math.. HAIZ!! I NEED A SUPER INTENSE MATH SESSIONS WITH MY TUTOR!! hahahas!!

gonna like sleep early today to replenish all my sleep.. got a feeling of flunking my math quiz tml despite i put in all my effort.. who can understand the pain i am going thru whenever i fail my math and my frens all around me are like passing with flying colours.. hahahas!! A level results coming out on friday for chinese and pw i guess.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL!! =)

tired, getting fat, need to stop eating so much, stop spending money that lavishly.. i should get slimmer in this economy recession since my pocket money has not change and food are getting more expensive.. still got more test coming til next wed..

sth very funny,
mum ask me: when are all your exams and tests gonna be over
i replied: december..
it is true.. having tests almost everyday, everyweek.. but ppl, let do our best for the next 7 to 8 mths and everything will turn out fine. hahahs!! =)

JIAYOUS TO ALL WHO ARE HAVING TESTS AND SPA FOR THE REST OF THE TERM! =)

2009-03-02T21:36:00.003+08:00

hahahahs! welcome march!!
time flies isnt it... had a memorable weekend...

school ended on friday, went to kfc with winnie and shing then to queensway with shing.. went to make the class tee.. is gonna be out in another 2 weeks time and i promise it is gonna look good!! hahahahs!! okies.. queensway was wow!! went to look for the retailers, then went to this shop that is quite famous as it was the oldest t-shirt making shop.. shing and i waited for hours to be served while those who are supposedly to be behind us were taking up our time.. hello, there is no consideration of wad is first come first serve and those ppl behind juz think it was right to cut our queue, not to mention that some of the schools were those in the top.. hahahahs!! went to visit my baby cousin whom i had fun with and napped on the same pillow.. hahahs!!

saturday was cool.. supposed to go study with qian but sth happened and in the end i went out with nainai gang.. SORRY QIAN, I PROMISE NOT TO PS YOU AGAIN!! studied with ziyu and xuanan, saw lots of jj peeps and je library.. accomplished gp and math with the help of xuanan.. reg came along to join us for a while then dinner at ajisen@ jp.. hahahs!! all of them made me waited like a fool for 2 hours!! nehnehpok!! toked bout travel plans.. GOING TO TAIPEI WITH NAINAI GANG AFTER THE As!! oh wells, tried the new mrt to my doorstep.. was super cool.. no words can describe how happie i was at the moment..hahahas!

sunday, tuition, went to vivo, ate ben n jerry!! SUPERB!!! OMG!! jiacheng, next time we eat the 6 scoops ice-cream!! hahahahahas!!! =) went to visit xianghui at NUH instead of going to changi airport to fetch mum.. hahahs WELCOME HOME MUMMY!! lol.. accompanied xianghui til 7 plus with all the chit-chat we missed. hahahas!dinner, home.. sorry taahira, cant accompany you eat honeydew sago.. next time!! watched tv all the way til 115pm, watching MINORITY REPORT.. cool show!!

monday was the same.. reached school super early.. sang birthday song to gloria. hahahs! so many things are coming up.. keep dozing off due to lack of sleep.. lessons all the way til 430pm if i am not mistaken.. went to je with winnie and shing went home to rest.. finished bio tut!! so proud of myself.. hawhaw!! gonna chiong maths for now..

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE TAKING SPA THIS 2 WEEKS!! JIAYOU!! HOLS COMING SOON!! =))

2009-02-26T19:28:00.003+08:00

hate thursdays..

went to school.. had serious flu!! TOTALLY HATE IT!! keep sneezing, cant concentrate well.. the gp lesson was fun and funny.. HAHAHAS!! math was a disappointment.. the test results came back.. i felt like and failure.. i did so much yet wad i reaped was... is "you reap wad you sowed" true? i doubt that for me.. maybe i am a failure for math.. i teared.. emo for the rest of the day. math lecture ended.. WOW! I DID NOT DOZED OFF!! hahahahs!! waited for the rain to get smaller then went to jp to buy some stuff.. home.. i am so slack these few days.. maybe thats why my results show the same.. hahahahs! I AM A FAILURE IN BOTH LIFE AND STUDIES.

cant wait for the weekends to knock my door.. esp sat and sunday.. ahahahas!! MUM IS COMING BACK SOON!! and i really need to lose weight! hahahahs!! =)

2009-02-25T20:23:00.003+08:00

as i promised, this are photos that i owed you.. hahahahs!!

the past few days was fine.. was emo bout mum going to bangkok.. I MISS HER A LOT!!! =) made amulets for her and aunt, school was ok..elysia came my house, celebrated abigail's bday today in advance.. she was surprised when the cake arrive.. HAHAHAHAS!! yupps.. was slack these few days.. no homework and all.. had to go start on the board for PW exhibition.. hahahahs! yupps.. missing lots of peeps.. cant wait for weekend to come cos mum is coming back!! hahahas!! =)

forgetting you was hard.. i just teared automatically while trying to remove your presence. hope you are happie with your life. i am tearing again, every night..

miss qian, cher, joyce and xinyi.. xuan an, dun pangseh us again next time we go out! hahahs!! =) mangas mangas mangas!! hahahahs!! =)

i totally hate flu.. it returned!

2009-02-22T22:39:00.004+08:00

I TOTALLY SUCK AT MATH!! I NEED HELP!!

pls help, pls help. =((

mugged today with regina and ziyu.. finished all my chem but math was an utter disappointment despite having tuition today. having gp make-up TCA.. gonna chiong on bio and math tml.. study for chem SPA trial. i suck at everything.. OMG!! hahahas!! owe regina the pics.. yupps.. i want a new phone! =))

2009-02-21T22:18:00.004+08:00

come ice-cream, come into my mouth! hahahas!! =)

he is too cute to resist! =)

one innocent shot of him. =)

hahahhas!! my darling eating ice-cream.. ><

hahahas!! school on friday.. was fun.. first, met up with my campers 09A03.. hahahahs!! lessons was fast and cool.. spent all my money on notes.. hahahas! went for gp.. was quite entertaining.. hahahas!! i like miss huang's way of teaching GP.. cool!! went to canteen.. had lunch with my OG!! super cool.. sorry that i psed winnie, shing, wanzi and zm.. hahahs!! sorry! camwhored, gossipped, toked while waiting to go for drama fest.. hahahas!! then shing they all returned, we toked bout the camper who is a bit screwed up there and stalked them to mac.. omg!! went for drama fest. was super cool!! the actors are like WOW!!! romeo and juliet was super funny!! didn stay long so went to ahma's and brought yiqing to the sinseh.. then ahma's for dinner, brought my darling to tiong for ice-cream.. hahahas!! went home.. slept immediately!

today was ok.. sorry to wanzi that i cant attend service today!! brought sis to check-up, cooked western at ahma's.. ahma and aunt was like coking and i did all the display and all.. hahahs!! watched red cliff 2.. was quite a disappointment.. ahahahs!! played mahjong and blackjack.. won 2 bucks in like 5 mins? hahahas!! set off to je lib to study..shenn and her brother came.. then a camper named jack came along.. went to have dinner with shenn, toked lots.. hahahas!! then went up, toked more and laughed.. hahahas!! super funny.. managed to finish carboxylic acids.. stayed til the library closed and went home.. hahahas!!

had a long tok with huiqing and shing they all on friday bout some decisions that i should make earlier.. give up and forget everything.. time will not turn back, but just sincerely hope that we can still remain as good frens where we always do things tgt along with shenn and shawn.. aww. how i miss shawn!! hahahas!! gonna choing lots of stuff soon!!

2009-02-19T20:23:00.003+08:00

this week has been hectic..
i have been so tired. physically, mentally and emotionally..
studies: trying my utmost best to catch up and keep up with the others.. tests and all.. glad that the major ones are over but SPA IS COMING SOON!!
mentally: i am tired.. maybe too little rest making me a bit easily frustrated and all.. hahahs!! i am still quite happie and contented after the orientation camp.. hahahas!! love my campers and all the OGLs..
emotionally: finally had a long tok with taoyan on our way home.. maybe i should give up.. stop thinking bout the past especialyy those that can never happen to me.. hahahas!! forget it!!

today was cool.. school ended early.. went to jp with shing, winnie and elysia. had lots of choices for lunch, but ended up at KFC.. hahahas!! toked a lot, bout vegs, childhood, friends and all.. hahahas!! went back to school, waited for taoyan then toked with shenn for a while.. hahahs!! i miss ya too babe!! maybe we should ton once!! =) okies.. gonna have a long rest while i can this weekend.. hahahas!! =) to wad winnie said: "sleep is an enjoyment" hahahas!! =)

2009-02-15T22:18:00.004+08:00

super shagged.. hahahas!! my blog is like so dead.. mugging and doing stuff for orientation

HIGHLIGHTS:

EXPERIENCIA DE MAGIQUE!!!
it was awesome!! all thanks to F1, campers, councillors and OGLs.. hahahs!! had great time!! thanks to shing, winnie and jocelyn for bringing the cure for sore throat.. LOVE YA LOTS!! yupps.. replies to all receipients for the roses!! have a great time and hope you like it.. hehehes!! camp was tiring and all.. teared almost everyday.. hahahas!! glad it was over, glad i been thru it.. i had great campers.. hope they stay united in their class. hahahas!! =) valentine's was.. hahahas!! spent it during orientation and with ahma.. SUPER SORRY TO NAINAI GANG FOR NOT ATTENDING THE MAHJONG SESSION.. i was too shagged.. both evina and i cabbed home.. hahahas!! now i am mugging like mad to catch up. tests and SPAs coming soon!! hahahs!! gonna be in hiatus soon... =)

special thanks to jacky, kristanto, shenn, mildred, rachel(camper),sheena, shawn, shing and winnie for the wonderful valentine's day gifts.. hahahas!! love ya all! =)

special misses to: regina, xuanan, zy, jaslyn, qian and cher... meetups soon!! =))

2009-02-08T00:40:00.004+08:00

hahahas!! happie birthday to regina.. spent the whole day preparing for regina's bday surprise.. hahas!! was glad that i managed to persuade zy and xa to celebrate with me despite having SPA the next day! went to some ice-cream parlor to mug a while with zy while waiting for xa.. hahahs!! then, xa arrived, went to ding tai fund for XIAO LONG BAO!! hahahahas!! it was nice!! then went to decorate regina's bday cake.. it eas cool, one-and-only.. hahas!! super cool!! =) then bought reg's prezzie and off to cck.. planned for the unique birthday surprise with help by pg and jeanette.. hahahas!! lol!! cool bday.. was quite successful.. nainai gang!! hahaahs!! SUPER SORRY TO F1 FOR NOT JOININ YOU ALL FOR DINNER..

friday was ok.. had blue-highlighter ink patches on my skirt.. freak.. then short lessons.. i am thoroughly enjoying gp lessons!! hahas!! videoa and note-taking are my typr of learning!! hahahas!! cools man!! yupps.. almost everyone changed to sec school uniform. mum threw mine.. so wore AJ's.. hahahas!! then off to wanzi's house with winnie and shing.. ate there, watched tv and shing napped on me. hahaas! she look super funny after slumber!! hahahas! went to ahma's played with zhengjie who woke me up from my nap.. hahas!! he must loved me much.. LOL!! went home and slept..

went for OGL meeting.. did lots of stuff. painted and all.. went to IMM after that.. lunched, saw winnie who was trying to be inconspicuous.. DARLING, LOOK FOR ME IF YA NEED A MEAL MATE!! I AM MORE TO OFFER!! =) went looking around for the campers' gifts.. got a bit left out went everyone were toking their own secrets and not sharing.. hahahas!! arent we supposed be a family?? sent yiqi off after buying her ingredients for cookie-baking.. lol. went to meet the others and set out with mildred, taahira, garrick and wanrong to JP.. hahas!! bought all the stuff.. met the OGLs.. lol.. yupps.. on my way home, i saw JOYCE!! she still remember me!! HAHA!! MISS YA LOTS BABE!! =) went home, toked with shenn for a while.. hheheheeh!! reached home.. started folding roses.. mum was scolding me for doing all the saigang work despite telling her that everyone has their roles too.. haiz.. told me i am to simple.. fine.. went to have kfc dinner with dad and mum then to comic shop.. hahas!! yupps.. reached home, internetted.. LOL! tml gonna be a busy day!!

hahahs!! continue treating me like nothing.. i am fine with anything.. no more toks, not even eye-contact.. you will not even bother reading this.. so must well........ we are nth now but hi-bye frens.. hahas!! maybe i am really nth to you.. you never needed me.. i am always the one being lefted out, no matter how i try or no matter where am i.. hahahs!! i dun wanna lie to myself or hypnotise myself.. forget it.. it is over..

hahas! maybe i am jealous.. but gt this feeling that i will receive nth this valentines.. hahas!! my good frens will be preparing all the time for their other halves.. hahahs!! LOL!! i shall be my valentine with my bed!! hahahs!! =) ~ice-cream, ice-cream!! =)

2009-02-04T23:23:00.004+08:00

hahahas!! havent been blogging since cny i guess..

super tired all days and have been going home very late with minimal sleep.. hahahas!! admin days 1 and 2 are over and more important stuffs are coming up like the actual orientation camp.. admin day was over, i immediately rushed to my class.. hahahs!! miss them lots.. thanks a lot to wanzi and peishing who updated me bout the lessons and stuff..

the night before the start of admin day, F1 peeps met up and called our campers and settled our family stuff.. we really tonned at luyao's who lived super near school.. had fun in her house.. didn really sleep well cos everyone went mad.. with all the crazy stuff we did.. hahahas!! bathed at school and here come the J1s!! my og is quite quiet.. hahahas!! so have to spice them up.. day 2 everyone are closer with more topics and more frens made.. hahahas!! not bad.. would like to have them as campers!! =) after admin day 2, and pc, ran, did lots of muscle work and all.. my tummy hurt whenever i laugh, shout or coughed.. hahahas!! abs forming.. LOL!! yups.. had a make-up chem prac with all the ogls.. quite funny though... went dinner with shawn.. finally, first time of this year that i had a long talk with him.. he knew wad happened to me and i knew why he was upset.. CHEER UP SHAWN!! =)

did lots of hw today. hahahs!! accomplished lots!! math was pathetic.. only knew how to do 2 questions out of 7.. finished chem and gp.. missed qian and all.. hahahs!! especially reg!! first time that i didn catch 2 Days and 1 Night.. gonna miss the next week's episode too.. hahahas!! gonna rest already.. JIAYOU YIXUAN!! =)

at least shawn knows how i feel.. maybe you already forgotten me that you have me as a fren.. ignored me right at the face.. hahahahs! forget it.. i think i will forget you soon.. screwed!

miss ya lots! shenn, qian, cher, xuan an and ziyu.. jiacheng come back soon!! hahahs!! =)

HAPPIE 18TH BIRTHDAY REGINA!! =)

2009-02-01T01:05:00.003+08:00

super tired these few days bout OGL stuff. hahahas!!

friday was cool.. went to have lunch with shing and winnie.. then went to meet luyao to go to JP. keep comparing bout singapore and korea.. oohh!! how i miss shopping in korea last year. ate lots of food and ice-cream with luyao.. hahas!! went to ahma's house.. played with my utterly cute cousin then dinner then MAHJONG!! FINALLY!!! hahahas!! lost quite a sum to mum.. lol.. i dun mind... hahas!! congrats yiqing on her chingay.. sorry i didn went to see your performance.. hahas!!

saturday was ok. overslept and dad sent me to school.. chalked, painted and all the stuff.. SUPER TIRED!! then the ogl groupings.. then became super emo.. i felt so cheated and all.. honestly.. i felt super pissed off and fucked up today!! super.. honestly!! my day was screwed up.. had a long chat with luyao on the bus trip to jp.. felt that i should juz let go.. let go and concentrate on more important areas.. had a long family talk today too.. had kfc, chatted there bout lots of stuff that made garrick and jiacheng excited.. baifong have no expression.. and luyao, yiqi and i were keep toking. hahahas!! consider this topic M18.. saw yq, walter and their frens at jp..hahahas!! super excited bout sunday.. studying with reg, bai nian with S02 at Dr gan's house.. staying over at luyao's.. AND ADMIN COMING SOON!! JIAYOUS F1!! =))

yupps.. to jiacheng: have a safe trip to china tml!! =)

2009-01-29T23:18:00.003+08:00

okies.. hahahas!! getting busy and all with CNY.. hahahas!!

sat: was cool, we painted lots of banners and our family structures.. hahahas!! yupps.. had fun and all.. ran lots to buy gold paint.. piggybacked shenn to spc and bought lots of food for the rest of the leaders.. went of earlier with yiqi and huiqing to buy faizal's bday cake.. hahahas!! gave him a surprise at mac near school and all.hahahahs!! had luncj with my fellow family OGLs.. hahahas!! then came a impromptu outing and xianghui sent lots of funny relay.. hahahas!! went to bugis with him to meet the nainai gang.. lol.. shopped with ziyu, then came along xuan an and yipin.. hahhahas!! bought a pair of super nice sneakers and ziyu bought all his cny clothes and all.. rested and I FINALLY ATE XIAO LONG BAO!!! IT IS SUPER NICE!!! HAHAHS!! went on to meet OG1 peeps.. SORRY ZY, XA and YP THAT I PSED YOU ALL!! yupps.. went swensens with the peeps and ate lots of ice-cream.. hohohoho!! went to hotel inter-continental restroom and camwhored there.. hahahas!! then to bugis street to recce for family identity. toked at the cinema lobby at bugis again when everyone discussed bout stuffs.. hahahas!! mildred went home earlier and taahira left too.. i left the yiqi, luyao, xianghui, jiacheng, garrick and wanrong at tiong cos i cant ton and watch midnight movie.. SIANZ!!! went home and gt scolding.. haahahs!

sunday: went to eat reunion dinner at both sides of my family.. LOL!! played psp and all.. hahahahas!! yupps.. helped my parents shou sui so that they can have longevity.. hahahas!!

monday: HAPPIE CNY! lol!! dressed up, went to both sides of the family again.. lots of peeps, super crowded at my father side.. super boring too!! almost completed the entire game of bleach soul carnival.. hahahahs!! then went to my ahma's house.. totally different ambience.. ate lots of nice food and took lots of pictures of my cutest cousin.. hahahas!! then played a bit of poker, win little money.. NO MAHJONG THIS YEAR!! =(( hahahs!! went home and slacked.. hahahas!!

tuesday: asked qian out, along with kimyeong.. hahahas!! had lunch with qian then chitchat bout all our troubles.. hahahas!!! yupps.. was feeling emo and all, then kimyeong treated me arcade.. hahahs!! THANKS A LOT!! heheehs!! went on to meet F1 peeps again.. SORRY QIAN THAT I PSED YOU GUYS!! =( yupps.. xianghui, baifong, evina and yiqi came, ate lot of ice-cream at swensens again.. hahahas!! OMG!! SUPER LOVE ICE-CREAM!! =) i was emo a bit so ice-cream made me feel better!! hahahas!! then jiacheng came along and baifong left.. we went to the cinemas and watched BRIDE WARS!! IT WAS SUPER NICE!! hahas!! laughed like mad!! =) touched in the end.. but it was terribly funny!! hahahahaas!! ended, went to explore at ritz-carlton for toilet.. hahahaahs!! went home.. super tired!!

wed: went to school, super super super TIRED!! hahahas!! almost dozed off during Dr Gan's lesson.. after school, went to KFC with shing, wanzi, winnie and elysia.. toked bout bfs.. hahahas!! LOL!! went school, finished the family structure with lots of peeps help, helped in the banner painting and all.. MILDRED IS A SUPER FREN!! accompanied me and all. THANKS BABE!! was happie that day cos both of us toked a bit and problems are solved!! hahahas!! good mood despite being tired.. hahahas!! went home after dinner and watched my favourite show again!! hahahas!! laughed til i teared!! hahas!! tired and all..

today: math was funny.. i dozed during the last few mins of the second period and my table fell.. shocked me and woke me up like crazy.. i was even dreaming while dozing off.. hahahas!! wanted to leave early to rest at home.. ended up staying in school to watch "show" studied with yiqi, jiacheng, xianghui and garrick while waiting.. finished math tut!! hahahas!! yupps.. went to west mall for dinner then home.. accomplished quite a lot of work.. gonna miss lots of lesson for the next 2 weeks.. JIAYOU YIXUAN!!! =)

2009-01-24T00:30:00.003+08:00

making this really short.. had one of the most eventful cny celebrations this year. hahahas!! first, BERNADETTE CAME BACK!! even we didn tok much, i was super happie that she crashed.. hahahahas!! then was ogl meeting.. we had yusheng and all which apparently we made a mess out of it.. hahahas!! was supposed to go home.. then xianghui and i met luyao on the way, dragged her to jp with us.. on the bus stop we saw yiqi and garrick.. hahahas!! luyao was psed by us cos she board 157 herself cos we didn ask her alight the bus and ahe tapped her card.. the we reached jp.. went to makan at pizza hut where we toked from 1plus to 3 plus.. toked bout our past school life and all. hahahas!! super cool.. then luyao went to meet her fren.. apparently, we were all a bunch of peeps being psed by our frens whom we had programs.. ahahahs!! then xianghui and yiqi and i went to catch the movie INKHEART.. garrick had to leave for tuition.. hahahas!! INKHEART IS SUPERB!! IT IS A MUST WATCH!! HAHAHAS!! all the action and all the story really flow.. hahahs!! cool movie.. went to ahma house to celebrate her bday with all the good food.. hahahas!! told mum bout me having nets card and she was angry with me for a moment.. but she chilled after that. hahahs!! =) read anime and all.. have to save money now le ar!! hahahas!! signed up facebook and all.. LOL!! toked with SHENN! getting her breakfast tml! hahahas!! family meeting and all tml!! gotta rest!! =)

things have changed.. i changed and so do you.. maybe to you, i am just a nothing to you, something that you can ignore, you can live without.. is this frens are all about.. that's your wrong perception.. you ignored me, treat me as a burden, a nothing, a sub or anything.. hahahas! maybe i am someone that no one can notice.. i tried to be involved, but you chose not to recognise it.. gg!!

2009-01-22T23:57:00.005+08:00

today was an eventful day.. hahahahs!! went for lectures and tutorials.. cutural lessons was fun too.. made lanterns and a pair of small oranges.. LOL!! hahahs!! went for the painting session at the ops room with my fellow leaders. hahahas!! first was all the drawing and painting, then followed by all the screaming and shouting.. hahaha!! the family performance was superb!! everyone was found with at least a stroke of paint.. hahahahahas!! finished all the boards and cleaned up.. evina sprained her ankle and everyone panicked.. hope she gets well soon and able to wear heels during CNY.. hahahs!! went for family dinner, at LJS.. hahahahs!! lol.. started comparing picture with xianghui of whose pictures of kid are cuter.. makes me feel like paedophile.. hahahahs!! LOL!! TIRED!!

fine.. i am absolutely fine that frens made new frens.. i am not jealous at all.. first was a small clique of us.. it then eventually grew bigger and bigger.. new frens included.. slowly, i lost my placing or the little place i used to have.. i am like something that you all can have without.. hahahas!! now, you all stick with your frens, wad we always used to do were all forgotten... i dunno.. maybe i am not included in the memory.. it is not like i forgotten you all.. i have been trying my best effort to do everything that i can to make you all at least listen or tok to me.. now, is all with your frens.. maybe i am not your fren anymore, or i am not even fren at the first place.. sth that is dispensable.. maybe the four has become the three.. i am not involved with wad you are doing, i am not related to you, just an outcast, just a breeze that blew pass you.. but you all are everything to mean.. in case if you all dont know.. i am there because of you all, if not i would be sleeping my heads off at home instead of painting boards at school.. i wanted to help but you all only asked those that you think that can help.. when i wanted help, you all said, enough help le.. dont need your.. hurtful isnt it.. i am ranting but i swear and i know that you all dont even visit it or neither you all will read it and give a damn shit bout it.. fuck!

2009-01-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

tests aside, it is finally back to life.. hahahas!! today was not bad.. took bus with melissa, then alight at the stop after school so we can waste time walking back to the school.. met shenn on the way!! hahahs!! SHENN!! lols.. nic said the korean trip outing was cancelled cos peeps are not free.. hahahas!! school was cool, cos it ended early.. chem was terrifying.. hahahas!! lol.. the atmosphere was so tense.. no one made noise.. hahahs!! after school almost everyone stayed back to decorate the classroom and all.. FINALLY!! THE CLASSROOM WAS DECORATED!! promise that the pics will be up soon as fast as i got it from wanzi or yongqiang.. hahahahs!! the decor was cool.. the door.. the boards.. hahahas!! went for family meeting.. saw shenn again.. had a short chat with her.. miss toking with her mans!! hahahahhas!! carried her and spin ahile she screamed like hell.. hahahahas!! missed her lots!! gonna see her on friday again.. hahahs!! not taking part in the family performance.. but gave them my moral support.. SORRY IF I CANT HELP MUCH!!

went home, bathed then chionged to macs for homework.. the atmosphere there was not bad.. after the food will be chionging of homework.. so accomplished today cos i finished math and bio even though there are blanks and all! but cool!!! hahahahas!! yupps.. gotta catch my favourite show very soon.. all the laughter that makes me happie!! hahahas!! =) ciaos~

2009-01-20T23:58:00.003+08:00

had a super tired day.. glad that all the tests are over for the time being so that i can get back to life for a moment.. changes everyday, every moment.. Obama finally became the first african-american president in the US history.. changes make will it affect the world and every single one in the small space on earth?? hahahha!!

wad i wanna say is TIRED!!

has a chat with qian juz now.. rlly missed that lady! reg, xa and zy.. all meeting up soon!! hahahs!! yay!! missed shenn lots man!! hohoho!! cant wait for this weekend!! hahahas!! =)

2009-01-18T21:48:00.003+08:00

yeah!! cant wait to meet up with qian!! hahahahas! perhaps this friday after the celebrations ba!! confirm with ya thru sms again!! hehehs!

chem test tml and math test on tuesday.. cant wait for tests to be over before i can start on the actual school work.. considered to be slacking these few days.. wad am i doing!!!! OMG!! hahaha! yupps. maybe once all the test is over, i can start all new again, concentrating on J2 work first then revise or study ahead once i have the time.. TIME MANAGEMENT!!

find myself pretty useless.. get tired easily, no determination to burn any midnight oil to study.. no stamina to fight the ordeals, juz like to enjoy myself.. i am pretty useless arent i?? cant wait for the weekends again. i think i will just pass my days by counting towards weekends and 'A' levels..

maybe it is my mindset that makes me think that way.. i am noe putting enough commitment or effort to the ogl thingy.. but sometimes it cant be blamed.. maybe i can only blame myself for doing so.. despite ppl around me encouraging me and all.. i dunno why i am like that..hate being sick at the wrong time.. like now.. when i am putting all my focus on this project, this body of mine just screwed up my plan and make like a shit! i am a total shit!! really need to buck up all my energy, commitment, effort and passion to the orientation til the end of it!! jiayou yixuan!! jiayou!! you are not alone.. jiayou!! you can do it!!! jiayou!! =)

2009-01-18T13:40:00.003+08:00

hohoho.. school reopened!! everyone seemed different!! lols!! new term, new teachers and all.. luckily all my science teachers are still my favs.. geog teacher is cool but still gonna miss mrs mandy. hahahahs!! math was ok.. cool having super short days on my favourite days!! hahahahahs!! yupps.. meet up with people that i didn see them for very long! taoyan, jacky, minwei and lots more.. hahhas!! happie thing that my hair wasnt gt caught by the principal.. hahahahs!

yupps... all the tests and all and all the tutorials and all are coming.. super sorry to my family people for not attending the family dance prac and the meetings.. sorry sorry sorry.. hate my body for making me sick at the wrong time.. sorry!!! gonna work hard lots more during meetings and camps!!

CNY arriving soon and went shopping with mum, aunt, sis during the weekend and bought lots of clothes.. went out with winnie on friday too.. hahahahas!! suddenly, i cant wait for cny to come faster.. yupps.. nehneh organising a korea clique outing for the next weekend at crystal jade.. woots!! cant wait to meet everyone!! hahahahahahas!!!

school was cool with all the meeting up with peeps.. school was stressful, driving ppl all crazy bout tutorials and tests.. i was happie that school reopened though.. i am missing cher, qian and the nainai gang.. hahahahahs!! hope there is house visiting during cny.. cant wait to play mahjong and win money. hahahahahahhas!!! =)) ciaos!

2009-01-13T20:58:00.003+08:00

NOTHING SEEMS TO BE ENTERING MY HEAD!! bio test is tml and gp is on thurs.. down with this stupid flu that i hate the most.. hope i can recover fast enough so that i can concentrate on my studies and all other activities.. envying those pics and all in the blogs.. suddenly i felt distant from peeps that i love.. hahahahahas!! time changes and so do people.. missing 2008! yupps.. shut up with all the emo and continue to mug.. MUG MUG MUG!! thats wad i can do now.. cant wait for the next hols and orientation camp to be successfully over.. lots to accomplish wihin the month.. hahahahas!! ciao!!

2009-01-13T16:46:00.003+08:00

things that i have been hearing since the first day of school:

START EARLY!!!! if not you will regret..

and i am terribly SICK.. thought i had dengue in the first place..

SICK, SHAGGED, STRESSED!

2009-01-11T23:56:00.003+08:00

hohohohohoho!! BACK FROM CAMP! LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY!

okies.. shall make the blog short.. the camp was fun! my family peeps were great even though didn knew anyone, but soon everyone was close!! hahahahahs!! the events was cool, "mild wet" games, night games which was super eerie.. the physical training and all the mass dance and all the songs.. hahahahahas!! super cools.. the last night was superb!! all the dance, songs, campfire and bbq.. hahahahahahas!!! SPECIAL THANKS TO PEEPS FOR MAKING THE CAMP FUN: EVERYONE!! even though there are time i feel like giving up, but the people around me juz give me the reason to carry on fighting!! ahahahas! after camp, went to makan, took cab to ahma house and rest, dad picked up and went to eat korean with his colleague and mum.. fetched sis and eached home.. confirmed with a fever.. slept thru the night.. recovered this morn.. finally finished math and went to kaikai with mum.. finally found leggings with my length!! hahahahas!! watched tv and all.. THE ABSOLUTE ENDING OF CHEN XI AND YUENIANG SUCKS!!! i thought that they will be together or sth!! PUI!!! it was no diff from the original ending la.. just that they made clear that they are each others' true love.. nehnehpok!!

was just packing and all and suddenly, found out that i am going back to school tml!! OMG!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE EVERYONE!! hahahahas!! but i suddenly realise that time really flies and i am turning eighteen soon.. should i be happie or not? haahahahahs! realised that i am getting into lots of dilemma this year.. LOL!! get it straight darling! sis told me a bad news, and the worse is dad knew sth bout it!! hahahahahahas!! HAPPIE SCHOOL REOPEN TO ALL JC STUDENTS!! =) seeya all soon!! =))

2009-01-08T01:09:00.004+08:00

hahahahs.. going for camp in another few more hours.. it maybe due to the long hols that i have been rotting at home. for once, i dun feel like leaving this house.. maybe i dun have the courage of the others who dared to quit, or maybe i am lazy to go for the camp.. i have been pondering. even though nehneh said other stuff can take the rest of the time after the camps and all.. but, one side of my heart is hesitating.. i dunno.. maybe i am that a fickle person.. now, i might be envying others who will be sleeping til late afternoon while i am at school.. but who knows i might enjoy the camp.. hahahahahahahahs!! maybe i shall add this to my reslution.. STOP BEING FICKLE, or in better words, STOP BEING POPOMAMA.. hahahahahahs!! be decisive yixuan!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahas!!

COMMITMENT! POSITIVE ATTITUDE!! PASSION!!

2009-01-07T19:58:00.003+08:00

hohoho.. okies.. school is restarting very very soon..

went to school yesterday for OGL meeting.. met zhaomian who told me that he dun wanna go for the camp anymore.. make me a bit tempted too.. but as the meeting go on, with the mass dance with nehneh, meeting up with shenn, shawn, anges, huiyan and all peeps.. hahahahas! wad can i say but make the orientation camp the last one.. hahahahs! played lots of games, briefing for tml's camp and all. lol.. hahahahahas!! my family peeps are quite nice, knew more ppl.. lol.. hahahahs!! the meeting ended, then we saw nehneh had the same bag as jessica.. LOL!! hahahas! okies.. went home, wanted to go swim, but the pool was closed, so nehneh asked me to go jog along with shenn.. so met nehneh at his house stadium and jogged a few rounds.. shenn didn turned up.. she juz woke up though.. hahahahahs! guessed that would happen.. then ran a few more rounds.. brought all my stuff for bathing.. but the uncle dun let me bathe!!!! then went home.. hahahahas!! didn eat the entire day.. nic said all the xiao lond baos and all the good food he ate for the last hols made me salivate.. hahahahs!! was at shing's house area for a while, wanted to pop in, but she was out.. reached home and SHOWERED! yay! hahahas!! slept quite early..

today woke up, did math.. finally.. thanks to zm's help! hahahas! lol.. then loaded lots of videos today which i am proud of.. hahahahahahs! nehneh! dun watch to much ugly betty!!! hahahas!! =) gotta pack for tml's camp which i am quite looking forward to.. hahahahhas!! ciao!!

2009-01-05T22:00:00.004+08:00

hohohohoho!! today was a super great day!! hahahahas!!

first, woke up late to meet shing.. hahahas! but in the end, she was later.. we went to queensway shopping centre to look for sth.. then we went to ate laksa.. hahahas! time passed so fast that wanzi arrived at boonlay mrt station and we are still at queensway.. so we chionged, shopped for shing's stuff and went off.. on our way to the mrt, i saw my sec school chinese teacher.. i am soooo surprised that she still recognise me.. LOL!! hahahas! we missed our bus though.. hahahas! then we reached boonlay, wanzi was a bit pissed.. SORRY WANZI FOR MAKING YOU WAIT FOR 1HOUR!!! went to buy our ingredients and all. hahahahahs!! reached my place, so i started all the cooking, first the soup, then the egg, the veg, and the meat.. hahahas! shing helped in cooking the egg with onion.. hahahas! wanzi did all the shooting and decorations for bday card.. hahahs! then it was dinner time.. I AM SORRY IF MY CULINARY SKILLS SUCKS!! hahahahs!! enjoyed the day lots man!! was super funny with them in the kitchen.. wanzi had to go first cos she has sth on. then shing and i stayed at home cos i need to cook dinner for my sis!! hahahahs!! then both of us went to zhaomian's house.. hahahahs!! we went to surprise him with our nice card and lunch-boxed dinner.. he was really shocked!! hahahahas!! LOL!! MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!! hahahahahahas!! HAPPIE 18TH BIRTHDAY ZHAOMIAN!! hahahahahas!! the sent shing home. watched xiao niang re and all.. the ending was ok la.. hahahahahas! have to go to school tml for a meeting.. sianz. and i lost my prep camp consent form!! haiz.. school is starting in a week's time and i am still slacking.. gonna get killed soon!! hahahahahas!!! =)

dun wanna start school.. gonna be busy and all. hahahahahhas!! had a great day today!! =))

2009-01-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

hohohoho! realised that i havent been setting goals for the year eh.. ahahahas! had been youtubing these few days and i agree with winnie that SHING IS VERY SCARY!! makes me feel so guilty not doing my stuff. especially math.. not even touched!! omg!! anyone can help me in math?? i find myself being a dunce in mathematics.. ahahahahs!!

these few days were rotting at home.. slping til 1 plus.. i am wondering how am i going to survive when school reopen.. ahahahahs! packed my room so that it is very neat now.. i am super proud of my manga collection which had 10 series and more than 200 books.. somemore i have my TWILIGHT, INKHEART and HARRY POTTER series in the corner.. cant buy too much comics already.. have to stop my itch of comic spree.. hahahahahahahhas!! I AM PROUD OF MY MANGAS!! =)

have been buying clothes.. finally found some of them at bugis street and takashimaya.. hahahaha! didn really bought the one that i liked but it was ok.. mum said it was too ex.. lol.. find myself getting fatter everyday i guess, despite eating 1 meal and walking all the time.. hahahahs! maybe the weighing machine is spoilt.. LOL!! and yeaps!! i had my latest haircut!! it was cool i think.. able to spike it up.. the style was so me.. half of me bo boyish and another half so girlie... hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahs!! lol.. okies..

i am super happie that shenn is back from her long hols and oso happie for her that she and shawn are in the games comm for the orientation.. so is nehneh in scdc.. i dun even know whether i am in the orientation or any comm or not.. hahahahas!!

i am looking forward to tml's outing-cum-cooking session at my house with shing, winnie and wanzi.. ahahahahahs!! lo.. i think before i leave the house, i need to scrub the floor and all those.. OMG!! hahahahahahas! cant wait for it.. LOL!! school is starting in 7 days time and i dun feel like starting school even though i miss everyone.. haahahahahs!! LOL!! too lazy am i..

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION( a bit too late though):
1) hope that everyone person around me have a happie and memorable year ahead!!
2) shed of some weights! hahahas! hopefully before prom.. hahahahas!!
3) work hard for the exams.. hope i can get at least C for math and at least B for others by prelims.
4) excel for 'A' Level!! hahahahahas!! (can xiang shou 7 mths of hols after that!!) =)
5) hope everyone is happie and healthy! =)

2009-01-01T22:59:00.003+08:00

hahahahs! new year!! hehheh!
hahahas! went blog-hopping around.. would make me wanna recap 2008 too.. hahahas! got this idea of WANZI's BLOG! lol...

okies, recapping 2008:

1) AJC: hohoho! love my time there and the frens made there.. it was utterly mugger.. hahahahs! met new peeps from the different side of the island.. hahahas! gonna miss everyone there.. will find a chance to crash AJ soon =)

2) OG10: the people that welcome me to the life in JJC. cant imagine wad is fun without them. especially SHENN, SHAWN, NICHOLAS, ALINA, JOCELYN, FIONA and all the others.. hahahs! you made partial me wad i am now. love ya all!! outings rlly soon!!

3) 08S02: the people that i spent most of the time with.. hahahas! thanks a lot peeps.. even though i am irritating or disgusting, you guys still embrace me.. cant imagine wads life without you guys! SPECIAL LOVES TO SHING, WINNIE, WANZI, BERNIE, ABIGAIL.. thanks for all the stuff! i will rmb it! hahahs! omg! you all made wad yi-hahaha-xuan is now! hahahahas! LOVES!! i cant totally imagine wad is life without this group of people that appear to me with their wide arms! =)

4) Qian & Cher: hahahas! peeps that i always go out with whenever there is time, chiobus that we always gossiped tgt, muggers that we always mugged tgt.. rmb wad we said at mac before, that if we get married tgt, give birth tgt, we will be the trio.. hahahs! LOL!! gonna miss all the outinga and shopping that we always did!! LOVE YA ALL!! may you 2 chiobus find your prince charming in this year!! hahahas!! =))

5) nainai gang: hohohho! xuan an, ziyu and regina.. finally we released the long-suppressed laughters at Settlers's. gonna miss all the laughing and screaming that we all shared! more laughters this year! more settlers' outings this year.. hahahas! LOVE YA LOTS!! =))

6) to all my frens: the long list of peeps.. from those long, old lines of friendship since sec school and those fresh, never-ending lines of friendship from the start of the year through outings, camps, introductions made between friends, hahahas! i thank ya all for making 2008 a superb, fantastic year.. hahahas! thanks a lot and may our lines of friendship grow longer and never stop! =))

last but not least, my family. hahahas! thanks for such a great year.. love ya all lots!!

HAVE A GREAT 2009! and no matter where and when, LAUGH TO MAKE YOUR LIVES MORE HAPPENING AND INTERESTING!! WISHING EVERYONE ALL THE BEST FOR 2009! =))

2009-01-01T02:19:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAS!! WELCOME 2009!!
HAPPIE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

hahahas! the new year has come.. lol.. gotta enjoy it!! so many happening things gonna happen soon.. omg!! school is starting soon with all the tests welcoming us.. chinese new year is also around the corner.. got a feeling that this year is gonna be a very busy, rushed, happening year for most of the peeps i know. hahahahs! no countdown for 2009, cooped at home after 'mugging' with zy and xa at essential brews.. saw lots of JJ J2, nehneh's classmate and wanzi's church friends.. hahahas!! lol.. okies.. first post of 2009!! LOL!! hope this year is a happie one with all my infectious laughter! HAHAHAHA! HAPPIE 2009!! =))

hahahahs! really missing 2008 already.. i am happie with 2008.. though lots of things both happie and sad, happened, it at least ended with a great exclamation mark!! hahahahahas!!

2008-12-29T18:33:00.003+08:00

hahahhas! past few days was really cool!! hahahas! meeting up with peeps and all..

26th: was at home til 3plus then met up with regina at buona vista and started chatting bout our ..recent stuffs. ahahhas! then went to have the meal of the day at swensens'! the bake rice was super nice!! cheese!! cheese!! lol.. then when ziyu reached, we all shared icecream with super nice caramel.. then went to settlers' to wait for xuan an. hahhahas! FINALLY!! NAINAI GANG MET UP AT OUR FAVOURITE HANGOUT!! hahahs! started playing taboo, then other games.. lol.. laugh like mad and screaming like hell.. the best game was still ugly dolls.. making everyone tensed up and all.. all of us screamed and laughed til no voice. hahahas!! after that, we went to loiter at regina's house VOID DECK cos she dun invite us up for games.. hahahas! fine.. then we finally went home.. lol..

weekends: shopping and all.. quite bored these few days.. went to mug alone cos qian couldnt make it.. hahahahs! went to collect my manga.. lol.. went to have dinner at IMM with my sis's fren who is very funny and all.. hahahhahas! went home and started watching 2Days 1night and laughed like mad again.. lol.. cant sleep at all.. =((

29th: met cher early in the morning, had mac breakfast then went to kinokuniya ans bought a new book INKHEART.. coming out soon as a movie.. hahahahas! seems nice though.. went to bras basar, then to starbucks to mug for a while til qian arrived.. hahahas! no mugging at all after that.. we went to kaikai, then sat down at mac and tok bout boys, drama serials, girls stuff and all.. pranked at someone. ahhaahahs! lol.. then went home.. felt cher's boobs went we hugged.. OMG! mine feel so flat.. hahahahs! lol!! toked all the way home and thinking of meeting up these few days and wear nice nice.. hahahahahas! LOL! okies.. reached home and slacked all the way..

yeah!! shenn is back to Singapore today! missed her lots!! gonna go crazy when i see her next time. hahahahas!! nehneh has been busy these few days and shawn is kind of MIA.. bored, bored bored.. SORRY SHAWN!! =((

2008-12-26T14:13:00.003+08:00

hohohohohoho.. it was so happening these few days.. i am happie.. hahahahas! lol! superb!

21st: went to 2G chalet. OMG!! hahahas!! so happie meeting up with all those peeps!! first was engtuan dajie, then pohgek, then VALERIE and wanfen, then qianying and the others.. hahahahas! happening.. went to KBox to sing for 5hours with val and wanfen, then went to fetch wanfen's bf.. hahahas! went back and makan.. here comes crazy eugene.. SUPER MAD AND FUNNY.. hahahahs! cant stop laughing.. then the whole room was filled with peeps.. garrick and the guys kept taopok and rape eugene. hahahahas! lol.. funny, happie.. then after all the chaos, the major clique went to play pool, leaving val and i, watching madagascar 2 , toking and camwhoring. hahaahs! VAL IS MAD TOTALLY MAD BOUT KOREA AND JAP! hahahs! lol!! samasama.. hahahas! then everyone came back, played internet, toked, gambled and eventually, 22 people squeezed and slept in one small room.. hahahs, didn have my chance to sleep so, was awake the entire 24hours..

22nd: hahahas! had mac, then went off with val, slept on the train tgt, all the way back to tiong.. went to ahma's for a while to makan tangyuan, then went to shing's to halp her collect stuff.. hahahas! after that, reached downtown east again.. hahahas! settled down with the rest and then went to collect my belongings from 2G'sroom.. hahahs! start the fire and all.. with all the food and drinks.. hahahahs! cooked super nice mushroom, chickenwings (i agree that those yq cooked are nicer. lol), prawns.. and wanzi juz kept adding honey to everything that we bbqued! hahahahas! from evening to nite, we then go rent bicycles for nite cycling.. hahahas! lol. at the chalet room, we watched "wild child" super nice show but a bit spoilt at the end. then drank breezer and played daidi.. walter is so mad bout daidi cos he juz learned it.. hahahas.. then off to nite cycling!!! wow! the nite cycling was like.. wooooo!!! is so expedition like, rules, stopping point so that everyone stays close and all.. haahahas! for once, the class was united and the boys were gentlemen!! hahahahahahaas!! lol!!! the nite-cycling was so shiok, the slope was cool.. eventhough i didn follow the pros, but it was cool! hahahas! THANKS SHING FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!! =)) when we finally reached the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL, looked rlly eerie.. hahahahss! then we went to changi village for rest and some camwhoring.. hahahahs! then we cycled all the way back, was super tired with all the upslope, then winnie's bike gt puncture, so everyone reached the chalet rlly super tired.. showers and breakfast from mac.. hahahas! played bridge, daidi win some rlly small money and very fasy, everyone slept.. hahahas! to those whose sleep are disturbed by me, i am soo sorry cos i snored too loud!! hahahs! first rest from 48hours! hahahs! sorry peeps.. will not insuly snoring now. hahahahahahahas!

23rd: went to pass pg her volleyball and sent darling regina off from the chalet. went back to sleep, hahahas! then off to returning the bike and everyone left except for shing, wanzi, winnie, bernie, elysia, zm and i. then ABI CAME!! hahahahs! went to arcade then to ESCAPE THEMEPARK!! hahahas! funny eh.. first went to the mini train rollercoaster, shing and i laughed throughout the ride.. then went to the haunted house.. HAHAHAHAS!! SCARY AND FUNNY!! scary cos of the haunted house itself but funny afterwards.. i was the one standing infront, then everyone grabbed me, screamed and all.. then shing, once she saw the exit, she ran dashed out immediately, followed by wanzi.. winnie was left behind being chased after by a ghost. poor thing. we then sat outside of the exit, laughing like mad bout our detriment. hahahahs! then was viking.. sat with winni and shing in the middle, looking at abi and bernie on the top opposite side.. abi's reaction was super funny.. ahahahas! winnie was scare, helped her.. hahahas! then went to the ferris wheel, then rest at BK.. lol.. hahahs! played some carnival games and all, then went to help abi and bernie to queue up for wild wild west.. hahahas! when their turn came, they both pose for the camera.. then the last slide came, both of them screamed so loudly, abi started screaming even before the downslope.. hahahahs! cools!! then keep riding the train rollercoaster.. hahahhas! funny funny funny! screamed our heads off and all!! OMG!! went home after that! ahahahahas! tired!!

OMG!! cant believe, this is the most happening class chalet that i ever been. soo happening! hahahahahas!! love it!! the playing, the adventure and the people who make this chalet successful.. hahahas! gonna rmb it man!! 08S02 rawks!! hahahahas! okies.. cant wait for the next class chalet.. wad i can say is, thanks a million to bernie, shing, best organisers if the chalet, and everyone who turned up in the chalet to make it cool, successful and happening!! hahahahs!! happie holidays!! =)))

2008-12-18T23:35:00.003+08:00

hohoho!! the first book to the vampire saga.. TWILIGHT!!!!

hahahas! our seat number.. nice place.. lol..

hahahs~ the cover for the soundtrack of TWILGHT. there is a given poster inside!! hahahas! (winnie dun get jealous!! hahahahas!! =))

HOHOHO!! finally the day to the premiere of TWILIGHT!!

wke up early to go get the tickets at jp for the 1:30pm show.. lucky winnie asked me to buy earlier if not sold out. hahahahas! auntie instinct.. lol.. saw wanrong at jp too.. so walked for a while then went to meet winnie for lunch at a ramen shop.. hahahahas! then she become sooooo excited cos of twilight. hahahahas! okies.. shing came.. and saw zhaomian and his frens, catching the same show as us.. ooooo.. hahahahahas! TWILIGHT PHENOMENON! lol. the movie was ok la.. um, not to the extreme of WOW, but it was ok at least. hahahas! EDWARD is hot. hahahas! alice and jasper are cute! lol.. okies.. before the movie started, winnie was like hyperventilating, overly excited.. hahahahas! after the movie, went to explore the NEW jp. hahahas! lots of changes.. saw lots of peeps.. after shing and winnie left, i went to look for the twilight soundtrack.. hohoho.. DECODE(by Paramore), LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST(by Linkin Park) are nice.. hahahahas! still dreamy bout edward. hahahas.. lol.. while i was walking round JP, i saw my best camper! JIAJUN DIDI! hahahas! he was with his funny bunch of frens who are funny. ahahahahas! okies.. toked a lot, JIAJUN! I AM SO PROUD OF YA and YA RESULTS!! CONTINUE TO JIAYOU!! GONNA TREAT YA A MEAL SOON!! hohoho! his frens are super funny and all.. yupps.. miss line 2 all of the sudden.. cos i saw lots of JJ peeps at JP today.. lol. hahahahs!

yay! cant wait for 2G chalet and 08S02 chalet! hohoho!! gonna be super fun!! hahahahas! lol..

TO REGINA: JIAYOUS FOR YA JC BAND FEST ON SUNDAY!!!

TO SHENN: PYA! GONNA MISS YA LIKE MAD!! DUN FIGHT WITH THE BULL!!

TO EVERYONE: HAHAHAS! HAVE FUN DURING THIS FESTIVE SEASON! HAPPIE HOLS!!

(*ps: if you are bored and doing nth at home, feel free to sms me if ya need entertainment. i will be there to entertain ya no matter where am i.. =)) )

2008-12-17T20:35:00.003+08:00

hahahs! kind of dead these few days.. lol..

12th: happy happy.. went out with qian and cher.. they wanted all to wear dress.. so i spent the whole morning thinking of wad to wear.. thanks sis for helping.. hahahas! nehneh.. i was once so feminine.. =P ate cafe cartel and then went shopping around.. LOL!! FINALLY BOUGHT MY NICE brazilian praia. hahahs! though it doesnt have the colour combi that i want but it is quite nice. hehehehe!
then went to mum's office with sis. hahahahahas! didn eat after cartel.. lol.. then dad brought us to swensens to celebrate mum's bday. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MUMMIE!! =)) lol. gave her a mp3 with all the songs she liked inside already.. hope she likes it..

weekends are boring.. spent my whole day at the comic shop and read and read and read.. spent lots of money on manga.. nehneh.. hahahas! then brought the family to eat KOREAN BBQ!! i am missing korea good food except kimchi.. lol.. ahahahas! i think the bbq was nt bad.. might go back again.. hahahas!! LOL!

15th: supposed to meet qian at 10am.. but i woke up at 10am instead. hahaahas! lucky qian was late too. LOL!! hahahas! chiong down to queenstown, the library that forces one to mug.. shared table with one strange guy with all the math there.. driving me mad.. MUGGED FROM 11am to 5pm.. for once! omg!! finally finished all the chem work including memorising. hahahahas! yays! went to ahma's and overnite.

16th: went home from ahma's but went to the comic shop from 2 to 6.. haiz.. i am a sinner.. lol.. slacked the whole day for rewarding myself from mugging the whole of ytd. hahahas!

today: went jogging.. hahahaahs! need stamina boost le ar!! hahahaahs! didn really eat anything for the whole day except for 750ml of sunkist and 3/4 bread.. hahahas! hehheh..

shenn is going to spain for the next 10 days and i am gonna super miss her.. hahahas! christmas with no shenn.. =( nnp.. hahahahahahas! might be sending her off tml.. hahahahas!! GONNA MISS YA BABE!! lol! dun fight with the bulls there!! =))

yay! gonna have so many meet-ups with peeps.. 2G chalet crashed with 08S02 chalet. lucky both happen on the same place. hahahahaahahas!! LOL!! gonna hug ppl like mad once i see them. cant wait to watch twilight with winnie and shing tml! woohoo!! THIS IS LIFE!!

2008-12-11T01:06:00.003+08:00

hahahahas!! BORED BORED BORED!!!

after the korea trip, went to malacca for 3 days.. bored.. nth to do, nth to shop.. hahahahs! i am missing korea!! the food and the weather.. missing all my frens who are all so busy.. maybe i shall start making myself busy. hahahas!!

today: went to lunch with sis.. then grocery shopping, then a trip to the comic shop where i spent 50 plus on 10 comics.. hahahas!! lol!! nth to read so starting on naruto and skip-beat.. hahahas!! watched CHUAN WEN ZHONG DE QI GONG ZHU. lol.. i am so in to korea now! hahahas!! dinner then xiao niang re.. then shawn keep calling and conferenced with wanrong and later with leon while watching 1Night 2Days. ahahas! SORRY PEEPS FOR THE LOUD LAUGHING.. THATS WHAT I AM!! hahahaha!!

BORED BORED BORED!! realised that i am wasting my time leisurely and not using it meaningfully.. I SHALL START OPERATION MUGGING TIL THIS WEEK!! HHAHAHAAHAHAHS!!! =) YIXUAN = MUGGER (for 3 days trial) hope to meet up with everyone soon!! class outing, OG outing, korea outing.. hahahahahs!!

2008-12-04T21:08:00.004+08:00

the midnight kakis.. have super fun with ya all!! =))

HAHAHHAHAHAS!! I AM BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!

lol.. THE KOREA TRIP WAS SUPERB!! made frens especially my roommates and midnight kakis: shenn, nic, shawn, yiqian, cherie, huilin, clement, wanrong and I!! ahahahas!! they are fun peeps that i could miss!! setting off for korea.. frens came to send off shenn, nic and shawn.. hahahas!! then a surprise.. SHING AND WINNIE CAME TO SEND ME OFF!! OMG!! THANK YOU DARLINGS!! LOVE YA ALL!

day1: reached korea and the cool weather was nice.. there is vapour when we laugh.. hahahhas!! lol.. went to check-in in dreamtel, the place where we stayed.. then went to myeong-dong for shopping and lunch.. hahahahahs!! bought stuffs in the first day already!! went for dinner and headed back home to our rooms.. it was cosy and all with all the bunkbeds.. hahahahs!! played daidi with grapes as stakes at 308.. finally slept for more than 30h.. hahahahs!

day2: woke up.. had breakfast, then slept on the bus trip to suwon museum.. learnt calligraphy and history.. went ahpujeong for dinner.. LOL!! ate some nice chicken bbq and ended up late.. got grounded by the teacher by not having shopping for the next day.. went out of the hotel with peeps and was discovered by our guide.. double grounded!

day3: we set out to hanyong foreign language high school.. hahahahs!! learnt korean and interacted with the korean students there.. i am superly impressed by their way of studying.. makes me feel guilty.. nehneh... the integrated humanities group reached.. saw abigail and lots of other peeps.. hahhahas!we staying in the same hostel and havoc.. hahahs!

day4: went to the geongbok palace.. the weather was quite harsh that everyone is freezing and hugged together. hahahs!! shenn started giving a string of "nice" words.. hahahas!! then went to the BK DongYang Plastic Surgery Clinic. ahahahs!! learned bout the plastic surgery process. then went to LOTTE DEPARMENTAL STORE.. YEAHH!! SHOPPING WITH AMPLE TIME!! HOHOHO!! bought lots of stuff like LEVI'S SOES AND SOUVENIR! went to takeaway and party outside our rooms.. hahahas! super fun day.. almost everyone bought a pair of shoes.. hahahas!!

day5: went to the national museum of korea, learnt bout the history of korea from long time ago.. then went to have a lesson on traditional korea food culture.. hahahas! nice food.. especially the mushroom-beef stew.. hahahs! went DONGDAEMUN! hahahs! nice place.. went there shopping for souvenir, clothes, wallet and hats.. hahahahahas!! LOL.. BARGAINING! hahahas!! everyone has shouhuo. hahahs! went to e-mart for dinner, then went for shopping.. bought boxes of chocolates and very nice hoodie.. hahahahs!! really had lots shouhuo!!

day6:went to hanbok museum, then to national folk museum of korea. then to KBS.. saw some stars there and look at the filming of live tv programmes. aahahahs!! went back to the hostel and started partying..

day7: went to DMZ and JSA.. did lots of physical stuff.. i had stepped to NORTH KOREA!! hahahs11 it was really solemn there and learned bout all the stuffs bout the strain between both koreas. went to iteawon for some shopping and dinner.. hahahahs!! went back to the hostel doing all the last minute packing and stuffs.. LOL! slept pretty early. hahahas!

day8: LAST DAY!! =(( dun really feel like coming back to singapore though. hahahas!! huilin bombed nic in the face on the morning.. hahahs!! went to myeong-dong again for last minute shopping.. bought a nike duffel bag, tights, leg-warmers, accessories and skin-care products.. everyone has a share of prezzies now! hahahs!! went to eat the chicken ghalbi for the last time then went to the hostel for the packing and set off to the airport.. hahahahs!! checked-in and lucky my luggage was not overweight like i am.. hahhahas! the flight home was ok.. didn rest well.. reached singapore and welcomed by mum and dad.. shenn was happie cos anges, damien and jacky came to welcome her home.. hahahs!

today: watched anime and all, packed the presents and ent to ahma's.. played with my cousins and toked to them bout korea. hahahhas! I LOVE KOREA!!

lol! really gonna miss the korea trip by lots!! hahahahs!! everyone there.. esp the midnight kakis.. hahahahs!! special thanks and love to shenn, nic, shawn, yiqian, huilin, cherie, wanrong, clement, shunjie and all.. hahahas! it was a memorable trip that i had! =)) the cold was nth with them all.. i am gonna miss the weather, the korean bbq, shopping and the times there.. =))

replies:

winnie: jacob is strong as a werewolf. emmett is strong as a vampire..

luyao: go tanning tgt ks??

qian: DARLING! I AM BACK!! =))

2008-11-24T23:06:00.005+08:00

this is the set of bookmarks that i bought.. hohoho!! HITMAN REBORN!! =)) (L to R: hibari, lambo, mukuro, yamamoto, tsuna, gokudera.. too bad there is no sasagawa ryohei)

SUPER CUTE! cos the younger brother as lambo is soooo cute!! hahas! so alike!! hehehs!! the brother was cosplaying 10 years later lambo.. hohoho!! i wanna cosplay!! JAPAN~~

lol.. hahahas!! I MISS EVERYONE!!

tuesday: went to the job interview for otaku house. hahahs!! i dun think i get the job.. lol.. went to mug for a while at delifrance then went to mum's office to help her.. LOL!!

wed: went to school for the math retest.. ahahas.. it was ok.. then i went home.. sian.. bored.. yupps..

thurs: woke up.. went for swimming and tanning.. YEAH!! I AM TANNED!! hohohos!! went home start on manga with yiqing.. HITMAN REBORN RAWKS!! HOHOHO!! THE PLOT WAS SUPERB!! esp the fighting scene.. =)) watched amazing race asia.. the ending was ok la..

friday: met up with qian.. mugged with her at singapore poly.. lol.. hahahs!! kimyong and his frens are super funny la.. hahahs!! i laughed the whole day.. watched "night at the museum" using kimyong's laptop.. at least i finished one more tutorial.. HOHOHO!! went to grandma's.. played with zhengjie.. borrowed aunt's luggage.. lol.. hahahahs!!! went home and slept..

saturday: went to grandma's again.. gonna miss her cooking when i am at seoul.. hahahas!! went shopping with aunt and zhengjie.. saw the ANIME FEST 2008!! hohoho!! didn go cos aunt not a fan of anime.. hahahas!!

sunday: went out in the mornin with mum, dad, and qing for breakfast and pray for safety.. hahahs!! I WENT TO THE ANIME FEST!! HOHOHO!!! SUPER FUN!! BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFF!! PPL COSPLAYING!! OMG!! went to work after that, then went to chinatown to change money.. met nic, shawn and shawn's cousin at vivo.. after vivo, went to nic's to watch some saw and deuce bigalow2.. hahahs!

today: slept til nic called.. went to meet him and changed his money to won.. shopped around chinatown for toiletries.. ate super nice chicken noodles.. hahas!! then went to vivo AGAIN.. hahahs!! FINALLY FINISHED BUYING ALL MY STUFF!! HOHOHO!!

replies:

winnie: i dun need to be as strong as jacob and edward to push peishing.

shing: hohoho! i miss ya darling.. keep good care of the new phone.. maybe ur phone will prefer me as a owner.. ahahahs!

yongqiang: thanks a lot!! you take care too k!! =) dun worry too much for me!! hahas!!

qian: hey darling! you take care ya!! sorry that i didn have time to meet ya and cher!! will meet up SOON!! =)

wanzi: linked! =))

hahahs!! I AM LYING TO KOREA IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS!! I AM GONNA MISS EVERYONE!! I PROMISE THAT I WILL BUY KIMCHI FOR EVERYONE!! HAHAHAAHS!! HOPE TO SEEYA ALL REALLY REALLY REALLY SOON!!! especially to 08S02 and gessband sec4s'07 and qian and cher..hahhahas!! MISS YA ALL LOADS!! =))

2008-11-17T17:45:00.004+08:00

hohohos.. i feel much more better to myself now.. lol..

yesterday mum went to johor with aunt. then came back with loads of stuff.. half of them for miie though.. hahahs!! nice jeans and blouses.. THANKS MUM!! LOVE YA LOADS!! went to dinner with dad and mum at vivo.. ate japanese bbq.. super nice food and drank mocha with this super nice sugar tray? hahahas!!

hahahs! mum went mad shopping clothes with miie at WINTERTIME.. almost bought the blouse that i am fond of at PULL and BEAR.. lol.. went home super tired.. slept straight away.. hahahs!

TAOYAN CAME TO MY HOUSE TODAY!! woke up uber early to meet taoyan who came to my house and study.. LOL!! I AM FINALLY STUDYING!! hahahas!! lol.. did chem.. cooked pasta for taoyan and myself! hahahs! lol!! i think it was not bad! hahahs!! then the cosplay shop called me doen for an interview! yay! dream job at the moment.. hahahas! did more chem.. hahahas!! quite proud of myself!! TAOYAN COMING OVER TML AGAIN!! yippees!! =))

ahahahs!! toked to cher a bit.. missed her loads!! cant wait watching lots of movies!! hahahahs!! lol! i am happie with the life i am having now except for some stuffs.. not bout me but something else. hahahs!! great that shing finally bought a new phone.. W980 eh!! =(( not fair!! hahahs! gonna steal it from her!! LOL! okies.. gotta go mug for the math re-exam.. =( am pretty bored.. books and manga all done reading.. LOL!!

recommendations and invitations to tonning !! hahahahs!! =)) cant wait for boring days to end.. miss ppl loads!! =))

2008-11-16T14:55:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY FRENS!!
I AM BORED!! HAHAHAHAS!!

slacking like mad.. wad to do.. i am in a mess; mentally, emotionally, physically and all!! hahahahas!! =))

2008-11-16T11:17:00.003+08:00

hahahs!! long time no post le.. lol.. have been slacking these few days ar.. went to school on thurs, slacked on friday at ahma's.. hahahs!!

saturday was cool lor.. like wad shenn said:AWESOME! hahas! went for the kores briefing.. grouped with shenn, shawn, nic and yiqian. bunking with the gals too.. hahahs! cant wait to go there ar!! hahas!! after the briefing, went to queensway shopping centre to buy nice stuff and ate katong laksa! hahahas!! then chased for bus with shawn's dropping pants.. super embarassing but funny.. saw AJ PAE mates.. hohohoh!! went vivo city in search of WINTERTIME.. but didn find it until 2 hours later.. lol. went to try suoer nice clothes which i am so tempted to buy them all.. ahhh!! hahahs!! after buying some winter stuff, went to nic's place.. nic cooked pasta which kept shenn from shouting and all.. ate KFC. watched MAMAMIA and WHAT HAPPENS IN LAS VEGAS.. lol.. super funny shows! especially MAMAMIA! scenes rawks!! hahahas!! cabbed home and slept immediately. SHENN GOES MAD WHEN THERE IS NO FOOD!!

today was..... woke up early.. had a bad morning.. haiz.. find myself a unfilial daughter.. kept making my mum so upset and all.. i think i really need to accompany her more, help her more and all so that she dun feel so stressed and upset as this period of time is crazy for her though.. haiz.. i think i am a disappointment to my parents.. stupid and uncaring.. spend more time with family.. =((

2008-11-11T23:49:00.003+08:00

lalalala.. laptoplaptoplaptop, slackslackslack everyday.. wake up late everyday.. becoming pig.. my room oso becoming pig sty.. hhahs!! finally cleaned up the mess and all revert back to good old days.. hahahahahs!! finally went out of the house to JP to restock stationery. had takeaway food.. =(( no one to cook at home.. finally finished watching ZHONG JI YI JIA.. hahahhas!! was super funny and touching.. lol.. so i guess from tml onwards, i will start to be busy i guess.. working, studying and preparing for next year's stuff.. hahahahas!! this is a gonna be a tough holiday!! hope i can cope with.. hehehehes!! had fun going out with all my sec sch cliques... miss KBoxing.. hahahahs!! LOL!! only can sing at home.. hahahahahahs!! going to korea soon.. a bit excited.. hahahas!! LOL!! wad can i say.. um.. bad news!! TEILIGHT IS ONLY OUT IN 18TH DEC!! hahahas!! gonna be on a special date.. hahahahahahas!! lol!!! had to come out with a revision timeplan and all so that i can manage my time well.. hahahahahs.. lol..

hope everything will have a good ending though.. hahahas!!

reminescing the past, taking opportunity of the present, hoping for the future.. hahahas!! 每一天笑一笑，生活会更好!! =))

2008-11-09T13:44:00.003+08:00

hahahahhs!! wad i can say is that this week is a happie one.. hahahs!!

thursday went school to meet shing and winnie and passed them the book.. then went back home for some serious slacking!! hahahs!!

friday was cool and the hapiest day of my life.. woke up late and went for the leaders' meeting.. went home.. and lots of surprise!! lol.. went to the flyer and had a early dinner. lol!! the flyer was super cool!! juz two peeps!! LOL! um.. the scenery was breathtaking and all!! lol

saturday.. went to ahma's then cut hair.. added a strand of purple extention. hahhas.. met up with qian and shermin.. lots of fun tokin and all.. went to NYNY!! look for jobs, clothes and all.. ate at marina kopitiam and saw bernie with her frens.. then we went chatting at the stairs facing esplanade toking bout school life and all.. hahahhs!! LOL.. then we splitted up and went home! hahahs!!
woke up and 3am cos of acute chest pain. cant slp thru the nite til 5am.. =(( painful and all.. no one to sayang me.. HaHAHAHAHAS! i sayang myself!! =)) hahahas!! lol!!

looking for jobs and all.. lots of things to mug.. wasted this week on playing!! lol.. but i am happie and all.. cant wait for the korea trip with nic, shenn and shawn!! =)) hahahas!!

2008-11-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

ohohohohohho!! had fun today even though i am super tired..

woke up.. spend time dolling up.. hahahas!! went to meet wanzi, shing and winnie for a shopping date.. lol.. first to reach.. hahahahah!! went to bugis when we had our lunch and shopped for a while.. went to bugis street for a while then went to topshop where everyone tried clothes.. went to fox where shing tried super nice beachwear and winnie changed her style.. hahahahs!! super nice! went to billabong.. SHING AND WANZI TRIED BIKINIS!! hahahaahs!! they looked good though.. hahah!! went to try more clothes.. went to bugis street again. tried more clothes of which i dun fit in.. lol.. =(( hahhahas!! then saw a SUPER NICE AND COLOURFUL BAG WHICH I FALL FOR!! bought it instantly!! hahahahs! super happie cos i am first to buy some stuff.. then shing and winnie bought their clothes, tanktops.. lol.. went to drink starbucks treated by winnie who was latest.. hahhaahs!! caramel rocks!! went to wisma.. shing and winnie bought more clothes.. hahahahs.. wanzi went to meet her mum then we went to food republic and makan.. took some shots.. hahahahs!! super funny when winnie said that the ice-kacang looked like an erected penis.. hahahas!! OMG!! lots of jokes suddenly came out!! hahahahs!! when winnie laughed at shing who said out "kuku-jiao" so nonchantly.. LOL!! hahahas!! went home.. took pics.. and toked on the train like siao.. hahahs!! when reached je, forgotten to pass shing ECLIPSE while i almost threw my new bag out.. hahahahahs!! reached home.. super tired!! lots of money spent! NEED TO GO WORK!!

hahahas!! love today!! cos i had lots of fun.. especially when trying clothes, and when innie and shing changed their style.. funny while we joked!! hahahahas!! best day ever!! i am glad that i spent the day fully and filled it with memories!! =)

2008-11-05T03:19:00.003+08:00

hahahahs!! yay!! dunno why i am super happie today cos someone juz made my day!! hahahs!!

I&R is finally over!! woke up 11plus.. went to print I&Rs. went to school and met the class and finally finished PW!! YIPPEE!! hohohos!!ABIGAIL PUT ON BRACES AND SHE SOUNDED DIFFERENT AND LOOKED DIFFERENT TOO!! the pics werent up, but soon.. =) take care gurl!! hahahs!! was happie went i was told that nic was promoted! hahas!! happie for him!! hhahahahas!! happie that PW is over.. happie that holidays are here!!

after school, went to JP with amanda, yuting and zhaomian.. hahahhas!! ate pizza hut and watched high school musical.. SUPER NICE!! hahahahs!! i liked the ending and the songs throughout the movie!! hohoho!! went to meet taoyan and changed books.. lol.. accompanied her home and toked on the way.. then went home.. bathed, played.. hahahahs..

no words but bliss can express my feelings for the day!! LOVED IT TOTALLY!!
I AM HAPPY, CONTENTED

2008-11-03T20:48:00.005+08:00

hahahahahas! YAY!! OP IS FINALLY OVER!! i am only left with I&R which i might not be editing for the 4th time.. hahahahahas.. took back my promo results.. I AM PROMOTED!! i am so glad that at least my math was a S.. hahahas.. lol.. others was quite ok.. somehow disappointed by chinese.. but 'A' levels will be better.. hahahahas.. seriously cant wait for tml 1.15pm to arrive so that PW IS FINALLY OVER!! hahahahs!!

OP was ok.. hahahas.. talked too fast i guess.. shing's group has the best video that i ever watched!! it was the best and funniest.. HAHAHHAAHAHAHS!! after all the OP and collecting promo results, shing, winnie, wanzi, bernie, elysia, steven,zhepeng, huimui and i went to have kunch at west mall KFC.. huimui left after tha while the others proceeded to CSC to play bowling.. hahahahhas!! was the best bowling i ever played.. me, winnie and wanzi lost to shing, bernie and zhepeng.. so we treated them one more game.. there are reshuffles.. so is wanzi, bernie and i vs. zhepeng, winnie and shing.. HOHOHO!! that was the best game ever.. everyone in my group strikes and spared at least once.. cool eh!! and obviously we won!! hahahs.. when winnie was throwing the ball, the ball flew backwards!! hahahas!! okies.. after bowling, we went to west mall and kaikai for a while.. waited bus with shing, winnie and wanzi.. winnie left on 176, i cant wait for 157 so left in a cab. hahahhas..

today was one of the funniest and happy days in this year!! omg!! wished that there were more class outing!! hahahahahs!! thanks to those who attended the outing today.. hahahahs!! =) LOVE IT TO THE BLOODY MAX!!
cant wait for twilight to be out!! hahahahs!! =)
cant wait to go out with every single one i love!! =)
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE HAVING OP FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!! HOPE EVERYONE GETS PROMOTED!!! =)

2008-11-02T23:22:00.001+08:00

yppypp

2008-11-02T19:02:00.003+08:00

hahahahs!! cant wait for tml!! once OP is over, can go bowling with the class!! yays!! =)

hahahahs.. maybe i should be more optimistic, so that i will not be a bother or a topic of gossip anymore... hahahahs,, i shall STOP EMOING!! if anyone sees me emoing, slap me hard!! =)

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE HAVING OP THIS WEEK!! HOLIDAYS IS FINALLY KICKING YOUR BUTT!! =)

2008-11-01T23:01:00.003+08:00

okies.. hahahahahahs!! um.. CHINESE 'A' LEVELS FINALLY ENDED!!! hohoho... =)

umm.. after the exam, i was supposedly to feel happy.. thinking that i will be meeting qian after exam.. buts.. there is a leaders meeting at 1pm.. took some pics with the class.. really wanted to go have lunch with the class.. but there was not enough time.. and i was in a dilemma.. so, in the end i didn go lunch with the class.. they all left without noticing me not leaving with me.. luckily, taoyan acompanied me for lunch.. THANK YOU TAOYAN!! for once i didn know i was that hated in my class.. hahahahs.. almost everyone didn know my existance.. my good frens whom i trusted, just left me.. yes, i am not a good fren myself either.. thats why ppl doesnt want to be my fren anymore.. went to wait at the netball court for my turn for the interview.. played some games in clan levels.. then went to slacked with huiyan and nic at the canteen.. played nic's psp, watched some movies which turned shawn on.. hahahahs.. finally the interview was over.. hahahas.. waited for 5 hours juz for one question.. hehehes.. went to collect shawn's hp which he left in KFC with nic, damien.. then home..

hahahahs.. friday was ok.. HAPPIE HALLOWEEN!! =) went to school to do pw with my group.. somehow perfected our slides.. went to do our video.. hahahahas.. we broadcasted in JJ SPORTSNEWS.. hhahaahahahahs.. candice, yuting and i were the newscasters.. had lots of NG cos we ended up laughing in the videos.. went to interviewed some peeps.. THANKS AMANDA AND LOH YEE FOR HELPING OUT!! =) hahahas.. did the videos. then left school, went to meet taoyan to pass her TWILIGHT.. went shopping for food.. went home, cooked, and fell asleep.. hahahas

i hope wad yongqiang said was true that no one is inexistance.. i dunno who to confide to these few days cos i am like lost my good frens all of the sudden.. is this all my fault that makes ppl who are close to me last time distant from me now?? am i really a bad person, bad fren, someone who is difficult to reach, someone that thinks that the whole world revolves around me?? i really, and sincerely hoped that everyone can just point out my mistake so that i can change for the better.. i really hope that i could turn back time when everyone is happy and enjoy each other's company. i really dun want to be left out.. i really want to be a good fren that everyone accepts.. i really hoped that..

2008-10-29T09:23:00.003+08:00

hahahas.. i am now blogging in school.. during math lessons.. hahahahs..

lol.. ytd, lessons, then stayed in school to makan and study for a while.. lol.. went home alone, bought manga and rented some. reached home, ate dinner with dad, then did OP ppt. hahhaahs.. lol.. watched tv. lol..
toked with dad then with mum, alone.. hahahhas.. lol.. like so long didn tok to them le even though it is a bit naggy.. hahahahs.. i am ok de la.. hehehehs..

now.. hahahs. slackinh in school an shing looking at the post while i typr.. hahahahs.. LOL.. gtg.. tml is 'A' level Chinese paper.. hahahahs.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL TOSE TAKIN THE PAPER TML!! =)

2008-10-28T02:09:00.003+08:00

maybe i am that dispensable in the lives of all the people i know.. that wad i can say.. maybe i will always be better if i am not in this world.. actually whether i am in this world or not, it does not really makes a difference.. cos i am just a nothing in peoples' lives.. maybe everyone will be better off if they dun know me at all.. cos i am such a bitch..

2008-10-28T01:39:00.003+08:00

didn go school these few days.. not feeling well.. i guess.. the entire week was a disaster..

tues: had inter-class netball.. i did a bad job.. i think the class won cos of the good players in the team and the superb supporters.. went for sakae with shenn, nic, jacky, anges amd jiaxin. met yongqiang, walter, zhepeng, bernie and elysia.. slacked around at JW library.. hahahas... went home..

wed: another normal day.. went to eat KFC with winnie, hahahahs.. then met taoyan.. came to my house and play.. watched RAISING HELEN, then sent taoyan home.

thurs: the day that i realised that i always emoed. was listening to my MP3 for the entire day.. toked to shenn a while before going to bio tutorial.. watched a mute show.. went home alone.. did the stuff that i have been doing or the past few weeks.. read books, watch anime, play com..
had a super long heart-to-heart talk with shawn.. um... not feeling well..

fri: didn go school cos of fever again, missed lots of stuff i guessed.. laoshi called me, i slacked at home..

sat: went to ahma's and had a great lunch.. went shopping with aunt and mum for winter wear.. home..

sun: slacked at home.. watched tv, FINALY PACKED MY ROOM AFTER PROMOS.. bought more manga..

mon: slacked, read manga, watched anime, went JP for a while.. did I&R.. thats all..

um.. all i can say that from the talk with shawn, i realised that how i have been this entire period of time.. do i really think and act as if the world revolved around me? the way shawn talked, or scolded or wake me up was like i have been a selfish, sucky BITCH.. i really now think so.. am i really that hard to reach?? thats why all my frens has stopped toking to me?? i think i really am.. now i realised that for these period of time, i am acting as a bitch.. now, my frens ignoring me is a way of karma, retribution.. so maybe the world will be better if i didn exist..

I AM A SELFISH, SUCKY, BITCH!!

2008-10-19T22:48:00.003+08:00

hahahahahahas.. tired.. that's wad i can say...

came back from leaders' develpment camp. hahahahs.. naped a while.. now blogging.. cant rlly do anything cos i left the school stuff in school.. LOL..

FRIDAY (DAY1): was happie during lessons cos i gt along well the others.. hahahahas.. went for camp with a reluctant heart when i was tying water bombs at the netball court.. hahahahs.. tying water bomb was fun... LOL.. mass danced with bernadette.. sorry girl if i didn dance well or sth.. hahahahs!! ate dinner with my tribemates whom i dun know well except jacky.. the dinner was.. hahahahahas.. we ate with our hands tied to each other, difficult but quite funny lor..hahahas.. didn really toked much cos i didn really know the others well.. i envied others like shawn, nic or shenn whose group has ppl they know.. haiz.. haunted house wasnt scary at all.. hahahahahs.. I WAS LAUGHING EH!! LOL.. get too know m tribemates better... went to bathe with luyao.. hahahahs.. slept with huiyan and luyao..

SATURDAY (DAY2): woked up by the councillors to attack the boys with water bombs.. then luyao and i went back wash up when the girls were ambushed... LOL.. did warm up, had breakfast... then MASS DANCE!! hahahahs.. i danced with jacky.. was cool and funny!! THANKS! hahahas.. then WATER GAMES: "TELEPORT" lol.. the ground was super hot.. the game elp to bond TRIBE 1 better. ahahahhaas... then we bid for our lunch.. hahahahahas.. COOL EH!! after kunch was somesort of kinetic warfare.. then the finale was cool.. hahahahas.. danced with nic.. LOL.. then sang and cheered side-by-side with nic, shawn, anges, shenn, jacky and more.. hahahahas.. lol... went to rinse the body and toked with huiqing for a while...
FOAM PARTY!!! OMG!! was super fun!!! all the danceing, cheering, emoing and singing was did inside there!! hahahahahas.. lol.. mass danced with lots of ppl, played foam with lots of ppl, sang songs side-by-side with the same old peeps, rolled the foam with TRIBE1, and loys more.. had supper, then went to bathe with huiqing.. hahahahahs.. was the first time that we rested so early.. 1130pm!! hahahas.. then luyao, shawn and anna came to pei huiqing and me to sleep. hahahahas.. we instantly slept once we closed our eyes..

SUNDAY (DAY3): hahahahas.. everyone woke up super late.. bout 7am!! nice sleep!! hahahahahs!! went to wash up, then packing.. had breakfast, the area cleaning.. jacky who left the previous nite came back!! hahahahahs!! then i washed toilets!! FIRST TIME!! hahahahs!! washed with jacky.. LOL!! hahahahs!! then went to helped the others, talked with my tribe leader.. then went to the hall for some emo session and talk by mr leow and mr ng.. had a funny e-web which was continued with truth-and-truth.. hahahhas!! then, after all the talks, i decided to join to be OGL again.. hahahahas.. LOL!! then break camp.. went to have lunch with shawn and dabao for mum.. hahahahs.. yupps.. thats all for the fun, tired, happy, enjouable camp.. hope i can live up to the expectation as a leader.. hahahahahs

GIVING ALL MY SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO ACCOMPANIED ME THROUGHOUT THE CAMP!!!

TRIBE1: felicia(tribe leader), jamie, jacky, jia en, pearlyn, huihui, charlyn, hafiza, yantze, lohyee, kevin, lizhong, kannan, jiantao, wenjun, kimleong, baifeng and those whom i didn mention..

FAVOURITE PEEPS: shawn, nic, shenn, anges, huiqing, christanto, bernie, abigail, hooikim, zhaomian, luyao, (jocelyn and wanzi who smsed me during camp), huiyan, and lots of other people who i loved!!

THANKS TO ALL OF YA FOR MAKING THE CAMP SUCH A MEMORABLE ONE!! LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MAX!!! WITHOUT ANY OF YA, THE CAMP WONT BE A SUCCESS!! HAHAHAHAS!! LOVE YOU ALL LOADS!!! =))

2008-10-16T20:22:00.003+08:00

hahahas... i dunno wad to say..

wed: cool day!! came to school juz for the class excursion to the peranakan museum. hahahahs.. lessons over, then sat down with zhaomian they all and eating snacks.. then wanzi saw cockroach which scared everyone away.. HAHHAHAHAHAS!! went to the peranakan museum in a stinky bus.. made us feel like vomiting.. hahahahs.. reached the destination and then went in.. took lots of funny pics using winnie's and bernie's camera.. hahahahhas.. took a very nice class photo too.. this time everyone is in the same attire. hahahaahahahs.. UTTERLY FUN AND COOL!!
went back to school.. ate pizza that laoshi treated.. XIEXIE LAOSHI!! went to marina with shing, winnie, bernie, abigail and elysia.. then we ate lots of food at SEOUL GARDEN!! ste non-stop from 630 to 9plus eh!! MAD!! hahhaahhahahahas.. my skirt almost burst.. hahahahahs!! lol!! went home with winnie, shing and elysia.. reached home at 11pm!! did some pw and fell asleep soon!!

thurs: went to school and mt taoyan on the bus.. didn tok much cos i am tired.. hahahahas.. went to school.. emoed at the first period when laoshi showed all the depressing scores.. emoed when wanzi, shing and winnie didn even give a damn bout me.. they juz didn tok to miie and started their own conversation that i cant even join in.. i feel so outcasted now.. when i ask them to fill me in on wad to tok, they juz, "oh, it's nth la", so i continued to isolate myself, blasted my eardrums with songs and cried my eyes out.. geog was boring.. then civics was ok, watch new movies... the others went for OP, so i slacked at the com lab with the other classmates.. when it was our turn, we went to round up peeps that are supposed to go out, and found out yongqiang was playing basketball alone, half-naked.. HAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! OP was sucky, cos i didn rlly prepare cos i was tired the day before.. after OP, went to play netball with huimui, candice, jaclyn, yuting, amanda, zhaomian and yongqiang.. shing and winnie juz went off to the science centre without telling me anything.. played until they comeback, then leave school..
reached home, did some chores and then watched some shows.. went to the sports complex cos someone went to buy some stuff with me. thanks for the bottle and shoebag!! hahahahas! then went to the doctor with sis.. hahahs.. now, ranting on my bloggie!! LOL!!

i dunno wad am i but i am utterly dependent on frens and family.. when someone whom i am actually very close with stops toking to me, i will feel very weird, sad and emo.. thats the feeling.. i dunno why, but all of the sudden, wanzi and i suddenly stopped toking.. i am sorry if i did something wrong to ya.. sorry if i frustrate you.. then i stopped toking to lots of peeps.. SORRY IF I MADE YA ALL ANGRY OR IRRITATED YOU ALL OR FRUSTRATE YOU ALL!! SORRY SORRY!! SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!! I AM AN UTTERLY BAD, USELESS FREN!! hope we can still tok like we were as normal.. hope that i can still be included in the conversations..

great happiness comes with great sorrow..
i had great happiness yesterday and yet i am suffering from great sorrow now.
i wish life would still be the same..

i wished the dreams and lies around me will stay forever..

2008-10-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

me and taoyan after school.. loitering somewhere near her house..
acting stupid. hahahahahahs..
loved this, cos both of us stuck out tongues.. hahahahahs. =)

had school today.. pc, math when i was fallin asleep, civics, chem.. toked to jocelyn during lessons.. LOL..

went to have lunch with winnie when we toked bout why we emoing.. hahahahahs.. was an enjoyable afternoon that i accompanied winnie home and toked for very long.. hahahahahs.. okies.. we promise not to emo any more.. i mean try ba... hahahahahahs.... went back to school and waited for taoyan.. toked to shenn and learned that she's happie.. as long as my frens are happie, then i am happie too.. hahahahahahas.. GOOD FOR YA SHENN!! =)

went to look at taoyan's pc lesson.. hahahahas.. was cool that she managed to climb over the ropes.. hahahahas.. played swing made from the ropes with taoyan, olivia and adeline.. hahahah.. then went home with taoyan while we toked to each other and met taoyan's fren.. ahahahahahs.. went home tgt.. lol.. toked bout stuff these few days.. hahahahahs... then alighted at taoyan's.. went to taoyan's house and loitered as we toked and introduced her songs.. lol!! hahahahahs.. okies.. toked for bout 1 hour then went to comic shop buy comics and old chang kee..

reached home, bathed, watched hitman reborn, then fell asleep til now.. SORRY PEEPS IF I DIDN REPLY YA ALL ON MSN OR SMSES.. i was deeply asleep due to fever again.. haiz.. i think i am prone to it.. hahahahahahs.. dun feel like going to school tml eh.. =( tired.. especially my eyes are killing me.. dropping off... =( feel like sleeping at every instant..

while toking with winnie and taoyan, i realised something.. ahahahhahahahas..

everthing comes with a price.. is this called equivalent trade or everything comes in cycle.. hahahahas.. is like great power comes with great responsibility.. so, great happiness comes with great sorrow.. thats wad i rlly thought of.. it applies quite true to me though.. hahahahas.. these few months ar, i dun rlly have a sip of happiness of sunkist.. cos, it was all a pretense.. trying to make myself happie.. like wad winnie said, if i dun feel like laughing, i will not laugh.. dun force oneself to do something.. but when i want to cry, i will not force myself to stop crying. hahahahas.. i think i am going berserk.. lol

i am not myself, that's wad i can say..

i am not wanted..

i will try attempt suicide..

i am living cos of my family and friends.. cos i cant stand a second w/o them..

i wished that i could really fall into a deep slumber forever and live in a dream that i desired.

~i could have chosen a different path in life~

2008-10-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

hahahahas.. first class photo with everyone in it!! =) nice..
hahhahahahas.. another photo.. =)
lol.. like this loads.. one of the nicest that i agree with..

hahahahs, again, i am blogging in the middle of the night... LOL!

hahahhahas, firstly, like to thank everyone for the concern.. hahas, i am ok la.. hehehehehs.. maybe someone can counsel me though.. hahahahhas!

friday was cool!! hahahahhas.. um... except for the lessons.. chinese lesson, then took class photos.... hohohohohs!! supr cool!! first time when everyone is in the picture.. hahahahah!! =) UTTERLY COOL!! after school, went to JP with shing, winnie, bernie and elysia.. hahahahs.. ate yakitori.. SUPER NICE!! then we started taking lots of pics... hahhahahs. BERNIE!! REMEMBER TO SEND MIIE THE PICS!! HAHAHAHHS!! lol.. went to walk about with bern and elysia, then headed home.. was talking to cher on phone cos she sounded upset.. DARLING!! RMB THAT YOU HAVE ME WITH YA K? I AM BY YOUR SIDE!! =) hahahhahahas.. watched hitman reborn for the rest of the nite.. IT WAS SUPER NICE!!! HAHAHHAS! NEH!! NICE RECOMMENDATION!! =)

saturday was a bit bored. hahahahs.. woke up, went to shenn's to collect my chem file.. THANK YOU SHENN!! =) LOVE YA BABE!! =) yupps.. went to ahma's.. then spend my afternoon eating good food and slacking.. hahahahahs.. AH MA'S COOKING IS THE BEST DELICACY ON EARTH!! hahahahahahahahhas.. dad came, went to Bugis and ate pepper lunch, started humming this tune that i like it a lot... maybe i will find someone to help compose it.. =) hahahhas.. on the way home, dad was speeding like crazy while i am karaoke with sis la.. um.. the speed was like 120kmh to 160kmh eh.. hahahahahhas.. funny.. then watched hitman reborn with sis for the rest of the nite..

sunday was slack.. watched tv, hitman.. OMG!! THAT ANIME IS SUPER NICE!! LIKE IT!! hahahahhahas.. yupps.. ate dinner with mum.. sorry that i didn help out.. did chem and revised for a while.. toked to walter bout miie emoing. hahahahs.. thanks!! then talked to zy and reg bout going out.. TOTALLY UTTERLY MISS THE NAINAI GANG! hahahhas.. gonna go out soon as long as OP is over!! MISS YA LOADS!! =) hahahahs..

yupps.. maybe these few days i am feeling better.. but, i miss ya all.. miss toking to ya all and more.. haiz..

i miss all the good times laughing without any worries..
i miss all the good times that we had together playing..
i miss all the good times that we had doing crazy stuff..
i miss all the good times that we had.... no matter what they are..
totally miss all of it..

i rlly wish that i can fall into a deep slumber, living off in the deep dream that i desired, not waking up forever..

maybe i am the unluckiest girl in the world.. everything that i liked are soooo shortlived.. maybe i shall try to change all those...

~ i have fallen , have you?~

2008-10-09T17:52:00.003+08:00

~could have been forever, but we have reached the end.~

hahahahahs, wed, um..... i had OP, was ok, then went to firefly to study, alone while the others were still having CCA or playing PSP.. hahahahs, finished chem, geog and chinese. hahahahs, waited for shenn, shawn and nic to end their CCA, so i started emoing. ahahahahahhas.... shenn left when her mum came to fetch her.. left me, nic and shawn. then, went home.. was on the bus stop, emoing... not toking, and shawn threatened to kiss me... haiz..... i dun wanna be kissed by a shorter person except for my family.. hahahahahahahs... yupps... reached home, went to the comic shop, then go buy some stuff to make me happy but failed.. started lying on the bed and cry under the sheets til 10 plus, where i continued to cry to sleep... hahahahahs... no dreams were made..........

today... reached school, wanzi didn come and chinese was emo... then went to geog.. apparently, there isnt any lesson, so the whole class went down to play netball.. IT WAS UTTERLY COOL AND FUN!! hahahas.. then, started to feel a bit better from emoing.. went for civics toking bout positive choice.. was smsing wanzi and cher bout my super emo day.. then, i tried to laugh hard when someone performed the skit on the stage.. was super funny.. hahahahahs.. went for bio, toked to jocelyn who tried to cheer me up.. THANKS, LOVE YA BABE! then bio, gp.. was happy that i passed. yupps.. WINNIE AR!! PASS CAN LE LA!! HAHAHAHAHAS!! STAY HAPPIE!! COS TODAY YOUR BOYFREN ALBUM IS OUT!! hahahahahahas!! after school, had lunch, then played street netball with shing, bernie, abigail, winnie, elysia, huimui, steven, yongqiang, walter and zhepeng.. hahahahhahas.. was fun!! lol.. i start to feel better again.. hahahahs.. went to the H3 chem talk, where i decided that i shll not go and concentrate on my H2. hahahahs.. lol!! went home with zhaomian where we toked loads on studies and future. hahahahahs.. now home, did all the things i want to do and stare space.... hahahahahs...

emoemoemoemoemo.. lol... dunno why i had become like that after promos eh.. i rlly need someone to tok to, where i can lean on to cry as loud as i can.. i miss my laughter.. have i been laughing truthfully?? i rlly dunno.. my mind is in a state of confusion as i lost my footing in the murky waters.. thank you cher and wanzi when i emoed to you all just now.. i am not alone=) sorry nic and shawn if i emoed too much ytd...

how i wish that i can sleep forever in a dream that i always wanted..

2008-10-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

lol.. today ended.. finally.. was super tired.. i was very confused though..

i am fickle, i am stupid and i am useless..
i feel very stupid and useless when i cant help my frens.. I AM UTTERLY SORRY.. =( dunno these few days so emo.. maybe still stressed bout promos.. i dunno wad to say honestly.. this is the first time..

the day was over, bored and i was utterly tired.. dozed off during chem and bio.. haiz.. i rlly dunno wad to do.. not paying attention to lessons and not doing tutorials.. haiz.. i am going berserk.. i am going crazy and all. =( I AM GOING TO BREAK DOWN SOONER OR LATER! can anyone tok me out and rite?? pls help miie?? i cant wait for chinese and pw to be over.. HAIZ!!

sad when i reached home, i cant play maple.. haiz.. cant restart downloading.. @#$%^!!

hey! peeps, when are you free?? i rlly need someone to tok to.. i am going berserk.. everyone is leaving me, abandoned me.. i dunno wad to say.. =(

~fallen angel, deeply into the abyss
you broke the promise and made me realize
it was all just a lie~

2008-10-06T23:59:00.004+08:00

some geek specs of mine bought in far east.. hahahahas.. shing looked rlly geeky in it!! hahahahs.. utterly suitable for her..

me in the geek spec.. tried to make myself as stupid.. ahahhahahas.. took this while waiting for chem tutorial in science block toilet.. hahahahahs!! =)
miie and shing at zhaomian's after the skit.. hahahahas, she is "Lella" and i am one of her evil stepsister, again in the geeky look.. hahahahahs.. =) LOL!! the skit is super funny.. i think everyone will just go burst laughing watching the skit!! hahahahahahahhahaha!! =)

~i just got this feeling that everyone is leaving me soon~

hahahahahahs. today was a cool day.. hehehehehs...

reached school, saw shawn waiting for shenn and theh shenn reached with a 7 seater.. LOL.. hahahhaas.. then, went to meet nic at the concourse, saw anges and her board.. SUPER COOL!! then boring lessons and all... no pc lessons today.. :P hahahahs.. went for civics which i keep laughing when i dunno why. hahahahahs. LOL!! okies, then went for chem lesson, happy for those who can pass chem.. =) GOOD JOB GUYS!! =) hahahhas..

lesson over, met nic over at lunch.. I AM SUPER PROUD OF YA CHEM PROMOS!! super improvement.. amyways, there will be moderation, so keep all the fingers crossed!! hahahahs!! then pw all the way til 4 plus.. met shing and wanzi to go to zhaomian's to act a "CINDERELLA" skit which ended up very funny.. i acted as the evil step sisters and was SUPER FUNNY TO SEE SHING BEING BULIED!! hahahahahahs!! okies, i am a bit sadistic.. ahhahahahahs.. but it was rlly funny!! i cant wait for the whole video to be up eh!! hahahahs RMB TO SEND MIIE HOR!! hahahahas!!! okies.. THAT'S THE FUNNIEST PART OF THE DAY!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAS!! =)

went home, bathed, started on the speech cards, hahahahhas which i dunno how to do.. and the OGL thingy is driving me totally crazy.. i dun wanna go liek alone eh.. =( wad's a camp without my good frens being facs with miie?? i know this is the wrong attitude, but it is each other's company that i think makes me endure the camps.. hahahahs i am going berserk!! LOL!! for once i am finally tired, maybe used up all my energy laughing at zhaomian's.. hahahahahhas.. OMG!! super funny.. hahahahhas.. yupps.. then toked with nic bout some stuff at nite.. hahahahas. nth biggie.. LOL.. yupps..

i am sorry if i am a utterly bad, uncaring fren.. I AM UTTERLY SORRY!! sorry sorry.. i am rlly hoping and wishing that everyone i know will not retain k!! I AM KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSSED!! i rlly hope that!! i hope all of us will see each other again in J2!! RLLY!! SINCERELY HOPED THAT!!!

~the smile that you torn me apart,
took my heart, deceived me from the start

showed me dreams, i wished they turn into real

broke the promise and made me realize

it was all just a lie

could have been forever but we had reached the end.

my sparkling angel, my saviour,

all but the most beautiful illusion that i ever seen..~

2008-10-05T23:48:00.001+08:00

ANGELS
this is the song that i have been listening lately while i was watching the trailers for TWILIGHT which i had been recently going crazy about.

ahahahhaas.. going thru of papers.. this few days i cant slp well.. dunno why.. enjoyed the nite at shenn's with nic, shawn, shenn, jacky and anges. hahahas.. after watching money not enuf, jacky and anges went to slp. i started having fever again, and then went to go makan rotiprata with shenn, nic and shawn at 1AM!! hahahahs.. then went back to watch chibi with shenn cos the 2 guys slept after that.. then slept til 11am..
went to meet cher and qian cos shermin psed last minute.. ahahahahahahhaas.. walked around far east and makaned.. i bought a geeky spec.. hahahhahahahahahas.. went to vivo and cher bought one piece of nice one-piece.. hahahahahs.. yupps.. was starting not feeling well cos my stomach is upsetting and i have no appetite.. went home early.. SORRY CHIOBUS THAT I LEFT EARLY.. WILL GO OUT AGAIN NEXT TIME SOON.. =)

hahahahahs.. woke up, not feeling well the next day.. bathed, cos mum forced miie to go school.. when i wanted to go school, i vomitted.. went back to slp in the end and consulted the doctor.. reading eclipse and breaking dawn... was super not hungry and nauseas.. haiz...

went to school, met taoyan.. went to toilet and came out, saw nic.. ahahahahs, apparently juz finished boy's camp.. hahhahahas.. was not feeling well.. tot that i was pregnant.. lucky i have period.. hahahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahas.. the next few days was stupid, did not eat and was feeling super sick..
FINALLY FINISHED BREAKING DAWN!! HAPPY ENDING!! HAPPY EVER AFTER!! hahahahahahahahas.. how i wish i am like Bella too.. hahahhahas.. have my dear Edward and Renesmee beside me.. but shing woke me up to face the reality.. how can there be a perfect guy like Edward to fall in love with a pig like me.. hahahahahhaas.. i must be dreaming too much.. i was totally OBSESSED with this TWILIGHT SAGA!! went to watch the trailer for the upcoming movie.. i think i can watch it countless time eh.. ahahhahahahahahahas.. =) LOL!! hahahahas.. then i came across the song, ANGELS.. the lyrics was super nice and kept listening for countless time...

went to church with my new geeky look.. hahahahas.. was supposed to be a happy thing but kenni made it a bit too serious for miie.. i a bit dun dare to go le la.. despite the frens there.. saw many peeps there.. ahahhahaahahahs.. went for dinner with family, then go shopping lor.. hahahahahs.. went home and finished the comic series that shenn reccommended, THE GENTLEMEN ALLIANCE CROSS.. hahahas, nice ending too.. LOL.. dunno why, sth happened to my laptop.. i went utterly crazy.. lucky sis was here and solved the problem.. ahahhahas..

woke up, eat lunch with better appetite, did some OP ppt slides.. then went to return the rented comics.. rented another series.. hahahahahs.. watched The Island from channel 5. hahahahahs.. was nice though.. went to pack the room and finished chem promo paper.. ahhahahas.. then this is wad i am doing currently...

shawn called miie and toked to miie bout some stuff.. i dunno why will it be like this, but peeps, always look on the bright side k?? i will pay for the miracle to happen to you.. i dun wish t brood over promos cos it has been finalised and i cant really do about it.. all i wish is that everybody around miie will be happie... i dun wish my frens to be miserable.. NO ONE WILL RETAIN!!! =)

i have been crying so i can sleep.. i wish that i can sleep easier too.. i cant dream of anythin, as if my mind is clouded.. i didn have a single dream ever since before sept hols.. i dunno wad happen to miie.. but there is a way, to cry to slp.. CRY TO SLEEP SO THAT YOU CAN SLEEP. i think i am absurd. but this is the best way now... this song has been in my mind.. it made me cried to sleep and wake up with red swollen eyes.. hahahahahas, i think i am an utter idiot..

Angels by Within Temptation.... this is part that i cried..

~the smile when you tore me apart
you took my heart, deceived me right from the start
you showed me dreams, i wished they'd turn into real
you broke the promise and made me realise
it was all just a lie
could have been forever but we have reached the end.~

2008-09-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

hahahahahs.. these few days i have been totally addicted to the twilight series... OMG!! finished
new moon in sunday wee hours.. lol went to buy some winter clothes with mum at JEC.. then went to search for NEW MOON and BREAKING DAWN... hahahhahahas.. all the popular near my house dun have the NEW MOON and is totally driving me bonkers!! finally went to read online to read the first ten chaps.. HOHOHO!!! lol

school reopened.. hahahhahas. then meet each other and then went out to makan with wanzi, zhiyu and kenni at sakae buffet at west mall... I WAS SO MAD BOUT NEW MOON THAT I WENT TO BORDERS JUZ TO BUY THOSE BOOKS!!! HOHOHOHOS!went to yakun to wait for mum and started reading.. hahhahahahas...

today was the worse day ever for miie.. OMG!! bio paper came back and i was utterly disappointing.. but mcq is ok... from bio lesson onwards, ppl stopped toking to miie then i started having fever and cried... but no one noticed.. at math was worse.. failed math again when the rest of the class was passing and scoring distinction. then.. i cried, while i slept. hahahahahs...

went home, then came to shenn's.. sang karaoke and sent christanto home with shenn and nic,, in the end everyone was wet ad we played in the rain. then went back and dried up and started singing k again. then now.. blogging and watching movie marathon.. HAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAS

i think i am a bad gal.. i a a bad fren and a stupid caughter.. haiz.. i wished for a good life that i can be a good fen and a filial daughter.. thats wad i hope.. but i really want that someone can love miie.. hahahahs.. HOW I WISH THAT I CAN BE BELLA WITH A EDWARD TO LOVE.. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!!!!

2008-09-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

this is miie and my new boyfriend.. cute to the max le!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!

what can i say now is that i am finally back to blogging.. PROMOS IS FINALLY OVER!! OMG!! i can feel life seeping back to my body...

lots of things happen these few months.. wad i can say is that i have been mugging, living a life of an undead. peeps around me are so stressed of promos that we seldom talked. especially with ppl that i am used to be closed with last time. maybe everyone is stressed.. but i cant wait to revert the life before this period of anxiety and loneliness.. hahahahs

events, events, events.. these few months met up with my sec fren cliques-cher, qian and shermin.. everyone changed lots man!! qian has a superb bf, shermin finally became more femimine with a good bf too.. cher had one but cooled down already.. i am still left behind the shelf.. hahahahahahahs.. it is good to feel unburdened.. i feel free, but lonely at the same time.. hahas!! went to wanzi's church, made lots of new frens.. went to some events of her cell group.. hahahahs.. yupps.. teachers' day was cool, met lots of old frens that cant recognise me.. band chalet was cool.. national day was cool!! celebrated july and aud babies in class. along with mdm seetow's bday! hahahahs that wad i can say..

sept holidays.. i had never mugged so much in my life before.. studied overnite at mac's and shenn's with shenn, nic and shawn.. yupps.. spent LOTS of money buying comics.. OMG!! no more space for them and more yet to come.. hahahahs.. study break was stupid.. stayed at KFC and mugged for bio..

PROMOS!!

lol.. GP was quite ok and almost ell aseep. the hall was freezing.lucky i got my hoodie.. chinese was tough. hahahahs. i was quite happie with my essay. looks goog though. HAHAHHAS. yupps. then a long weekend.. went to celebrate claire's bday instead of studying math.. lucky math was a breeze, hope i could pass my overall for math. hahahahs.. bio paper 1 was isckening.. killing miie.. paper 2 was ok.. and PROMOS IS FINALLY OVER!!! hahahahahahahah went to teach shenn chem after lunch with shing.. i apologise to shenn if i am not teaching ya well.. SORRY!!! =(

AFTER PROMOS CELEBRATION: went to buy TWILIGHT and NEW MOON for some reading since peeps around miie reccommended it. ahahhas... IT WAS SUPER NICE!! omg!! I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN!! I WANT A VAMPIRE FOR BOYFRIEND NOW!!! HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.. the story was nice!! omg!! i cried in the middle of the night when Edward have to leave Bella.. OMG!! poor Bella.. cant wait to start on ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN. hhohoohohohohohoh.. i cant wait for my manga too!!! hahahahs..

yupps. went to sing KBox with wanzi, bernie, elysia, abi, steven and zhepeng.. hahahahas.. was supe funny.. hahahahahs.. lol.. yupps.. took photos and then went home.. toked with elysia bout dramas and all.. ahahahahs.. the KBox trip was funny when we sang "ai bu pa" too bad shing didn come cos of period.. OMG!! wished ya were here man!! everyone was absolutely happie cos PROMOS IS OVER!! YAY!! hahahahs.. i am rotting at home now.. downloading maple which i hope it will really work!! hahahahahahs.. okies.. finally i posted. hehehehehehes!

freedom is wad i used to not having it when i wanted it. when it now came to me at full blast, i wished i had someone who is by my side, enjoying this freedom with miie. but i finally came to a conclusion that freedom=loneliness.. i whished i have no freedom, then i could have no loneliness.. pls talked to miie that we used to.. go out together when we used to. i miss the good old days.. but some part of miie wished that this i will never let go of this freedom, this loneliness..

2008-08-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

hahahahs.. at jp.. outside kopitiam after dinner and watching movie "MONEY NOT ENOUGH" hahahahas. super funny la.. laugh til cried.. the whole class went mad and shing was laughing like retard during the bra part.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!!!

another pic.. hahahas.. using yong qiang's phone.. LOL...

HOHOHOHO!! taking a pic in the toilet.. sotty for the late updates.. hahhahaas.. juz nice, the four of us are in the four different houses.. HOHOHOHOHO!!!
everyone, super tired after trilympics.. hahahhahahahaas.. SUPER TIRED!!! one of the last few trains home.. some shots b4 everyone slept in the train lor.. hahhaahhas.. ran 30 rounds that day lehs!! hhahahahahas..
THANKS PYA!! nice drawing man!! super nice!! love ya foreva!! this was done by shenn.. cant love her more.. hahahahahs.. super loves

loving everyone and all those who are with miie always.. thanks for all the activities we had tgt!! SUPER LOVES TO: shenn, shing, shawn, wanzi, winnie, nicholas, bernie, elysia, taoyan, abigail, steven, walter, yongqiang, zhaomian, elysia, hooikim, zhepeng and lots more.. LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER!! hahahahas. sorry for all the late updates.. LOL.. quite tired these few days and super slack too.. someone pls bring miie back to my normal pace of life.. =( hahahahas..

2008-07-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

hahahhaahhaas.. long time no blog. hahahahahahahs.. hope everyone is happie and all. HOHOHOS! becareful for the entire month of august!! hahahahs

today is so fast the last day of july. hahahhas.. one year rlly past very fast lehs.. hahahhaahhas. had slacked my time throughout the term.. so i shall, BUCK UP AR!! hahahahahas. LOL!! my results are quite of a disappointment.. hahhahas.. everyone around miie are doing better than miie.. WAD HAPPENED?? AM I SLACKING TOO MUCH? OMG! hahhahahas. anyways, i will still enjoy life with all my LOVES!! hahahahas. 08S02 and OG 10. hhahahahahahas. LOVE YOU GUYS ALL!! =)

hohoho. had a quite suay week. hahhahahas.. happily cut my hair into a super nice style. HOHOHO!! super love it and it is PUNK!! hahahahs.. totally love my new hairstyle.. by then there is someone who scolded miie crazy and told miie to do sth to my hair.. no choice but to go extend it with fake hairs.. LOL.. TOTALLY HATE THE FEELING!! I WANT MY HAIR!! OH HAIR!! PLS GROW!! for once, i wished for some of nic's fast hair growing genes. hahahahaha..

hahahhas. super happie today ba. hahahas. LOL.. the class finally decided our class tee. hohohos. and one suay thing.. i think i sprained my neck after playing netball with huimui ad hazlin they all on wed.. hahahs.. cant slp well.. =( hahhahas. and one happie thing, thanks to christopher, he got miie the piano score for the music of the 14th!! OMG!! TOTALLY LOVE IT!! HAHAHAHS!! THANKS CHRIS!! =) hhohohohohohoh.. decided to finally start my revision le. hahahahahhas.

hahahahhas. ppl!! jiayous for the end years and promos!! dun be sad with the results now.. JIAYOUS!! hahahahs. I AM GOING TO KOREA THIS YR END! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!
stay forever happie ppl!!

always remember the sensation of happiness. it will help you against all sadness and misfortune where you have friends around you!! =)
YI-HAHAHA-XUAN IS BACK!! =)

2008-07-08T16:21:00.000+08:00

hahahas.. lol.

7th july:
HAPPIE YOUTH DAY!!!
lol.. youth day lehs. finally finished doing pw written report draft1.. hohohs. lol.. woke up late. was supposed to meet shenn, nic, shawn and leon at bb mac at 10. woke up at 10 instead.. hahahs.. reached there.. brought breakfast for them.. went to shawn's and rot and emoed for 1hour..
hahahs.. went to plaza sing.. after that realised that we should really go to marina square.. hahahs.. reached marina square.. went to eat yuki yaki with themm.. hohoohohohohs.. super nice steamboat man!! hahahs.. yupps.. imagine the pan we had for bbqing can be used for making icecream!! hahahahs.. lol.. ate a lot man! super ful sfter that.. went to walk around.. FINALLY BOUGHT A PULLOVER JACKET!! hahahs.. damn xin tong after that.. hahahs.. lol.. then went to bugis to walkwalk.. hahahs.. everyone of us bought a giodano tee.. MINE IS ORANGE!! hahahs.. lol.. miie and nic went earlier cos meeting frens. hahahas..

hohohos.. i was super late to meet joyce and xinyi for dinner at IMM.. but i was super full and broke.. in the end, i forced myself to eat cos they waited for miie for more than 30 mins!! yupps.. ate swensens with them. hahahs.. when i first saw xinyi, wad i said first was "wa! your breast grow so big ar!!" hahahahahs.. yupps.. then toked bout scandals and all. hahahas.. lol.. LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM TTBM!!. hahahs.. walked home with joyce. reached home and watched tv.. it was midnight til i realised that i didn do bio lor..hahahs.. lol..

8th july:
OMG!! super tired today.. i slept in every lesson i attened today man!! wads happening to miie.. lost my concentration and focus.. omg!! came home super early.. hahhaahs.. i am dead beat now.. hahahs.. chionging homework le.. someone pls put my life back into order!! =)

2008-07-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

hahahahahs.. omg.. overslept for pw meeting today.. in the end everyone was late..hahahs.. hahahs.. met yuting then abigail and did written report for the pw though.. did it til 3 plus.. then went home.. went swimming alone.. hahahs.. swam.. and met melissa in the same pool.. when we saw each other, and we go mad.
melissa: ehhhh..
miie: ehhh. are u.. OMG! why are u here?
hahahs
and the conversation juz goes on.. hahahs.. lol.. hahah.. toked lots.. then we swamm hahahs..lol.. hahahs.. hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahs..
went home, folded one packet of stars, then went to makan at jp with family. hahhas.. lol.. woots..

reached home and played laptop.. ahahahs.. had lots of conversations.. hahahs.. toked with bernie who is hooked up to "hurry up and wait", then shing who sent miie lots of photos.. then with shenn, nic and shawn and leon bout tml.. lol.. hahahhas..

going to have an exciting youth day tml.. hahhas. first meeting up with OG10 for breakfast and the shopping.. hahahs. then next, GOING OUT WITH JOYCE AND XINYI for dinner and talking session.. omg. totally missing them man.. hahahs.. okies. finally finished draft one of written report man. phew.. hahahs..

HAPPIE YOUTH DAY!!
happie birthday to zhicheng.. hahahahs. lol..

emoing-emoing-emoing-emoing-emoing-emoing-emoing-emoing..
omg! wad is going wrong with miie.. lost control of the flight.. lost control of myself... omg.. EMOING!! =( pls save miie..
EMOING!! pls help miie..
where are you when i needed you..
where are you when i missed you?
where are you when i am the saddest, emoest..
emoing~~~ i wish i am dying now.. stop the clock of my life pls.. i really wanna rest..
i wanna rest and sleep endlessly..

2008-07-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

hohohohos.. these few days are super emo la.. =( maybe i totally lost my laughter..

28th june:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO CHEANFEI!!
hahahs. went to toned at shenn's was not that emo.. but slept super early cos that week was sleepless.. slept in nic's pullover hoodie.. hahaahs.. thanks a lot =).. as usual, shawn tried to sleep in between miie and shenn. again.. hahahs.. then, ate mac breakfast.. hohohos.. then left for ah ma house.. hahas.. nice food.. saturdays are sinful!!!

30th june:
oral exam.. hahahs.. lol.. dunno how la. super hard i think. the whole class went totally mad after the exam.. hahahas.. then mdm seetoh laughed til she cried i guess. hahas.. lol.. then studied with steven, bernie and zhepeng while waiting for nic and shenn.. hahahs.. first time finished math tutorial with steven's help.. hahahas.. thanks.. then walked to leon's house with nic, shenn and jacky and shawn. hahahs.. yupps.. lol. then lilong juz introduced miie and nic to the private server that drove nic and i mad!! hohohos! went home to try downloading the maple.. but i slept in the floor waiting.. hahahahs!!

1st and 2nd july:
OMG! IT IS JULY LE!!!
hahahs. yupps. so fast half a year gone man. hahahs.. lol.. went to school with taoyan. hhaahs.. i missed her.. toked to her bout xin shi.. lol.. BOYS ARE SO INSENSITIVE!! lol. hahahas.. then lessons and all.. totally had no break that day k? OMG!! I TOTALLY HATE THE MATH TEACHER! cant speak english, dun let us eat during class.. OMG!! he sucked totally! dunno how to teach man.. PLS GO BACK AND TEACH YOUR 'ALL'-level KIDS!! yupps. super pissed man..

3rd july:
EMO!!!!
hahahs.. was quite happie for the forst half of the day. then....... hooikim gave miie and shing some xin li ce yan that made miie totally emo for the rest of the day man.. hahas.. the result was: when u like someone, u gave it all out. then u are shy to let the person know.. but when u want to let the person know, the person has someone else. sooooo.... then kim know bout miie and someone who is nearby us.. lol.. asked my close frens bout the thing. should i tell him? emoed rest of the day.. hahahs.. emoed with wanzi.. yupps... lesson ended.. stayed along with wanzi, shing, winnie, bernie, elysia and abigail.. waited for nic, shenn, and shawn.. then sent nic home after we shopped around hongkah point.. hahahs. dun feel that emo le.. went back to school.. folded stars with the class gals. hahas.. i start another trend.. hahahs. lol.. then the clas gals went home.. stayed along with shenn, shawn, leon, kim and jacky.. all emoing after physics.. haiz.. started the guess-song-game with kim and jachy.. HAHAHHAS! omg!! jacky is superb man. laughed til pain.. hahahs.. went home.. kim waited 185 with miie.. in the end dad drove miie home.. emoed all the way home.. played maple and did lots of pw til i slept on the floor. hahas.. i love my bedroom..

4th july:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO JASLYN AND FIONA!!!
HAPPIE ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO LIHUAN(DA-JIE-DA)!!
hahahs.. lol. went to school with taoyan.. then emoed. hahahs.. with shenn bout ome stuff.. hahahs.. happie day with my class today cos eveyone started folding stars during class..hahas.. super tired.. slept during bio.. omg! even though there ae laughs with wanzi, steven and yongqiang. hahahs. lol.. had a super fun chinese lesson at the end of the day. hahahs.. mdm seetoh dun let yongqiang to go toilet and shit. hahahs. super funny.. even laoshi oso laugh like siao.. hahahs.. LOL!! yupps. stayed in school waiting for shawn and nic.. went to find them at hockey with wanzi.. hohohos.. then kana hit by the hockey ball.. kana blu-black.. hahahs. lol.. hahas.. continued to folding stars. then folded 17 for lihuan's birthday!! lol.. then wanzi they all did their pw, hahahs.. experimented on the diapers.. hahahs.. for more pics, look for wanzi's blog.. hahahas.. lol. OMG!! funny lehs.. yupps. went home with shawn, nic and wileen-anastacia-nicole-elizabeth-christanto.. hahahahs. lol.. went home..slacked..
met shawn and ate long john for dinner. then shenn came over and went to cafe cartel.. did crazy stuff by asking the waiter crazy questions.. hahahs. head to nic's blangah house to ton.. hahahs.. went there for a while, shenn and i knocked out immediately..

5th june:
hahahas.. woke up. postponed pw juz for the ton at nic's.. hahahas.. lol.. had mac breakfast again. hahahs. lol.. then went on to played maple and one very cute psp game called roco loco.. hahahs.. made miie addicted.. watched THE RING.. omg!! the last scene is super terrifying... my heart almost stopped.. hohohos.. then shenn and shawn went home, nic went to work and i head to ahma's.. hahahs. ate super nice sotong.. went to claire's to celebrate grace's birthday.. lol. hahahs. ate lots of food til bloated. ahahahahs. lol. claire(she is only 10!!) taught miie to rollerblade.. hahahahahas.. hohohohohoohos. super fun.. hahahs.. next time outing go rollerblading man!!! hahahahs. hohoho.. went home with mum and became super emo.. cant play maple cos there is no MONSTERS!! lol.. super bored now... OMG!!

lost track of everything.. lost control of so many stuff.. studies, emotions, frends, family and everything.. hahahs. on thursday.. mum saw miie listening to "hurry up and wait" and asked miie.. "why so emo today?" hahahas.. copied the lyrics of my favourite song.. esp the 2nd half of the second verse..
~ i have lost the control of the flight...
ahh yeahh yeahh
we ravaged the chances to shine......
hurry up and wait, hurry up and wait,
it's all that you can do now.~

omg.. i am super emo.. lost all control of myself.. everyone is affecting miie.. omg!! someone plas help miie to regain myself..
find my laughter=find yi-hahaha-xuan=regain yi-hahaha-xuan=everyone happie..
hahahs.. am i acting too strong outside? but i cant help it.. cos i dun wanna everyone to be affecte by miie.. HELP MIIE PLS!! =(

2008-06-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

hahahahahs.. mugging everyday.. hahahahahas... lol.. math common test coming up.. stupid!!! omg!! i totally sux at math!!! hahahas

16th june:
hahhaas. geog lesson at school.. saw the whole class.. omg! super happie la!! hahahahas.. i love ya all 08S02!!! came to school in the morning.. hahahhas.. slept on the bus. then steven was on the same bus as miie. hahahahs. okies.. then, reached school.. went to buy orange juice. ahahhahas. omg!! no matter how tired am i, sunkist makes my day!!! then lesson start lor..hhhahahahahas.. went home.. hahahhas.. lol.. luv my life!! =)

18th june:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO RUIYI AND JASMINE!!!!
hahahhas.. hahhahahas.. mugging with nic and shawn. lol.. then went to my house!!! hahahahs.. slacked and all.. hahahahahs.. went to bb mac. hahahs and studied overnite!! hahahahs.. rlly studied lehs!! hahahahs.. like soo.. i am still walking around at bb at 430 am!! hahahhas omg!! i am a pro.. slept at shawn's and then went to school.. practically screwed the paper.. hahahahahs..

19th june:
MATH COMMON TEST!!
went to the test.. screwed up. hahahhas.. went to makan with shing, winnie and bernie.. hahahhas. ate 38 sushi!!! hahhahaha.. omg!! and shing and her eating style.. hahahahahs.. super funny.. hahahahahs.. lol.. went to buy shoelaces with toning team.. hahahahs.. i have orange and green!!! hahahahahass. hohohoho.. okies.. went home to slp though.. hahahahas..

lalalalas.. hahas..
21st june:
hahahahs.. went to ah ma's.. hahahahs.. ate good stuff.. hahahahas.. lol. and then went to study with JOYCE!!! omg!! missed her like shit!! hahahas.. hohoho.. studied.. hahahahs.. omg!! toked
to her lots man!! hahahahs.. yupps.. studied til nite...hahahahs. then midnight!!! hahahhaas.. wished neh happie birthday!!! hohohoho!!

22nd june:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS (NEH!)
hahahahhaahs.. went to meet nic to study on his birthday. hahahahs.. went to eat sakae at marina.. then went window shopping.. hahahahs.. look at some superb jackets! hahahahs.. went to esplanade to study bio.. hahahahs.. sad for him.. hahahahs.. treated him movenpick ice cream. hahahas.. omg!! super nice. hahahas.. then went to raffles.. hahahs. passed him his present.. hahahahs.. passed him some horny charades.. hahahahs.. lol.. yupps.. went to fetch mum, sis and aunt from changi airport.. hahahahas.. super funny.. hahahahs.. their trip to bangkok is eventful.. hahahahs.. omg.. super funny.. hahahahahs.. lol...

23rd june:
SCHOOL REOPENED!!!
hahahahs
i see everyone!! 08S02!! hahahahs!! omg!! OG 10!! and shenn came back!! hahahahs i am super happie!! hahahahs.. hohoho! then lots of stuff.. hahahas.. common tests, and all the assignments... hahahhas..

26th june:
the painful day!!!
hahahahahahs.. had a super fun day.. hahahahs.. thenn start to have cramps.. EMOING!!! hahahas.. painful, painful and painful!!! hahahahs.. celebrated cheanfei's birthday and all.. went home with alina and then, toked to her and emoed together.. then called shenn and nic.. cried.. super painful. hahahahs

27th june:
hahahs.. last day of common tests!! hahahashohohoh!! nehnehpok!! hahhahas.. lol.. yay!! studied and all.. then i finished chem and geog test.. hahahhas. lol.. super happie.. went to eat zhi cha with shing and winnie.. hahahahs.. lol.. super nice and happie.. hahahas.. omg!! lol.. now at shenn's.. finally.. hahhhas.. signing off..

hohooohohohoh.. thanks ppl.. hahahas,, esp neh for today's orange juice!! hahhahas.. cured my emo.. hahahahs.. thanks everyone and all.. hahahhaahs.. lol.. bb.. i am regaining my laughter. hhahas..

reply to tags..
taoyan: hahahhas.. i am back.. hahhahs.. thanks taoyan.. love ya forever.. =)
joyce: miss ya lots.. hahahhahahahas..
jocelyn: hahahahs. thanks.. i am regaining my laughter.. and i am NOT yongqiang's scandal!!!

hahahs.. thanks everyone.. love ya all.. =)

2008-06-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

hahahahahas.. wad did i do for the last few days.. hahhahaahahahas..

12th june:
HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO AUNT STEPHANIE!!!
hohohohs.. woke up quite late cos of chionging maple with nic and shawn.. hahas.. went to cdans to mug with them.. hohohos..missed aunt steph's birthday celebrations.. paiseh.. sorry.. anyways, happie birthday..finished bio and chem tutorials. hohohos.. went to eat after studying.. went to leon's with shawn to cllect my laptop charger.. hahahahs, thanks shawn for accompanying miie.. hahahas..

13th june:
PW..
hohohohohos.. the survay is finally up!! hahahas, feel soooo contented.. then finished pw, went to shawn's again to play maple again.. hahahas.. stupid la. these few days keep chionging maple. hahahas. lol. went to makan with shawn at west mall kopitiam.. i ate lots man!! OMG!! rlly nid to go lose weight le.. START RUNNING AND SWIMMING!!!

14th june:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO JOCELYN, DENISE and JUNYANG!!
hohohohos.. hahahas. went to granma's.. saw my cute baby cousin.. hahahaahs.. yupps.. ate a lot of hao liao.. went to vivo with my family.. saw lots of ppl there.. hahahahas.. then ate a SUPER sumptous meal of SWENSENS.. hahahahs..
to SHAWN: i ate swensens too ok!!!
hahahas.. lol.. i am desperate to lose weight now!! can any one pls starve miie for 24 hours!!!

15th june:
went to cdans alone after shawn ps miie.. hahahahs. then dad came to fetch miie and celebrated fathers' day in a super simple manner. hahahas.. yupps. anyways.. went home and chiong maple again.. until now... haiz.. hahahahs. i am going mad!!!

i am losing my laughter.. someone make miie laugh again pls.. i might lose myself again.. =(
i am emoing am i?
am i mad?
am i still the yi-hahaha-xuan everyone know?
am i still laughing loudly to do detention?
i am losing myself to all the madness now.. torn apart.. lost my laughter.. hahahahs.. i am not as mad as before.. hahahas, but i still have to act tough. HAHAHAHAHAHAS!! i am YI-HAHAHA-XUAN!!! hohohohohohos..

someone pls save miie from this madness....

hohoho!! LOOKING FOR PPL TO TON AND STUDY AT CHANGI AIRPORT..
LOOKING FOR PPL TO STUDY WITH!! PLS TAG MIIE!!!

~looking for someone who can kindly find my runaway laughter and return it to miie before i rlly go mad~ thank you..to the one who can find my laughter..

2008-06-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

hohohohos.. emoing since ytd night.. hahahas. yups..

8th june:
hahahahs, supposed to go buy presents with shenn. but, she was grounded. yupps.. morning went to study with walter and zhepeng.. hahahahs, saw xuyao and her frens there.. hehehs. yupps.. after studying, went over to shawn's and tok toshenn online.. hahahahs.. then hooi kim came along.. hahahahs.. slacked til 6.. shawn went to his sec school class outing with shenn and i went to met nic at orchard..hohohos.. met nic at orchard and bought some presents.. hahahahs! then went back to shawn's to meet him and shenn.. hahahhaas, toked til 1 plus then reached home.. hahahahs.

9th june:
hahahahs.. nth happened.. went to school for the study camp with winnie and walter.. hahahas.. yupps.. went to find nic and shawn at shawn's.. hahahas, yupps.. leon came along.. we started downloading maple and started playin.. hahahahas.. yupps.. then went to shenn's house to ton without nic. carried on playing maple with shawn til 5.. hahahahas..

10th june:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO TAOYAN AND JUSTIN!!!
OG OUTING TO KUSHINBO!!
hahahas.. overslept!!.. supposed to meet nic at 830. hahahas, i woke up at 930!! hahahas. yupps.. chiong to west mall mac and did the surprise presents for shenn and alina.. hahahas. yupps.. met OG10 at jurong east hohohos.. off we go to SUNTEC CITY!!
hahahas.. KUSHINBO!!! omg!! hahahahas.. the food there is super nice.. esp the sushi and the desserts..hahahas.. we ordered a birthday song for JUSTIN and smashed ice cream on him..hahahs.. lol. yupps.. and the unglam shenn... the way she ate is rlly.. hahahahas.. after the sumptous meal of kushibo, we went to play catching at the playground and in toys r us.. hohohos.. after catching, went to slack somewhere else.. hahahs, then yiling, cheanfei and sihui came to join shenn, shawn, leon, miie, nic,justin, jocelyn and joel for KUNGFU PANDA!! hahahahs!! omg!! the movie was super funny!!! hahahahs!!! we laughed so loudly til the whole theatre can hear us.. esp..... hahahahs.. omg!! superb!!! then nic and i went to prepare shenn's bdae gift.. hahahas.. shenn rlly screamed when she saw it. hahahas.. lol. gave jocelyn a bangle and leon a beanie.. hahahas.. omg!! went home, supposed to go send alina present with nic.. but nic ps miie. lol.. sad, emoed after that.
sent alina er present to her.. she was touched. hahahas. yupps.. lol.. went home.. had a very emo toking session with peishing on msn..
rlly.. i think guys are all insensitive.. i think i will be a better man.. hahahahas.. yuppps.. i think i am going mad soon.. i rlly wanna undergo sex change. hahahahs.. i will be a better guy than all those i know.. hohohos.. yupps.. i am rly having a split personality.. honestly.. i rlly lost my laughter again. if anyone managed to find it, pls return it to miie.. hahahahs.. i am yi-hahaha-xuan. if anyone nids laughter, i will spread my laughter to them.. i make ppl laugh.. who will make miie laugh?? hahahas.. i am trying my best to stay happie.. cos i dun like my frens to be affected by my emoness.. hahahas.. trying my best now for the laughing yixuan to console the emo yixuan.. hahahahs.. i am having a SPLIT PERSONALITY!!! HOHOHOHO!!!

11th june:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO SHENN AND LEON!!!
hahahahs.. yupps.. supposed to meet regina, xuanan and ziyu at 930 to collect our grad cert.. hahahahs.. in the end everyone was late.. yupps.. gotten our grad cert.. went to city link for new york new york.. hahahahs. the mudpie and the fried mars are super nice to the max!!! OMG!! then regina came along.. hahahas.. went yoshinoya for lunch.. hohohs.. yipin came along.. played bridger and daidi in there.. hahahahs.. went to kaikai.. saw nic and his band frens.. hahahas.. yupps.. went to play pool.. hohohohs.. went back to tiong.. ziyu was desperate for money.. hahahs. met mom for dinner at ah ma house.. hohos.. shenn went to taiwan this afternoon. SHENN, I WILL MISS YA!!! =)

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN STUDY WITH MIIE 24HOURS FOR THE NEXT 12 DAYS!!! PLS TAG MIIE ASAP!! =) hahahas.. jiayous to everyone!! hahahas.. lol..

2008-06-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

hahahas.. alina, nic and i at settlers. hoho.. played some horny charades. hahahahas..

mie and alina.. hahahahas.. taoyan!! i luv ya foreva!!!
bernie and i at sentosa.. hahahahs.. super shagged after the ton.hahahas mass taking pics..
miie and my laopo shing.. hahahahs. lols.. luv ya too.. i know u prefer.. hahahahs,, i like boys.. dun mistake miie.. luv ya always!! =)

hohoho.. i muz rlly updae my blog le.hahahahas.. lol..here are some pictures. haahahhaas for the past few days.. hohohoho!!

juz to say lots of stuff.. HAPPIE EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY TAOYAN!!

hahahahs, cant rlly go celebrate with ya.. but hope that i am the first to say this k? hahahahahas! hope that u gt a memorable birthday like miie.. look forward for a huge surprise k?? hahahahas. i am trying my best!!!

=)hahahahas

2008-06-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

i am super happie with my life for these few days.. let miie summarise my life..

08S02:

hahahas.. consist of my classmates whom are, shing, wanzi, winnie, bernie, abigail, yuting, elysia, amanda, candice, huimui, jaclyn, yongqiang, steven, walter, zhaomian, zhepeng, and MIIE! hahas.. i am very happie to be in this class.. eventhough we have cliques, but we are mostly together as a class.. rlly luv ya all.. all the laughter, sarsasm, madness and time we had together.. hahahas.. LUV YA ALL WITH MY LIFE!! =)

OG10:

hohoho.. the bunch of ppl that i hung most of the time and ton most of the nites with.. they are another grp of ppl whom i will always remember.. they are: shawn, shenn, nicholas, alina, denise, leon, justin, sihui, fiona, jocelyn, yiqian, ruiyi, cheanfei, and a lot.. thanks for always being with miie.. hahahahas.. LUV YA ALL TOO WITH MY LIFE!!! =)

muz be mad le la..writing all these.. honestly.. without these ppl, there will be no yi-hahaha-xuan in this world..hahahas.. so.. there is no difference in places..

08S02 & OG10: I LOVE YA ALL!!!

hohoho.. my life is getting more exciting with these bunch of ppl..

15th to 16th may:

BANNISTER HOUSE CAMP!!!

hahahas, i first camp with my class.. omg!!! soooooooooo fun... hahahas.. we are freaking united, with 2 mad facs, shing and bernie.. hahahahas.. lol... omg!!! water games (thanks steven for the rubber duckie..), sss and all. also, esp mdm seetoh.. 谢谢你的气球花.. thanks a lot!! u are the best ct!!! hahahas.. freaking happie to spend my days with 08S02.. luv ya all always!!

16th may:

JJC SPORTS MEET!!!

lol.. honestly, this is my most tiring sports meet i ever been too... hahahas.. all of the bannister ppl cheering for the house.. rrly all mad ppl.. cheering with my class for bernie and all the banni participants.. hahahas... finally with all our throats, we won the house cheering competition!!! HOHOHO!!!

16th may to 17th may:

WEST ZONE LINE CAMP 2 PREP CAMP!!

after the sports meet, went to the prep camp with shawn, shenn, nic, denise, leon, chris and jacky..hahahas.. went to tampines sports hall to cheer for the badminton team.. eventually the guys lost and the gals won..its ok..

went back to school, the planning com split OG10 into 2 fanilies.. from all in F1 to nic, denise, chris and anges in F1.. but its ok.. F1 head is shenn, assistant head is shawn and F3 head is nic and assistant head is anges.. hahahas.. then we played games and all.. we were the last to bathe.. took our time.. then we bitched behind LT5.. hahahahs.. on the way back to the hall for sleep, its an adventure.. hahahahahas..

the experienced facs are very angry with the new facs.. honestly.. feel like backing out.. but.. i cant leave shenn alone.. soo.. yupps..stayed on.. left early to celebrate granny's bdae... hahahas..

i am too tired to wait til my bday arrival.. hahahas.

18th may:

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!!!

hohoho.. i am 17th!!! hahahhahaasspent my wole afternoon at home celebrating with my family.. hahahs.. then, walter suddely called miie.. asked miie whether wanna have dinner tgt. OMG!! hahahas.. i am terribly shocked.. then OG10 and O8SO2 celebrated my birthday at sakura at science centre.. here, i wanna thank winnie, shing, walter, steven, shawn, shenn, nic, denise, leon and chris.. thanks for giving miie a memorable birthday.. hahahas. then we took lots of pic and all.. stayed in science centre to watch over her dead body using denise's laptop.. hahahas.. then i cried!!! cos of a frog.. noone seems to discover.. hahahaas.. lol.. i am such a coward.. hahahas.. memorable day!! thanks for the 4 litres of sunkist orange!! =)

20th may:

hahahs.. school started, then the class celebrated my birthday again with everyone!! thanks a lot 08S02!! luv ya all always.. muacks!! hahahahaas..

21st to 24th may:

LINE CAMP!!!

hahahas.. there was the first nite after the facs went to the gals badminton finals.. hahahs.. we gt second!!! yay!! hahahahas.. then at nite, shenn, miie, denise, anges, minwei and nic slept at the grandstand.. it was cooling but there are lots of mosquitoes... hahahas.. then, line camp start!! i luv LG4.. omg!! quite happie first time being a fac!! hahahas.. i love my campers.. lol... then the camp past.. got scolded by shenn and the teachers in charge..hahas.. then line nite!! omg!! my class came to crash!!! danced with them, sang with them.. hahahahas.. luv them all for attending... hahahas.. super high!!! lol.. still gt e-web.. my LG was laughing.. hahahahahahas..

then we walked in a line to the hall to emo more.. hahahas.. then the campers left.. broke camp.. hahahas.. went to have subway with shenn, nic, shawn, leon, denise, anges, jacky and xianghui. hahahas.. lol.. went to ah ma house for home-cooked food.. hahahas..

25th may:

FIRST DAY OF HOLIDAY!!!

hahas.. actually wanted to go to study at esplanade.. then it became eating movenpick icecream and watching fireworks at esplanade.. hahahas.. omg!! super fun nite!! movenpick icecream sent miie to heaven. hahahas! super nice!! went to fullerton hotel. hahahas! played with the koi fish, took pic in the toilet and played piano.. we were chased out of the hotel!!hahahas!! omg!! then went toning at shenn's with parents' permission. hahas! these are some pictures taken on cavanagh bridge!! hahahas!!!

start of holidays.. more playing than the usual mugging.. hahahas! lol.. luv my life now with the 2 groups of important ppl!!! 08S02 and OG10.. hahahas

2nd to 3rd june:

TON at shawn's:

hahahas.. toning at shawn's after the lessons.. lol.. played mahjong.. eating mac at 12midnight.. hahahas.. then miie and nic pon bio lecture.. hahahas. lol.. went to school.. piggybacked abigail cos of her injured leg.. hahahaahs.. then yongqiang went mad tokin bout the doomsday.. he is rlly mad.. should have taken pics of him and his facial expression.. bernie and i went mad laughing..

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahas!! then rushed home, met nic and shawn to but their hockey stuff b4 going to ton at sentosa!! omg!!! super!!!!

3rd to 4th june:

TONING AT SENTOSA AND CLASS OUTING!!

hahahahaas.. went to sentosa at 10 plus.. hahahahas.. with shing, winnie, shawn, nic, bernie, steven, yongqiang and walter.. hahahas.. played captain's ball and the guys stripped.. hahahahas.. lol. okies.. then, nic and shawn left.. haiz.. hahhaas. then we slacked, trying to find thinks to eat and sleep.. then we played daidi.. hahahas. when yongqiang was sleeping, i wrote sth on is legs.. hahahahaas.. yupps.. then, me, winnie, shing, bernie and steven went to the beach to walkwalk, feel the land breeze, gaze for stars and wrote sth on the sand.. hahahahahas.. too bad, no pic are taken... went to watched the sunrise but no sun.. maybe scared by steven's lame jokes.. hahahahas.. lol... went to have breakfast at mac's then met everyone else. i was super shagged!! hahas.. went to sky park.. hahahas.. then kana splinter. hahahahas.. 2 surgeons, helped miie tok the splinter out.. hahahas. thanks a lot, dr bernie and dr steven.. hahahahaahhaahs..

at sentosa, wanzi was super turned on when steven stripped.. hahahahs.. funny lehs!! then ya lor.. played, hahahs buried winnie and made miie and steven looked shorter.. hahahahas.. lol.. took lots of pics. hahahahahas.. went home with the class after shing finished one tub of tom yum beehoon.. hahahahs.. uber funny.. lol.. immediately i reached home, i slept..hahahahahas.

5th june:

OUTING WITH TAOYAN!!

hahahas. met taoyan at boonlay mrt station.. had lots of heart to heart tok.. went to IMM to makan long john's silvers. hahahahs.. she went mad when we saw steven.. hahahahas. toked a while then steven left.. hahahahs.. saw aaron!! practically screamed!! hahahahas.. omg!!! then nic came to join.. hahaahas! he was being stalked oso dunno.. hahahas.. miia and alina rite beside him oso didn see.. haiz.. dunno wad to say..

rought them to settlers' cafe.. hahahahs.. played one game which turned us on.. hahahas.. the horny charades.. lol.. then we left, hahahaswent tp find pg and regina at bb mac. hahahas.. went to shawn's again after that.. hahahas.. lol.. went to thai express... then emoed for thr rest of the day.. hahahas.. nvm the emo..

to shenn and shawn: i am fine!! sorry if my emoing made u guys worried.. =) hahahas.. i am fine!! =))

wad to say?? i rlly luv my life now!!! hahahas.. thanks to the ppl beside miie.. luv ya all too!! =)

2008-04-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

hahas!! i am back to blogging.. using my sis tablet pc.. hahas.. cool man... soo much to tok.. i will summarise my life..

CDAYL: omg!! i luv it!! wasnt at home soo long... the dances, games and all... i am the SGW!!! Sai Gang Warriors.. did lots of stuff.. games, dances, scdc, ushering.. i luv my job!! though tiring.. but i luv it.. thanks to all fellow saigang warriors.. i luv ya all!!!!! =) hahas.. finally broke camp on a fridae.. all the ppl are super uber tired.. miie too.. hahas.. went gek poh to makan with ruiyi then dad fetch miie home.. i missed home and... finally, home sweet home!!! =)

RAHRAH SESSION AND VJC:
omg!! after the rahrah session at school with the ppl... the bimbos vs the achars.. hahas.. fun!!! OMG!! luv rahrahing.. then after the rahrah session, i emoed the rest of the day.. ppl close to miie will know why.. but.. hahas.. nvm... recovered soon.. went sleepover at shenn's house.. OMGOMGOMG!!! her house is uber big and nice... yupp.. stayed over with nic, shawn and leon... omg!! it is my first time staying over at frens house.. supper happie!! hahas.. yupps. the 5 of us slept together.. we toked through the nite.. omg!! stupid nic wit his horror stories and horny jokes.. everyone slept at 1 or 2 plus... zzzz
woke up.. LATE FOR VJC YOG conference thingy... omg.. hahas.. reached VJC with the fun cheers and dances.. omg!!! I SAW SHERRY( AJ)!!!! missed her lots!! yupps.. all the dance and cheers... supperb!!! the VJC session ended nice.. hahas.. went back JJ, then orchard.. dunno why always sit 174 always emo de.. haiz... hahas.. went cineleisure eat suki sushi with shawn, shenn, leon, nic, chean fei, ruiyi, minwei and tommy.. hahas.. eat until bloated.. hahas... omg!!! then walked to plaza sing.. sang a pervertic song... we MASS DANCED IN FRONT OF THE ISTANA!!! ppl were taking pic.. OMG!! it was fun... then went home and bom!!! zzzzz....

life goes on.. went studying everyday.. til i know of a place called CDANS:
went to cdans almost everyday to mug with shawn and nic and shenn and leon and christopher(woo).. hahas.. omg.. that place is super conducive!!! luv it.. hahas.. cdans became a hang out for OG 10.. omg.. luv that place soo much... luv it!!!

THURS: hahas.. hehe... miie and nic didn go school... hahas.. omg!!! i cant believe it!! i didn go school cos i nt feeling well.. hahas.. then we met and studied at cdans til 2 plus.. when we are on the way to jw library, shenn, shawn, leon and denise were around cdans.. hahahahahas!! omg!! in the end, they went to meet up with miie and nicholas.. hahas.. miss ya lots denise!!! yupps.. studied there til the library was closed.. omg!! took lots of pic..soo funny!!! hahas.. ten nicholas kept f***ing.. hahas.. omg!! went home and studied bio..
FRI: hahas.. went school. missed out lots of stuff man!! missed 08s02.. hahas.. shenn and shawn didn go to school...had a heart to heart tok with taoyan ( alina )..then went cdans again with nic and ruiyi to meet up with shenn and shawn.. hahas.... slacked there... watched american pie with shenn. (being polluted by nicholas)hahas.. eeryone was tired and i dropped dead instantaneously when i reached home... zzzzz....
SAT: hahas.. tired.. slept at ah ma house.. then watched AVP2 with ahyi... OMG!!! hahas.. then went out with mum... then with dad and sis.. saw the orange adidas watch.. omg!!! muz save money to buy lots of stuff..hahas!! okies.. =)

i am uber tired these few days.. hahas.. lots of things to buy man!!!!! =) jiayous in studies and save lots of money.. =)

to my AJC frens: i am sorry that i cannot accompany or go find you guys these few days.. but i am sure that i will go look up you guys very soon.. i miss ya all TTBM!!! you guys will always be in my mind.. dun miss miie too much.. always luv ya all...

hahas.. to my JJ frens.. i will luv ya all always... =)

2008-03-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! i have so much to post!!!! hahas!!=)

okies... let miie recall.............
yupps.. went to thailand, bought lots of stuff and ate a lot of good food!! hahas!!! jealous?? nope..
i wished i was at line camp... hahas!!!

firstly i would like to say... SORRY x 10000000000000000000 to og 10(jj) and og 11(aj) for not being able to go for the og outings..hahas.. hope u guys had great fun!!

last friday:
hahas!! mugging session with xinyi and shimun at xinyi's house... in the end.. we played ps2.... hahas!! then we ate steamboat at her place.. thanks a lot!!!! hahas!!

school reopen!!!
haha.. i am with my class.. 08s02!! hahas.. made frens like peishing, wanzi, winnie, abigail, jaclyn... haha.. i miss OG10!!!! omg!! oh my tian.. then gt pw a level qn paper.. SO FAST!!! STRESSED!!! hahas!! when the day ends, OG10 went bentobox for dinner.. 16 ppl squeezin!!! hahas!! thats was monday..

tuesday:
hahas!! ended quite early.. supposed to go AJ to find OG11.. i wanna rlly see u guys.. but i juz feel odd there.. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!! sorry too joyce and xinyi thats i didn go.. u guys know the reason.. SORRY!!! anyways, happie belated bdae to DORIS!!=) hahas!! in the end.. went mugging with nicholas at jp library.. hahas!!

wed:
nth much.. school ended super early.. had photography.. instead, i went for CDAYL.. hahas!! i am officially a gamer!! thanks to all the frens esp OG10 for supporting miie!! hahas!! thanks!! it was a fun day then went home with oh my di ( ruiyi).. hahas...

thurs:
had lessons and pc.. hahas.. then cdayl.. lol.. freakingly"fun".. haha.. SGWs cutting paper til matakelo... hahas.. then stayed til quite late.. hahas.. danced quite a lot.. hahas.. i am a pro.. went home with ruiyi again.. hahas.. freakingly tired...omg!! i luv being a SGW!! ( sai gang warrior) hahas!! sorry to OG 11 again.. sorry that i cant make it for carissa's performance.. still luv ya all foreva!! =) luv ya all ttbm!!

friday:
public hols!!! hahas.. woke up late.. sorry OG10!! i cant go to shenn's house to mug with u all!! paiseh.. hahas.. went out with mum and sis.. then met ziyu at bugis instead of the whole nainai gang.. haiz.. XUAN AN!! U OWE US A TREAT!!! haha.. went to eat pastamania.. OMG!! i made a bad choice!! the pasta i chose sux.. wasted the whole plate.. sorry.. haha.. then went to tiong bahru.. so many changes!! there is subway and ajisen ramen!! omg!! then played arcade with ziyu and siew leng.. hahas.. freakingly fun with the way we played the hockey thingy... hahas!!! the chiong home.. zzzzz.. ( D- gray man rox!!)

today!!!
cdayl!! hahas.. we the SGW, with denise, jocelyn and lots of new gamers gathered.. haha.. played games with F2.. then painted our own SGW board.. lol!! it's cute ok!! hahas!! yupps.. then went to mend the nite game mat under the 12 noon sun!! omg!! xiong arr!!! hahas!! slacks all the way... hahas!! yupps.. then went to ahma house, cut my hair and slack til now... hahas...

APOLOGIES:to OG11.. sorry that i cant make it for all the og outing and og dinner.. sorry.. that i cant make it.. it is not that i have forgotten u guys.. u ppl will be always in my heart k?? sorry that i had " neglected " you all.. sorry.. i miss ya all and i luv ya all ttbm!!! rlly!!! =)
to OG10.. thanks for these few weeks and all.. sorry that i cant attend theouting and go out with ya all.. thanks a lot.. and rlly.. i will go out with ya all k?? hahas.. thanks..

anyways.. to all ppl i know.. haha.. i luv ya all ttbm and u guys are in my life k?? hahas!! LUV YA ALL!!! =)

2008-03-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! hahas.. today is a great day!!!

WOOTS!! @ JJC:
break, chem, bio.. then the day ends.. hahas! wanted to go lala land.. but the bio teacher kept walkin behind miie.. cant have a good rest.. hehe.. after bio, og 10 met at the canteen.. ppl are mugging!!! OMG!!! hahas.. then i played game sharin taiko drum with denise, huiqing and yiling.. hahas!! it was damn fun la..
i enjoyed my days in JJC except for some occasions.. haha.. JJ u rawk TTBM!!

then once lesson ended, i chiong to boonlay with si hui and justin.. haha.. took a train to somerset.. hahas.. i was sooo excited!! i am meetingXINYI, JOYCE and SHIMUN!!! hahas.. sry ppl if i was late.. paiseh!!! hahas.. had an heavy, sinful, scary lunch at billy bombers.. hahas.. esp playing zhong ji mi ma.. OMG!! i drank a mixture of tobasco and pepper.. yucks!!! then comes the sinful brownie.. yum yum!! hahas!!
after the lunch- dinner, we went to watch L- Change The World.. OMG!! it rawks!! L ( Matsuyama Kenichi) so shuai, cute and emo!! OMG!! luv him to the max man!!! the movie was superb!! i rate it................ 10000000000000....... stars!! hahas!! its a must watch k!! next few nice movies to watch are: sky of love, the spiderwick chronicles, the water horse and evangelion1o!!! OMG!! all showing on 13 march!!! haha.. PPL, IT IS A MUST WATCH(s) DURING HOLS!!!
after the movie, xinyi kept sayin that i am se.. hahas!! i am not k?? hahas!! lalala.. then the 3 of them surprised miie with a card dedicated to miie by ppl from AJ.. OMG!! i was touched to tears k?? rlly thank u all for putting up with my madness and all for these few mths.. hahas.. thanks to all of ya.. joyce, shimun, xinyi(ANG), xinyi(LIM), qiaoqin, weicheng, wenhao, carissa, doris, sherry, jeremy and all those whom i know.. rlly THANK YOU!! and I LUV YOU ALL!! =)
hahas.. thanks and all.. i will continue to jiayou k? haha.. you ppl too!!! thanks a lot!!!! =) i luv you all ttbm!! thank shimun for drawing miie so lifelike.. haha.. thanks all of ya!!!! i will miss ya all lots and luv ya all with my heart and soul!! haha.. thanks!!! =) muacks!! hahas!!

LUV YA ALL TTBM!!! THANKS!!! I WILL MISS YA PPL!!!
hahas.. ppl.. i am going to bangkok.. dun miss miie cos iwill miss ya all.. i will be back seriosly soon and meet up with ya all!! haha.. take care and have a great holidaes!!! =)

2008-03-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahas.. sorry folks.. i cant get into aj.. hahas...

first i like to thank all those who showed miie support throughout the appeal period.. thanks to OG 11: xinyi(s), joyce, shimun, carissa, yujie, yixian, clarence, aaron, doris....
14/08: terence, zeus, sze chuan, amanda, meihong, and everyone!!
romulus: to all ogfs and all councillor like sherry, junxiu and yufei...
frens: linqian, and everyone i knew who supported miie..
thanks a lot for the support and all!! gonna miss ya all ttbm and hope that we could meet up soon and all.. thanks a lot and i gonna miss ya all TTBM!! luv ya all!!!

hahas.. jj is quite ok la... the ppl i met are nice and the envt is good..but cannot be compared to aj.. neverminds.. perhaps i am not yet adapted to there yet.. i will still try too.. hahas..

yupps!!! the orientation camp in jj!!!
DAY 1: its all the intro and all.. met some new frens like nicholas, jocelyn, denise, huishan, fiona, shawn.... yupps... oh my tian!!! the games there are superb!! especially the wet games!! so mad and high!!
it was also the first orientation residential camp that i ever been too!!! fun!! i cried during the song singing session.. hahas!! so touched!!! thanks OGLS!!!! slept with many frens!! haha

DAY 2: OMG!!! more games and cheering.. there is oso mass dance!!! hahas.. all couple... not that used too it.. telematch was fun!! oh my tian!! wats best was kinetic warfare!!! i was totally wet and sunburnt!!! hahas!! i luv it!! should had more of it.. quite enjoyin though!!
then was jj nite!! oh my tian!! complete madness!! the atmosphere was soo high!! it was like in a big celebration or wat!!! haha!! cool man!!!
guess wat!! got a cold at nite!!! i snored when sleepin.. thats wat fiona told miie.. hahas!! but she said sth while sleepin!! haha

DAY 3: i was sick!! omg!!! cold!! not rlly feeling well!!
during the last programme, i cried alot!! i mean its soooo touching!!i was sad.. damn sad.. thought of all the memories an jj and aj...
then, i went home with tao yan (alina).. hahas.. sick, and slept!!!

even tough i am in jj, i will never forget the good and bad times in aj.. NEVER!! the memories there are etched in the bottom of my heart.. fren, ppl in aj will always be in my mind.. but i will still accept jj.. i mean it will be my school for the next 2 yrs.. i will NEVER forget AJ!! haha... thats why i still bought a set of aj uniform when i bought jj uniform.. aj is in my heart and in miie.. NON MIHI SOLUM!! =)

2008-02-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

hahas.. i cant believe it myself either...
i fell down in my house bathroom while i was bathing!!!! hahas!!! can u believe it!! omg!! i cant believe that i am sooooo careless!!! hahass.. thats miie!!!
my archilles heel, which is my left leg.. sprained countless times at the ankle and fell down too... hahas... the bonesetter even recognise miie.. hahas.. omg!! lol.. wats happening to miie..

haiz.. ppl i know who appealed are all accepted le... when is my turn for the school to call miie?? i dun look like my frens who is emo abt this.. but those who are close to niie knows that i cant do without AJ!! i mean, all my frens are there, those bonds, i can nva forget... i juz hope that the school can call miie asap to end all my sleepless nite... hahas.. anyways, if it is rlly impossibe to get in, PPL: i aill miss and luv ya all TTBM!!! hahas!! =)

anyways, i am still keeping my fingers crossing... i wish myself all the best in my appeal and may i get into AJ!!! =) always luv ya all ttbm!! =)

2008-02-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz luv this dae man!!!!!!!

okies.. JJC:
first suai thing this morn.. i saw sth that i shouldnt.. omg... then whole dae is filled with cheers... blah blah blah....
after school: OMG!! i saw my ex classmate!! CHANG RUN!!! haha... lol.. too high le... omg... so damn happie la.. yay!!! then chiong back to ajc... WOO!!

ORIENTATION @ AJC:
bloody hell... the atmosphere is high ttbm!!! (to the bloody max) hahas... thanks to ang xinyi who waited for miie!!! hehe... omg..
saw everyone.. so damn high lorr!!!! thanks sherry who treated miie mango madness(luv ya!!).. then everyone moved to do the tiles.... haha.. some damn nice lorr... omg!!! OG7!! then tok tok to linqian... hehes...
then everyone gather at the AJ square... omg!!! danced borriquito, IGBMx2 and mambo!!! one impt note!!! buttercup(rasyiqah) is back... hooray 14/08!!! luv ya ppl ttbm!!!

FINALE:
prize presentation and cheering... yay!!!! ROMULUS was second!!!! haha.. kuchi bah ar kuchi beh!!!! OMG!!! so damn high!! then was OGF GOT TALENT.. everyone sang so nicely...
~cos its u and miie, and all other ppl,
the new frens we made,
the memories we shared..... ~
oh my tian!!! hahas.. then was the orientation song at the stage!!!! high to the max!!!! OMG!! luv romulus ttbm!!! hahas!! IGBM again.. but faster... then with all the cheers and blanja...
ROMU BLANJA, ROMU BLANJA!!!.. hahas... luv it man..then yufei did his forfeit... practically violated by all romulus ogf... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! then was all the sad partings and phototaking.. hehes...
I LUV ORIENTATION 2 @ AJC WITH ROMULUS!!!!!

hahas... dinner with wenhao and weichang with O1 OG11.. hehe... luv them ttbm!!! i was at the peak of being highest..hahas.. omg!!! i LUV AJC!!! luv AJC & AJ PPL TTBM!!!!!

i will get into AJC!! hahas... reunite with my good frens and all..OMG!! i juz cant stop luving this ppl ttbm!!!! LUV YA PPL TTBM!!!! take care!!! seeya guys soon in AJC!!!! =)

AJ, how are you feeling today??
we feel good AH!! we feel good AH!!
we feel very very very good AH AH AH!!!
Who's the best in AJ??
ROMULUS!!! ROMULUS!! ROMULUS!!
SUPER ROMULUS!!!
ROMULUS!!!ROMULUS!! ROMULUS!!
1, 2, 3, 4, ROMULUS!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas.. ppl.. take care!!! luv ya ppl ttbm!!! =)

2007-12-09T10:53:00.000+08:00

hahahaha..................

'O' is finally over.... hehe... =)
finally blogging again.. not many things happen in this long days................

nov: its fast... after os are over.... went to look for jobs, then got rejected... went to learn sth new.. like baking and archery... archery is cool!!!!! OMG!! then nth to do.. stay at home and rot cos no one ask miie out!! haha.... everydae watch anime... play games like nobodies' business..
rot in singapore cos cannot go overseas...( broken promises).worst still..... CANNOT GO WATCH BLEACH MOVIE 2!!! f***..

ok... i at least got a psp to accompany through troubled times... ok.. dec has started and this means a new yr cumin....

festives season is around the corner and yet i dun feel anythin... sianz...
anyone can ask miie go out kaikai or not??? lol.. =)

2007-08-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

wow!!! today is one of the best day of the year man!!!! it rox to the hell and heaven.....

NDP:
haha.. reached school at 630.. helped ziyu wrap present for rod... then go change to band uni... oh my.... it is damn warm wearing full band uniform la...
then.. the usual parade.. the parade commander zao sia at his last command.. so sad....
then at the band performance... it rox!!! i can play my sax le... omg!! last time playin.. felt kinda sad though... but i am happie... becos of the day...
throughout the performance, the whole band is damn united.. under the enthu sec 4s like miie, steph, the whoe band went practically mad.... haha.. played fanfare amd screamed when band ppl performed and collect GSA... siao!! but this is the first time i see the whole band sooo united after the SYF...
then when singing the national day songs, the whole band sang together, standing on the bench... MAD!!! then 4i stood up oso.. when singing... under mr aj's lead, the school sang the national anthem the first timesooo LOUD in my entire period in GESS... honestly.. this yr's national day parade is fun, mad and GREAT!!!!

R.O.D:
ok.. first, started with the photoshoot... stupid photographer took eons to come lorr... nainai gang took picture together... haha(i am the tallest gal n third tallest in the whole band!!).. then comes the passing off parade... damn funny lor... shook hands with mr foo... got a trophy with my name engraved on it... then is the chaos in band room...
in bandroom... havoc... lookin for ppl nid to shout de lorr... my rod!!! got ppl give me roses...(timo and rain..) then everyone started givin presents... managed to give all n get some too..haha... after the present giving frenzy, go makan free food... quite nice...
then saxists took lots of lots of pics together wth lots of poses.. haha.. everyone went mad.. i hugged lots of ppl today... boys and gals... haha.. this is the best rod i ever had... the best 8 of august i ever had in my life!!!! xD
last day officially in band... suddenly, i kinda of missed it lots and lots... band is the most impt part in my 4 yrs in GESS... i will not foret it... thks to all the sec 4s which made gessband the best part of my life... to all juniors: kambate!!! CHE AVANZA!!!

i will miss band tonnes and lots... ppl who know miie will know that band/music is my life... but there is 2 more things that made miie real... 1st.. meetin hunny... 2nd... o levels.. frens are all getting stressed over it.. miie too... but ppl... relax... dun take it too hard ya... take care... if ani one nids a shoulder to cry on... feel free to use mine.. haha... smile and be happie..
每天笑一笑，生活会更好！！ ><

2007-08-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

it is eons since i blogged... haha.. lots of things to update...

now things in school are getting worse.. and i dun wish to tok bout that.. prelims are cumin and 'O' are 2mths plus away onli... so ppl, lets pull up our socks together...

dun wish to tok bout the past... lets tok bout todae..........

heh... i recently met a very very nice fren... great guy and all.. it is what all gals had wanted... hehe.... ya.. dun wish to mention who but....then we went out a few times.. go watch movie and all.. haha... he very de tall, crappy, tuoughtful... plays basketball and go swimming.. hehe... always there when i nid him...haha

today, i listened to 883 in the morning on the radio in my dad's car on the way to sch... my mood is already very good le cos i got enuf rest.. haha... but got the horoscope talk by the radio station.. it says: taureans have high popularity today!!! i was super happie...
reached school, then go arena there cos got GSA prize presentation ma.... i first time got prize leh!! hehe.. damn happie la.. then my turn that time, when the emcee announced my name, got a lot ppl clap for miie.. quite happie and oso paiseh.. haha.... shake hand with Mr Lim and Mr Loh.. very de nervous oso.. haha...
today got band.. cos got NDP... very happie can play instrument again liao le... but the disappointment is that my instrument is spoiled!!! ARRRRGGHH!!!!! cant play all the notes.. then damn sad lor... the parade was ok... hehe.. the pieces were all nice... but wats the use that i cant play!! nvm.. the repairman comin on tue though...

after band, go makan with bernice and pohgek.. then yeeshuan and engtuan joined... but i left as soon as possible.. 2 reasons... i feel out there and i meetin my fren la.. the one i said earlier... haha... go study with my fren at jurong library.. first time blog usin his laptop... haha... then study until the library close lor.. then loiter at jurong point.. he treat miie subway, then send miie home lor.. he carry all my stuff leh.. seit of him.. haha... i ask wether can call him hunny, as a fren la... he say can lor, provided he call miie dear... dun think otherwise.. we are juz veri gooood frens.... haha.. then promised to go outwith him... only after buyin rod present... so thats all la...

ppl.. buck up!!! suffer 3 more mths and the sweetness will come... ppl...JIAYOU!!! =)

2007-07-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

wow!!! time flies man... haha.. its is already mid july le..

today not bad la... watch harry potter with jas, lavinia and samuel.. hehe... still got more de lor.. but they suddemly dun wanna come.. XP... 不够意思啦。。。all the pang seh kia.... wat the hell...

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!!!!! it rocks la... it;s superb... same as val, i give 50stars... i wonder why ppl say it is not that nice leh... i find it better than the previous lor... Sirius died, dolores umbridge is a bitch, the guys are all handsome..hermione, ginny and luna are very de chio... OH MY!!! i wanna watch it again!! anybody haven watch can find miie hor!!! i dun mind watching trillions of time la... hehe... HARRY POTTER rox!! cant wait now for harry potter and the deathly hallows to come out... COUNTDOWN: 3 more daes!!!

lol.... exams are nearing...wat can i do to improve my a and e math... i am going to 蹦愦了啦。。。 nobody is willing to help miie in my weak subjects... esp the two "pure talents" in my class... lol... nobody wanna help miie... first time in my life i get so low in my exams... everybody is already preparing for their prelims and o levels... miie?? i still slacking all the way la... can i perform a miracle in my studies?? i wish i could... i wish i got all the focus i need and dun get distracted... PLEASE!!!! HELP MIIE!!!!

2007-07-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

lol.... today is the last day of the week... haha... but have to bring all the books back lorr.... sian.. this morning, during chem that time got fever... rlly hot la... but after pe, like a lot better le la.... haha... vasodialation...next week is o level listening compre le.... ya.. today lessons as usual lor... got one good thing... NO AP!!!! yeah!!!! haha.... cos then while waiting did my english homework and oso finish a math lor....
haha... lots of ppl watching harry potter and the order of phoenix.... OH MY!!!! wat the helll..... OMG!!! i rlly so tempted to watch...
sian la.... i am so tired lor... still got so many homework.. lucky finish quite a number le, in the library waiting for steph and xuan an after their chem and bio extra lessons... so juz finish hw, with cherilyn, chang run, ting yao and zhicheng... diao la.. zhicheng and tingyao slack during their 'CIP'... they are doing hw instead of wiping books... lame la....
then after waiting for steph and xuan an, we went to eat ice kachang with miss mah with a grp of ppl lor... like sultan, pohgek, et and eugene... then we have a heart to heart talk with miss mah lor... quite nice la.. hehe... i am quite fond of miss mah... she is one of the best teacher i ever had... hehe.... she likes to help miie!!! lol... muz jiayou for all my exams to show my graditude to her... haha.... thks miss mah!!!!
lol.. more exams coming le... ppl muz jiayou!!!! haha... kambate!!!

2007-07-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

lol... i am very disappointed with myself now.... like a failure....
my mocks are so ................ wat the hell lor.... can die le la... i know that i didn study well... cos not enough prep... but the results terrified miie more than anithin... started getting emo ytd... failed my e math... not a single distinctions... i think my l1r5 will be more than 20... hehehe... heck care le la... wat is done is done....
going to do lots of stuff for the next 6 to 7 weeks... muz jiayou for prelims le la... muz do tys... muz write notes... muz do all the exercises... rlly nid to understand all the chapters in all subjects... oh my... its driving miie crazy, all the schoolwork.. i am getting a nervous breakdown sooner or later... anione finding someone to study with, pls contact miie... thks...
another thingy thats driving miie crazy.... HARRY POTTER!!!!! OMG!!! i am going mad... re- reading all the books... looking out all the news bout him.... oh my!!! tml is the movie premier!! cant go watch... fully booked... have to wait til sarurday to watch harry potter and the order of phoenix with my family and tuesday with my frens... at vivo... haha.... cant wit.. the trailer is too tempting.... oh my!!! lol... the next... harry potter and the deathly hallows is coming out soon... OMG!!! the last book le!!!! i will spend my weekend reading it.... no doubt... i will wait at 7am at popular bookstore and get my copy... its getting on my nerves!! i cant wait... it's too temptin.... i am going crazy...... oh my goodness!!!!
still... everybody muz jiayou.... haha... life still goes on... cant wait o level to end now....(ps: emma watson(hermione) has 10As for her o levels!!!) hahaha... i can do better... jiayou!!! kambate!!!
1 very sian thing... tml gt to perform syf pieces during assembly.... i think the lowerr sec are gonna fall asleep... haha..... aniways, live on with your lives to the best....

2007-07-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

lol.. juz one word to describe myself..haha.. FAT!!!!
these few day like mad le lor.. kept eating... altough went gym with linqian and shermin, loat 300 calories, but like no difference de leh.. very sad le la.... hehe...
today got geog paper 1... 1 wrong le la... then went for band... total mess..... however still muz jiayou!! hehe.... today oso genius zhi cheng bdae.... wish him happie bday and make sure he fall sick... hahahahaha.... then today went changi airport to send my uncle to chicago.. so good la... got a sudden urge to go overseas now... then went to bugis with my family lorr... makan at crystal jade... nice but ex... hehe... return home.. watch tv, watch live earth...
haiz... todae saw him again.. but nvm la.. dun bother bout him le.. heck care... i think iknow the reason why i scored so badly for my mock exam.. 1. too stressed.. 2. dun have enough sleep.. 3. didnt write notes and do tys... the difference can be seen when i compare chem annd bio.. lol... i got quite a few wishes.. hope anione can help mie...
Wishes: go to japan...
go to taipei..
slim down.. (hahahaha.. xD)
get 9A1s.. (muz jiayou!!)
one love....
hahahaha.. hehehehe.. lol.. i am quite lame... can juz forget bout the last wish.. hahaha...
okay.. everybody jiayous with your life... save the earth!!! ><...

2007-07-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

it is eons since i blog the last time... stupid mock exams..homeworks.... sian lorr..haha ani way too much to blog la....

june hols....

went for band outing.. go out with nainai gang...study for mock like mad loorr... can die liao la... went out with frens.... most of the time outside instead of revising...

kinda guilty...

SCHOOL REOPENED!!!!!

hehe.. mock exams for the 1st 2 weeks lorr... study, study, study... getting results back le.. i hope is good.. scared didn score well... maybe too stressed le.. very happir that my cca got A2..

got 2 bonus point leh..hahahahaha... still got the announcemebt of new appoinyments.. feel sad for .... ya... congrats rain... not bad la.. got girst sargeant leh.. hehe.. congrats to miie!!!!!

today got 'o' level chinese exam.... i was the first one!! very scared lorr... then ok la... stumble at the end of the passage... the conversation was like............. hehe..

then come home..

go jurong point.. finally bought bleach 28!!!! Ishida was damn cool lorr... then need to save money..buy lots of stuff...muz thank all those who sent miie songs lorr.. esp shermin!! thanks ppl!!! cant wait for harry potter and the order of phoenix.. cant wait for harry potter and the deathly hallows.. oh my!!!! ani one wanna watch harry potter next thurs pls contact miie!!!!

haha..thats all lorr... muz jiayou for prelims... now rlly nid to start revision le... muz chiong ar... then got performance next week... hehehe... jiayou!!!!

2007-06-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

lol... haven blog for a looooong time le.. so nid to update several stuff...
11/06
lol.. went shoppin with shermin, linqian and cherilyn.. we bought the same blouse lorr... they all 3 wear le looked sexy lor... hehe.. then linqian left with her fren and shermin went to meet u-know-who... then cher went to bugis, i went settlers...
haha... after i reached settlers, got kelly, yipin, ziyu, siewleng, xuanan and kelly... we played until 7 plus lor... latest leh... becos our payment exceeded 80 bucks, we became members of settlers.. haha... lol.. then we like stay at holland v decidin bout next dae stuff lor... discuss finish le, its already 8 le... wow...
12/06
todae met with the same old gang... haha... morn, we met at tiong lor, went griller's for lunch.. then went to band at bout 2 like that.. haha... as seniors leh.. quite proud of it... :).. during band, we played pieces and all the stuff lor... after band, pg, yipin, kelly, joanne, siewleng, ziyu and i went to eat steamboat lorr... after dinner, everyone went home...
somemore it was my aunt's bdae lorr... rlly wanna wish her a happie bdae... oso sorrie that i cant celebrate with her... hehe... HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO YOU!!!!
13/06
hehe... todae is 4i class gatherin.... haha... long time didn go sentosa.. met steph on the bus... considered early le lor.. then went to sit the monorail to sentosa .. cool la.. long time didn go there since balloon hat festival... :) went to siloso beach after a looong walk... finally found one spot for everyone...then started playin a game: dog and bone... then more ppl started to come le.. we borrowed a volleyball from "hunks" from simei ite.. they quite nice la.. one of them quite cute.. hehe... so our class played captain's ball with them.. after that, everyone went into the sea lor... so cooling.. so shiok...luv the sun sand and sea... the gals started sun tannin... the whole class split... some played soccer.. me, pg, steph and ky played bb with some pro from dunman high.. come sentosa make so mani nice frens..(all guys.. quite cute :P) haha.. then linqian, shermin and i suntanned.. lin qian become damn tanned la... i oso not bad la.. hehe... more to the sunburnt side.. when the 3 of us was goin up to wash up, the simei ite guys came to ask for linqian's hp number... wow... linqian, u too attractive le la... haha.. i left earlier for tuition but i was late... kept dozing off.... hehe.....

these few daes rlly slack...need to buck up le la... still got mock lor... tired sia.. hehe.... i missed 2006... 2007 is theworse year for miie... if time stops at 2006, that will be the best time of my life..i am drifting further and further from my goals.. anione out there, pls help miie if u can... from here i sign off... too tired la.... jiayous!!!

2007-06-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

haiz... feel so slack these few daes... juz came back with my mummie and sis from a crazy shopping spree... my mum went mad though... she was like buying watever i wanted.. omg!!! unbelievable!! thanks a million mummie!! :) lol...
rlly did nth these few daes and mock is coming in 2 weeks!! arrgh!! am i giving myself too much stress?? haiz... onli did physic workbook lor... pathetic... wat am i gonna do to get my straight As... everythin seemed so difficult... after tml playing, i rlly nid to go in full motor speed.. Chiooong arr!!! muz jiayou!! muz do well for every thin!!!
to those who cared for my emo state... thanks for the care and concern... i had put everythin in the bottom of my heart.. so rlly thanks and life goes on for miie...
to everyone... life goes on and jiayous!! :D

2007-06-08T01:57:00.000+08:00

todae... very tired... go lessons as usual... less than half of the class was there... then met with mr foo to tok about the crisis bout of the future of my saxist section.. in the end, rain go alto.. sec1s go alto.. marcus go tenor... haha... nobody in bari.. lol... its mine.. hahahahaha.. dun nid spend time teachin juniors.. juz becos of this matter, i pon physics practical... hehehe..
then went lunch with val, jas, regina and jiahui.. on the way back to school(late le..) me and val sort of went mad lor.. went to play swing at the tiong park playground.. our asses were burnt.. hehe... then got band lor... pump a junior for disrespect to seniors and insulting my section... made me, jas and regina emo lor... then play mahjong in regina's hp when the juniors playin olympic spirit.. then the seniors played folklore and beauty and the beast... i can play all!!!
always after band, i started to get emo.. when everyone sort of pang seh la... firstly, i am the odd one out.. secondly.. i am the lightbulb in the 2 couples..(ziyu and siewleng, xuanan and regina).. so i left since everyone got their own company lorr... say want to wtch movie, oso in the end didn watch.. maybe the 4 of them went for double date... hehehe...
hols endin le.. mock exam comin la.. o level oso comin le... haven finished one single homework.. mayb rlly not usin com for the next few weeks for prep ba... kambate ppl!!!

2007-06-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

dunno wat are my feelins now.. promised not to meet each other or see each other, yet u kept appearin in front of me.. why?? dunno now to love you, to hate you or to forget you.. forgettin you is difficult, even though we r apart.. listenin to band pieces(esp animation medley) makes me think of ur sax playin.. going for band practices makes me feel that u r next to me.. going out makes me think that u r juz beside ma.. all this happie memories makes me even more difficult to forget you.. todae met u once again... promised to forget each other.. seein ur face makes emo.. makes it difficult to forget u.. why!! why!!
after meetin him, i started to get emo.. all the happie memories with him are refreshed in my mind.. did we make a wrong decisions 2 mths ago?? or last yr.. b4 we started.. i thinki cant let go of you...
during emoing, i went to tiong park swing and screamed like shit..
i tot i forgotten him.. why do i still care of his presence??
after clearin all these thoughts, me, pg, jiahui and regina went to visit riyanti, who was hospitalised becos of she fell down in bukit panjang plaza..her leg was in bandage..then she got crutches.. first time i tried on it.. it was fun though but difficult.. poor riyanti.. then she was fine to discharge.. yeah!!! lol.. then the whole grp, including her parents, went to eat at the hospital's foodcourt... very paiseh to let them treat even though her parents insisted... haha.. then toktok... send riyanti and her parents home.. the four of us who visited her caught the last shuttle bus..phew.. hehe.. then took mrt with pg.. started tokin bout younger siblings.. lol.. then reached home.. damn tired la... whole dae of lessons and band.. can die la..hehe.. tml still got lessons and tuition.. i am breaking down sooner or later le..
wish i could forget you...
wished i could still be with you..
wish we were still frens..
wish u were still with me..
wish u never leave me at all....

2007-06-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

can say happie, can say emo for me... happie cos i received a new MP3 from my aunt.. but a lot of nice songs not inside yet.. haha..
emo for me cos i kept thinking of him.. should be forgettin him but listening to dongs, esp band concert songs, i cant stop thinkin of him and how well he treated me when we r together.. it's difficult to forget these memories.. becos of hom, i am emo the whole dae.. then i was sick lorr, started vomittin and stomach ache... dunno y like tat leh.. pls.. anione can send me nice nice songs.. bleach, chinese pop and jap pop la....
hehe.. need to finish home work within this week lor then go revise for mock exams.. dun wanna go overseas le..
sry mummmie..i dun mean to cos studies is my 1st priority...